𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺.

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Numb.

I felt numb the entire time the race was going on.

I could feel Sara glaring right at me the entire time, what does she want from me?

I-I did exactly what sir asked me to do, and over that, I haven't even revealed my real identity.

Everything is exactly like what sir wanted it to be.

I looked up a little to look back at Sara but this time around to my surprise she was not glaring at me instead she pointed to the back of the stadium.

Feeling confused I turned around to see that there was a washroom at the back, she wanted me to go to the washroom and meet her.

That is what she wants.

A shiver ran down my body and my body turned cold.

I felt Alex's hold on my hand tighten, he put his binoculars down and turned to me and raised an eyebrow.

"Umm I-I need to g-go to the washroom?" Alex shrugged and left my hand.

For some reason Alex seems to be a little angry, he hasn't said anything to me but I can feel it.

Is it because of what he said yesterday?

I don't know.

Focus Sierra, Focus.

I stood up and walked to the back of the stadium and saw Sara waiting for me in the washroom, you can do it.

I know Sara will not harm me physically, she never has. Usually, Sara similarly ignores my existence so what is this about?

My hold on the clutch in my hand tightened and I walked right in.

Sara looked up at me and her face held no expression at all, "I, umm, A-Alex asked me to come here."

She was probably angry about why I left the house.

"My problem, darling little sister, is that you have been causing trouble for me! I can't walk out in public because the moment I do, paparazzi expects to see Alex with me. Why can you not let me live?" Sara busted, her face red with anger.

"I-I a-am sorry, sir said t-that I have to do everything that Alex says" Sara closed her eyes for a moment as if trying to calm herself down

"Honestly Sierra, I hate you, why can you not see me live peacefully? First, you take my mom from me then you take away the little affection I had from Mary from me and now, now that you're gone, you still can't let me live! I know damn well that Alex probably treats you like a slave but get a grip!" With that being said Sara pulled her oversized hat a little more over her face as though trying to cover up and left.

I kept looking at the exit until I noticed my now wet face.

Destroying, that's what I am good at.

That's what I've always been good at.

What was I thinking this entire time, how could I have acted so selfishly?

How do I explain to her that I can't help it, I can't help anything that's happening around me.

I have to do what Alex asks me to do as per sirs order or else he will be the one to face me next.

How do I tell you this, Sara, that your beloved uncle Harry came to meet me at the party sometime back, how do I tell you that I died a little on the inside after seeing him again?

How do I tell that there's so much more to this story than you think there is?

I quickly took a hold of the wall next to me when I felt my breath go a little out of control.

Anxiety attack.

I took in a deep breath and tried to calm myself down, but failed.

Deep breath Sierra, deep breath.

Calm down, breathe, calm down, breathe.

I kept repeating just how Mary used to when I would go through an

Anxiety attack.

Mary.

How do I tell you Sara that Mary realized that there was more to the story than you did, how do I tell you that all these years she's been busy trying to put together the broken pieces of my soul?

How do I tell you all of this Sara? I-I tried to tell you years ag but the results they weren't good.

Trying to tell you about all this lead to me having burn marks on my body, how do I tell you my story, Sara.

HOW?

I sat down on the floor and pulled my legs closer to my body and cried.

I cried for myself, for Sara, for Alex, and for everyone who faced problems in their lives because of me.

All of a sudden I heard people cheering and clapping loudly, quickly I stood up and dabbed my face clean so that no signs of my tears were left anymore.

Once I was done, I ran back to where Alex was sitting but to my surprise, he was clapping as well, Ashton who was sitting in the back seemed to have won a billion dollars.

I went and sat beside Alex and when he saw me he opened his mouth to say something but the speaker interrupted him, "ladies and gentlemen, Drew has once again won fourth time in a row this year around. A successful bet of one point two million dollars! Once again congratulation to Drew and Mr. Taylor!"

The entire crowd went wild and everyone kept on cheering while multiple flashes kept coming our way.

The paparazzi was going ballistic.

Alex stood up and took hold of my arm pulling me with him, he then pulled me by my waist and we walked out of the area we were sitting in.

Instead of heading out of the stadium, he went through a smaller door, one of the bodyguards opened the door and all the horses from the race were in the stable.

Alex left my hand and ran to a black colored horse, who I assume is Drew.

To my surprise, Drew got up and made a sound when he saw Alex coming his way.

Alex opened the stable lock and the moment the lock opened Drew wrapped his head around Alex's shoulder.

Alex patted Drews's head and smiled a little when Drew tried to push Alex on him as though asking Alex to ride.

"Later, buddy, rest for now, ok?" Alex whispered the horse made another sound. Alex put his hand out and Ashton gave Alex a banana.

Drew got real excited seeing the banana and it seemed as though he wanted to eat it without even peeling it but Alex peeled open the banana and fed it to Drew.

So adorable!

Suddenly Alex looked back at me, "want to meet Drew?"

I smiled and nodded.

I was about to step next to Alex but Drew made a sound again "he's a tiny bit possessive but he'll come around" Alex reasoned.

Alex took my hand in his and I ran my hand through Drew's fur, to my surprise Drew seemed to be loving it.

We played around with Drew for some more time and then finally a young girl who was about twelve came in, followed by a man who I assumed was her father.

"Sara, this is Mathew and his daughter Lisa, they take care of Drew for me!" Mathew smiled at me and Lisa walked up to me and held my hand.

"Oh my god, I've seen you in magazines you are so pretty! I want to pretty like you to but uncle Alex says that everyone is their own type pf pretty."

I smiled at the young girl "you my dear, look absolutely breathtaking, in fact, I wish I was more like you!" Lisa's eyes seemed to double in size "you think I'm that pretty?"

"Of course you are, you're gorgeous! Uncle Alex is correct, everyone is their own kind of pretty but being pretty from the outside is as important as it is from the inside!"

Lisa ran to Alex and wrapped her hands around him, "uncle Alex, you were correct, the beautiful lady thinks I'm also, very pretty!" Alex bent down to Lisa's level and held out a chocolate bar for her "that you are my pretty lady, and here is a gift for you."

Lisa took the chocolate from Alex and ran to Drew and sat on him.

Mathew smiled at Alex "I'm sorry for the trouble Lisa, was not ready to stay home. She said that she had to meet you at any cost today."

"You know I love her Mathew, anyway take care of Drew for me he did amazing!" Mathew turned to Drew and ran his hand through Drews's hair as well.

"He had too, you and he have been training so hard!"

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𝓥𝓸𝓽𝓮, 𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓕𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀

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