We got back to D.C around 2am. The flight didn't feel long at all because we all pretty much slept through it.

I didn't tell anyone about the encounter Anthony and I had.

His touch shouldn't of had that much of an effect on me like it did.

Temptation is a bïtch. But I would never do that to Keenan.

It was now 10:00am and I had a class at 10:30, I have that class with Keenan. Then I'm done for the day.

My Tuesday's and Thursday's are only one class. Whereas my Monday's & Wednesday's are my most busiest. Friday's I have a late lab.

I think today after class I'm gonna tell him about the letter and everything that was said it in.

I'm nervous as hell, but I didn't want to cause any tension between him and Anthony while we were down in Atlanta.

I also have to have a conversation with my mom about what the doctors told me.

I already feel like this is going to be a stressful day, so I popped one of my pills and downed it with water.

I felt my anxiety beginning to kick in so I took a Xanax to calm myself down.

"Have you told Keenan what the doctors said?" Lani asked me.

Damn. I forgot about that too.

I'm such a terrible girlfriend. Relationships aren't supposed to be filled with secrets. Yet, here I am keeping two important facts from my boyfriend.

"I was planning on doing it today" I told her.

"What do you think he's gonna say?"

"I have no clue, I just don't want him to blame himself for all of this. Yes, last semester was hectic and we had our falling out but, everything wasn't his fault".

"Ti... it was though, I'm not saying he caused your heart to be in the condition it's kinda sorta in, but everything that happened last semester was caused by Keenan, he left you, he ignored you, he betrayed you, and tried to use Alexis as an excuse, even when you were taking care of him when he got out the hospital, you were barely getting any sleep for yourself because you were always so worried about Keenan, you always put Keenan before Tiara"

I was not expecting Lani to say all of that. That's something I would have expected to hear from Kendall, but definitely not Lani.

"You guys may think I don't pay attention but I observe everything no matter how oblivious I come off. Plus, I'm your roommate Ti! I see and hear everything even when I don't mean too intentionally".

I sighed.
"And you know I'm right"

"I know, but" before I could even come up with something to say she cut me off.

"I love that you and Keenan are together. You know we've been rooting for you two since day one. But all of that was him. He hurt you the most. And then Korey added onto that. Both of them hurt you like hell, the ones you loved the most hurt you THE MOST... now if we're keeping it a brick .... I personally was team Anthony from day one" Lani told me.

I was speechless.

"But, we can continue this conversation later with the girls. I'll see you after class" she said and then left out of our room.

A few seconds later I left our room also and headed to the building where my chemistry course took place.

Keenan was already there sitting at our table , waiting for me. When he saw me he smiled and I thought I smiled back until I noticed his reaction back.

I walked over to the table and sat next to him. "You good?" He asked me "yeah why?" I asked him back.

"I think you tend to forget that I know you better than anyone and can tell when you're hiding something so what's up?"

"We'll talk about it after class. I promise" I told him.

I will tell him. But now I just wanna get through this one class.

All the professor did was lecture us and we took notes then a quick exit ticket activity and class was over in fifty minutes.

"So you gonna tell me now?" He asked. "Yes, can we grab food first then head to your room?" I asked him.

"Yeah I want some chipotle" he grabbed my hand and then we started walking and making our way to chipotle hand in hand.

"Are you sure you're okay though?" He asked me "yes, I am sure I am okay" I'm a terrible liar when it comes to Keenan.

The more I try. The more he catches on.

"Sure" he mumbled.

He knows I'm lying.

The walk to chipotle was a quick one. After we got our things, we left right back out and headed to our dormitory. We didn't really say much, just held each other's hands.

Once we got back to his room. Keenan walked straight over to his bed and I sat down next to him on it with my legs crossed.

"So talk" he said. I was about to bite into my burrito and then once he said that my appetite disappeared.

I sighed.

"So .. I wasn't being completely honest with you about the letter Anthony wrote me" I started.

"You think I don't know that? I think you tend to forget that I know you better than anyone and can tell when you're lying ... and Ti, you've been lying to me for quite some time now" he went off on me.

I was expecting that "I had my reasons" I said back to him.

"Don't even try that! Because if I would've did this, you would've raised hell.. now tell me what else was in the letter"

"He mentioned how he had feelings for me , and wanted us to maybe be together one day"

"And you didn't bother to mention this to me why?"

"I didn't want us to go to Atlanta with any tension. I know that if I would have told you then you would not have been there for him, because you would've been too stuck in your own world to even care about what was going on with him" F*ck. I did not mean for that to come out like that.

"Is that really how you view me?" I saw the disappointment in his face.

"I didn't mean it like that Keenan, I just know you would've been more angry with him then being a supportive brother"

"And he was just smiling in my face"

"He didn't know we were together when he wrote that note obviously"

"So you're telling me, he didn't try anything with you when we were down Atlanta?"

I swear I heard crickets. "Don't lie to me".

"Keenan..." I started, he started chuckling "you were thinking of another lie weren't you?" 

"You're not giving me a chance to get my words together ! Stop trying to force these things out of me. I'm trying to tell you!"

"Now you're gonna flip this on me Ti?! We both know if this was me and Alexis your crazy ass would be going off right now!" Keenan yelled at me.

"How dare you try to compare this situation to you and Alexis's crazy ass .. May she Rest In Peace. But don't you dare call me crazy, it never gave any of that. I'm far from it so don't try me" I yelled back at me.

I felt my heart beginning to race. Calm down Ti.

"What happened in Atlanta?!" He asked again.

"He said that he knows you're gonna mess up and when you do. He'll be ready waiting for me. Then he kissed me on my cheek and left" I told him the truth.

Keenan scoffed. "He's got a lot of nerve, he's saying all this about wanting you and waiting for you but didn't care to mention that him and Cassie fücked! ... nïgga mad weird"

They what?

"I-... I didn't know that" Cassie never even told me that.

She knew Anthony and I had a little something going on.

"Are you seriously mad? That makes you feel some type of way? Huh?" Keenan kept questioning me.

"I don't know how to take in this information that you just told me. Because while you were sitting there being so far up your dead ex girlfriends ass. Anthony was there for me Keenan. We were getting closer , he flirted with me and told me how he wanted to make things happen. I had no clue him and Cassie did anything. I'm more upset over the fact that she didn't tell me. Stop questioning me" I yelled at him.

"Please get out Ti" he said. "Get out? Now you want me to leave because I said things you didn't wanna hear?" I was standing on my feet now.

"I think you need to leave before we both say a few things we're gonna regret" he said now standing on his feet.

"Nah I'm not leaving. Say whatever you have to say Keenan. I'm all ears." Keenan was towering over me trying to keep himself calm.

"Tiara go" I was getting on his nerves and I didn't care .. not one bit.

"No, you wanted to know everything so bad and here I am telling you everything you wanted to know" he cut me off by grabbing my arms roughly.

"Let go of me" I yelled at him.

"I'm showing you the door" he pulled me. I was trying to get out of his grasp but he wasn't budging at all.

Then he finally let me go and I slapped him hard across his face "don't you ever grab up on me like that" I said to him.

I walked back over to his bed and grabbed my things.

"Tiara.." he called me. "No, leave me alone" I said to him and then left out of his room slamming the door behind me and heading back over to my side of the building.

I was so mad at Cassie for keeping something like that away from me.

What makes it even worse is that Kendall and Lani also probably know.

I got back to our room and the girls were all sitting on Lani's bed chilling and talking.

"How did it go?" Lani asked.

I put all my stuff down on the table and then looked over at them.

My eyes met Cassie's "so you fücked Anthony?".

Kendall choked on her chips and Lani dropped her popcorn. Cassie's eyes went wide.

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