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I looked back from my seat and saw Amalie and Adrien talking about something which is probably the kiss, I hope he didn't see me looking at them when it happened, even though he did he wouldn't have cared he was too busy smooching it up with Amalie to notice.
"I can't believe I ever liked him, I thought as i looked forward at Mr Schwas teaching even though i wasn't paying attention. I made myself so vulnerable to him hurting me that he didn't even think twice about it, Well it's not entirely his fault seeing as I never told him that i liked him, but i thought I made it so obvious, anyone would have gotten the hint, but sometimes its when you think the message has been delivered that it really hasn't.
You know what, I thought to myself, I'm not even going to tell him that i like him, I'll just forget it like I always do and move on, It cant be that hard, can it?
Hey Bellamy, are you okay?
Luella asked cutting me off my thoughts, Yeah I'm okay, I answered with a slight crack in my voice still thinking about the kiss, And as if reading my mind Luella then said, We saw it too, I bowed my head in embarrassment, But its not his fault it was probably Amalie that kissed him before he knew what happened, Whatever I said, Lets not talk about it anymore, just forget i even said i liked him I said.
"But you know you can't just give up on him because of a little kiss Luella said, What do you mean i said, I've never been kissed and i also want my first kiss to be my partners first kiss too, so don't blame me if i don't want to kiss somebody who has kissed another person, Its like using a toothbrush that somebody else has used, its disgusting, I said to Luella, She just smiled and said well I knew you were picky but i didn't know you were that picky she said.
She is right I'm a little bit too picky but i can't help it i like everything to be orderly and i am also a major OCD which stands for Obsessive, Compulsive Disorder and it wasn't helping, but that's just the way I am.

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A d r i e n

Amalie, Amalie, Amalie, I yelled as we left class to go to the dorms, What she yelled back as I made my way to where she was standing with her entourage, a couple of girls who seemed to be following her everywhere she went like flies.
" Hi Adrien", One of them said whose name i think is Tina, Hi I answered back reluctantly and saw her eyeing me which made me want to gag, I don't know why they act like that around me, I'm just a normal person like everyone else, isn't there anybody else they can flirt with cause I'm sick of it i thought.
Amalie why did you do that, I asked the stubborn girl in front of me,
" What, What did i do, she answered acting all innocent like she didn't know what I meant.
"You know what you did and please I beg you never do it again I pleaded with her, Everyone stared at us even though it's not their business, and i couldn't help but yell, Go look for what to do gossips, they all gasped and continued walking, I should do that more often I said to myself and then directed my attention back to Amalie, who just sighed at me.
" Where were we, Oh yes, what do you mean, I didn't do anything or did you not want your sweet little Bellamy or whatever her stupid name is to see us together honey she said, Only the sound of that coming out of her mouth made me nauseated,
"Look, she said as she continued, If you don't want me to do anything to her i better not see her with you ever again, she threatened, It would have been empty threats if i wasn't so aware of what Amalie could do.
"After what happened last time i trust that you know better, she said and walked away leaving me in my thoughts.
"Hey man, How you doing, my best friend Zach said as he came with Asher who is also my friend and a boy I didn't quite recognize with dark brown hair and grey eyes.
"Hey whose this, I asked,
"Hi, I'm Jared, This is my first day, the boy said and we all made our way to the dorms to get dinner.
As we walked i saw Bellamy and our eyes locked, i waved at her but she just looked forward like she didn't even see me, It made feel hurt.