XXXV- This is Going to be a Fun Week

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The next morning I wake up to a pair of sweats and a shirt folded up on the nightstand beside me. I hear the shower running so I get up and begin to get dressed. This has been one of the best weekends of my life but I have to leave soon to make sure I'm home before Dean.

It doesn't take long for Shawn to get out of the shower and when he does he's soaking wet with only a towel wrapped around his waist. I can't help but stare at the way the water slides down his skin. "You're staring again." He comments as he moves to his dresser to find his clothes for the day. He decided on a black collared shirt and dress pants.

I smile, walking up to him, "I can't help it." I admit. "I have to go, Dean will be at my house at seven." I'll see you Monday morning and be ready by seven. He had told me just after grabbing the back of my hair and pulling so hard. My hand reaches up to touch the back of my head.

"Livia?" Shawn asks, pulling me out of my thoughts. I look into his bright green eyes. "Why don't you just take your car?"

I shrug, "I'm not really allowed to anymore. Ever since Thanksgiving things have gotten pretty bad." He already knows this, he's seen it for himself. "I can't drive by myself anymore, I can't hang out with my friends. I'm terrified every time he's near me." That's why I need to leave him, I can't keep living like this.

"You don't understand the restraint I have not to hurt him worse than he hurts you. I hate seeing him so close to you when he doesn't deserve to be anywhere near you." I don't even realize that I'm crying until Shawn lifts his hand to wipe away my tears. I wasn't supposed to talk about Dean. This was supposed to continue to be a Dean free weekend.

I force myself to stop crying and focus back on Shawn, "It'll be over in a couple of weeks when we go back to school." It's our last week before christmas break and after that I'm done pretending that I love a man who loves hurting me.

Shawn says something that surprises me, "Until then just remember you're not Dean's...you're mine." His words alone send a shiver down my spine. I want nothing more than to be his.

"I will." I promise, leaning in to kiss his cheek. "I had a good weekend." I say before pulling away and leaving.

Dean pulls into the school parking lot as he asks about my cousin Sarah. "It was good, I missed her." I'm lying, in real life Sarah could care less if I visit. He nods, getting out of the car and waiting for me to as well. When we get inside I see the group surrounding my locker. "Hey guys." I greet them.

I'm going to have to tell them everything soon. A feeling of relief hits me because I know I'm almost done with all of the lying and secrets. Aside from the fact that I'm seeing Shawn, they're going to see the real side of Dean.

I ask them about their weekend and Jenny grins from ear to ear, "We went shopping and bought so many things for the baby. I'm actually really excited." She beams.

"You're going to make a great mom." I tell her.

Jenny smiles, "You're going to make the best aunt."

Bee decides to step in, "What she meant was, you're going to make the best aunt after me."

I laugh, "Alright fine, we'll give that to her." I joke with Jenny.

"You're not giving me anything." Becca argues but the truth is Becca would be way better than me. I barely see my friends as it is, at least Becca will always be there.

While we banter back and forth I look up to see Shawn standing in the doorway of his classroom. He looks directly at me with the smallest hint of a smile on his face. "We better get to class." Becca says, causing me to turn my attention back to them as they leave.

"We should too." I tell Dean who is very silent beside me. I'm not sure what he's thinking but I honestly don't care anymore.

As I try to walk in he grabs my wrist and turns me around to face him. "We need to talk."

"Is everything okay?" Mr. Morgan asks us.

I turn to see his worried expression and nod at him before turning back to Dean. "We'll talk later okay?" I know he won't do anything with Mr. Morgan right there but still he has me worried. What if he knows about us? Or that I've been seeing someone else? He might actually kill me.

Dean straightens out, letting go of me and walking inside the classroom. Shawn and I share a look but we can't talk right now so I just follow Dean.

During class I'm completely on edge but decide not to dwell on it. Dean looks a little uneasy but not angry. I feel like if he knew about Shawn and I he would've confronted me at my house this morning. Not right before class, not right in front of our teacher.

I force myself to relax but I look out the window in thought. I feel my phone buzz and pull it out. To my surprise it's Shawn. I look over at Dean to see him completely infused in the powerpoint along with his notes.

Shawn: Pay attention in class.

I look up with knowing eyes before responding.

Me: Don't be so boring.

Shawn: I'll show you boring Ms. Gardner.

"Livia." My eyes meet Shawn's as he smirks at me. "There are no phones allowed during my lessons."

Oh my god, "But I-"

He walks up to me and holds out his hand, I feel the gaze of everyone else in the class. "Hand it over, you'll get it back after class." I can't believe he's actually taking my phone even though I know he's messing with me.

When the bell rings I tell Dean that I'll see him at lunch and shut the door behind the last student. "Not funny Mr. Morgan." I say even though I'm amused.

He walks behind his desk and hands me my phone. "Is it bad that I kind of like it when you call me Mr. Morgan?" He comes in so close that I'm convinced he's going to kiss me. Instead he whispers in my ear, "It makes me feel like what we're doing is so unbelievably wrong."

The way he drew out every word makes me want to give myself to him completely, right here on his desk. I push down those desires, "Isn't it?" I retort, "So, unbelievably wrong?"

He pulls away slightly, I bite my lip slowly as I look up at him. "You don't know what you do to me..." He trails off, looking down to my lips. I want him to kiss me but I know that I have to leave.

"I'll see you later, Mr. Morgan." I reply softly before exiting his classroom.

I have a feeling this is going to be a fun week.

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