Sounds plausible enough tonight, but wait until tomorrow. Wait for the common sense of the morning. - H.G. Wells, The Time Machine

The Next Morning...

Zee...

Bricks turns us over, topping me again. I moan, digging my nails in his back and he plunges deeper into me. We've been going almost all night, and after starting it was hard to even think of stopping.

"Ah! Bricks wait another spasm." I moan digging my nails into his biceps. He slows down, connecting his lips with mine. The pain ceases, as he kisses my neck, rolling his tongue around my spot. I hiss arching my back as my walls close around him. 

"Ah shit." He groans softly, slapping my backside. I bite my bottom lip, rolling over with him still inside me. I arch my back, laying my top half down as he slowly strokes my insides. I spread my legs, moaning his name as he holds my waist in place.

"Bricks." I moans out. I throw it back, looking over my shoulder as he watches smacking my ass looking dead at me. I feel the heat between us, dropping my head on the mattress again. I play with my pearl, climaxing making Bricks go ham.

"Oh shit!" I squeal, coming down from my high. He's making my insides talk with every thrust.

"Fuck!" Bricks groans, releasing inside me. I hiss feeling his piece throb inside me. He kisses up my spine, moving my hair to the side kissing my neck. I moan, feeling him start off slow again as he pulls my hair.

"You gone cum for me?" He aggressively questions, picking up speed. I clutch the fitted sheet, cursing under my breath.

"I can't hear you." He speaks through gritted teeth. My moans become shallow as my eyes roll back. I feel a shiver come across my spine, and my legs become weak. Bricks goes full force, making me feel every inch of him. He bites my soft spot, causing me to throw it back. My walls squeeze tighter, as I collapse on the bed.

"Yes baby Ima cum for you, Ima come for you." I moan, feeling him in my stomach. Bricks tangles my hair in his grasp, kissing me sloppily. I feel my second climax erupting, lifting my lower half.

"Oh shit right there. Right there!" I scream, sucking him in further. I whimper into kisses, feeling him nut for the second time. We keep kissing coming down from our highs breathing heavily. 

"Good Morning, Mrs. Gomez." Bricks mumbles into kisses. I blush, pulling back with a smile. I view the sun just coming up over the horizon, kissing both our skin. Bricks kisses my ear and neck, I catch his lips with mine, biting his lip for entrance. He gives it to me, dominating the kiss.

"Mmm, say it again." I demand between kisses. We laugh, turning over as he pulls out. 

"Mrs. Gomez." He says it again, kissing my neck. I bite my bottom lip, wrapping my hands around his neck.

"Mmm. One more time." I moan as he nips my spot. Bricks chuckles, hovering over top of me once we switched positions.

"Mrs. Gomez." He says again with a smile. I give him a Kool- Aid grin laughing as he does the same.

"We ain't get married yet and you already jittery." He chuckles. My smile slowly fades as I play with my nails just thinking about last night. I don't regret saying I'll marry him, but it's time for me to be completely honest. 

"If I tell you something, will you be upset?" Bricks looks at me confusion and I shake my head.

"It's nothing bad, I kind of feel bad for keeping it away from you for so long." I speak lowly. Bricks collapses beside me as I stare at the ceiling, breathing deeply. I turn my attention toward him, pulling the sheet up to my chest as I lay on my side giving him my full attention. I could feel him staring hard at me, causing even more nervousness.

"Zee." Bricks calls. I look at him, sighing completely.

"So...I had feelings for you, since the first time. I can't lie about that. But as I laid there and you slept, I just had to leave. I didn't want too, but I could just see myself getting in trouble. And I did. I ran in the house, and my father was waiting right there with the belt, he gripped me up and threw around like a rag doll. Asked me about my where abouts and told me not to lie, so I told the truth and made the beating even worst. He told me if I seen or ever talked to you again, he would kill you and I. And I didn't understand why but because I was scared of him I obeyed. So that's why I ignored your calls, and was so nonchalant about your feelings. I felt bad because I felt the same way you felt about me to be honest. But I was brainwashed, and I still am. That's why certain times when we weren't together and you would say you loved me, or things of those nature. My heart felt the same way, but because of my mental I couldn't let the same emotions pass through. And I'm sorry. We should of been together a long time ago, but I was sacred and even though my parents are dead, emotional and physical scars are hard to get rid of. I still have flashbacks." I look over at Bricks who's face read sorrow. I know I should of told him but when you've been abused and fright in your heart it's hard to let go.

"Are you ok?" I question him as he just laid there, not saying a word.

"Bricks baby, talk to me please." I plead, sitting up. He sits up, grabbing both sides of my face as he kisses me. He kisses my bottom lips for entrance, I give it to him moaning as the tears cascade. He pulls back looking into my eyes with threatened tears but he doesn't let them fall.

"Now you see the reason why I didn't give up on you. I knew you had the same feelings for me, but I just wanted to know why you were hiding them from me. I hate the reason, because you didn't deserve that but I'm glad to know to truth b." He wipes my tears as I nod in response.

Bricks kisses me again, laying me back. He kisses my neck, breast and stomach, connecting his eyes with my jewel. My breath shortens when he wipes my entrance, licking my juices off his fingers. He kisses the lips as if they were my main ones, French kissing making his tongue invade my folds sending shivers down my spine.

"I love you." He whispers, spreading my lips while looking dead at me. I gasp when he flicks his tongue on my pearl. I furrow my eyebrows, grabbing the sheets not taking my eyes off of him.

"I love you too." I moan out.

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I opened my eyes, picking up my head to see I was still at the Gomez's residence. I looked at the time on Bricks' alarm clock, seeing it's 8:15 at night. I curse myself, slowly pulling his arm from around me. Once free I quickly jumped out of his bed, rushing to get dressed. Once fully clothed, I hopped around, slipping my feet in my sneaks. I bumped into the corner of the dresser, ignoring the pain to my spine to make sure Bricks was still sleep. He stirred in his sleep just a little as I watched intently grabbing my jacket off the the floor.

I walked backwards towards the hall, hoping not to get caught leaving by him. I hated to do that to him, but we can't be. I'm not for him. Once I hit the steps, I jogged down them seeing the empty dark house. Bricks family was gone for hours since we got back from school, which means we're basically here by ourselves. As soon as my hand touched the knob, I heard Brick call my name and the light turned on. I froze immediately hearing him near me as he called my name.

"Zee." He called once more. I couldn't face him, I couldn't tell him why I was leaving. He had just made love to me, told me he loved me. And I didn't know what that shit was. Never experienced it, or heard of it until that night. I opened the door, shaking my thoughts of hesitation running.

"Zee!" Bricks called behind me as he chased me. My heart pounded as if it was trying to jump out my chest and run back to him, but my brain wouldn't let it. Jefe grabbed me, stopping my feet from hitting the pavement. I tried to get out of his grip, but his hold was strong. 

"Stop!" He argued in frustration.

"You're hurting me! Let go!" I told him with tearful eyes. He loosened his grip and I snatched away from him, when I wanted him to pull me into him. I breathed heavily as his expression read hurt. I pushed my hair out my view, with blurred vision shaking my head while walking backwards. I turned on my heel, running again. It felt like the soles of my feet were on fire, and the balls of my feet were hitting the hot pavement.

I entered the house, turning around just to get slashed in my face with a belt. I hissed in pain, holding my face and slowly turned to Dimitri in my face. He gripped me up by my bicep, throwing me into the step. My whole side, throbbed as he hit me with the belt on the other side. 

"Where the fuck were you! You know when your mother works late, you're suppose to be here cooking dinner!" Dimitri snapped hitting me again.

"I'm sorry." I sobbed. I grabbed onto the bannister post, hissing at each hit. He grips me up again, as I avoid eye contact.

"Where were you and I'm not gone ask you again!" He warned through gritted teeth. I sniff, looking down at the floor, he threw me against the wall, choking me. I had so much unbearable pain from hitting my spine against the dresser, to the wall crashing into it. I looked into his dark orbs begging him to let me go but that only made his grip tighter. I finally gave up.

"I was at Jefe's house." I croaked. Dimitri throws me to floor in rage, hitting me again. I jumped and whimpered from each hit, seeing blotches about to black out.

"So you having sex is more important than your damn family! He ain't nothing but trouble, and if I see you around him or even talking to him again I'll kill you and him!" He threatened, saying each word after each hit. I cried silently, hearing the belt drop to the floor as he left me in the middle of the dinning room, making his way to the kitchen.

"Fuck around and turn out to be just like your hoe ass mother." He mumbled to himself.

I slowly got up, holding my throbbing ribs while walking up the steps. When I got to my room, I laid down on my bed, staring at the ceiling as the tears rolled back to my ears. My phone rung, I dug it out my pocket seeing it was Bricks so I cried even harder ignoring the call. This was going to be the hardest, especially when I have feelings for him. Why does Dimitri hate me so much, why am I such a fuck up?

2 Weeks Later....

Those past two weeks, I had ignored Bricks calls and texts because I was afraid to get near him. Dimitri had warned me to stay away so I did, but it was hard. I seen Bricks everyday in the hall since I left him hanging and I couldn't even face him or tell him why. I felt the guilt around his presence, and that's when I knew I was doing wrong by him.

I was in the bathroom stall in the girls locker room, crying my eyes out when I read the test that said positive. I was feeling the symptoms for the past two weeks, and I just tried to ignore the chances of that happening. I was pregnant, and if my parents found out they would kill me.

"Zee you ok?" Piper questioned. I sniffed and nodded.

"Yea. It's just cramps." I lied. 

"Oh girl I know how you feel. I'll be outside waiting for you. You know how Mrs. Gavin gets when you're late for phys. ed. I'll let her know for you." Piper chuckled.

"Ok." I sniffed again. I waited for the locker room to clear, leaving out the stall. I put the test in the box, stuffing it back in my bag. I couldn't dispose of it here so I had to wait until I got home. I left out of the locker room, seeing Mrs. Gavin was talking to Piper as a distraction. I found a spot on the gym floor to play volleyball. I hit the ball once, extremely hard over to the boys side gulping nervously. 

Bricks always had Phys Ed the same time I did, and I know that he if saw me he stopped me and ask me what's my deal when I've been ignoring him for two weeks. He called, texted me, even popped up at my house unannounced. It was the worst.

"Banks!" Mrs. Gavin called starling me.

"Y-yes ma'am?" I stuttered.

"You know the drill, you dish it you fish it!" She gave me that look. I huffed, walking over to the boys side to get the ball. I ducked a couple times from getting hit, looking confusedly for the pink volleyball.

That's when I found it by the bleachers, walking over to them. Someone pulls my arm in to the dark space underneath, crashing their lips into mine and I knew it was only Bricks. I knew his passionate kisses anywhere and the fact that I had to stop him made me sick to my stomach. I pushed him off of me, wiping the saliva from my lips fake irritated.

"What the fuck are you doing? You trying to get us caught?!" I whispered yelled.

"No! But I wanna know why you've been ignoring the fuck out of me!" He whispered yelled back, screw faced. I sighed, looking down at my finger nails. I hated lying to him, he deserved the truth. He always deserved the truth.

"I love you and you just gone let me hit, run and not say shit to me for two weeks? What type of shit is that?" He questions heart broken. I swallowed heavily, flash backing to my father hitting me weeks back.

"Truth is I don't feel the same way about you Jefe." I choked on my words. I fucking loved him actually if a warming heat and a smile was all I had when I seen him.

"Wait what, but you said-" I sighed in fake irritation. 

"I know what I said Bricks, but I lied ok! I was just in the heat of the moment." I mumbled, criss crossing my arms as I looked down at the floor. Bricks face softened and my heart basically dropped to my feet. I didn't let him see me cry though. 

"So when you said you loved me two weeks ago, you lied." He croaked with furrowed eyebrows. No. I nodded yes, turning on my heel to grab the volleyball. I know if I stayed there, I would feel even more hurt than I already am. As I stood straight up, I looked over my shoulder, cutting my eye at him.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled, leaving him alone under the bleachers. I wanted to break down in front of the whole class, but I had to pull myself together. I couldn't look back, I couldn't go back on my word, I had to be strong for both him and I. If I didn't, I would get both Bricks and I killed.

I open my eyes to Bricks, smiling from ear to ear as he sleeps peacefully. It felt good to finally tell Bricks the truth and that he understood completely. Most men of would of left, but Bricks never gave up on me. Hell he never gave up on an us.

"Stop starting at me." His raspy voice speaks. I giggle, climbing on top of him laying chest to chest. He places his hands on my rear, fluttering his eyes open to me. 

"Is this what we're going to do all day?" I pout. He licks his lips and laughs

"What chu wanna do?" He questions. I look my Rollie seeing it's 4 in the afternoon, puzzled. All that love making and sleeping basically made the day fly by.

"Lets go to the spa. I need my body rubbed down. I'm sore." Bricks chuckles and nods, sitting up to kiss me and I laugh. I wasn't lying though. Usually I can take the body aches, but with these muscle spasms comes complication.

I don't know how many times I had to moan out spasm. I know I hated it, mostly because I was afraid Bricks was going to get irritated but he didn't. He has the patience I'll give him that. We have a whole week here in Tahiti, then it back to reality for the both of us.

Piper told me about a modeling job, and I told her I'd gratefully jump on that. I won't be stepping foot in Envy anymore, that's a done deal since people are after me and shit. Tyrone said he has some information when we get there. Said it's important. I wonder what though.