If you can't help me grow, there's no point with you being in my life. - Jill Scott

The Next Day...

Zee...

I lowly moan, digging my nails into Bricks' back as he slowly penetrates me. I had just got out the shower and was about to get dressed to leave. It's five in the morning. But we started kissing and one thing led to another, so here we are. He's been going slow since we started, and the pleasure behind it kept me orgasmed since we began.

Bricks fills me with his whole length, making me squirm as I try to catch my breath. He holds it there as we kiss passionately. I pull back, trying to push Bricks back because the pleasure is just too much to bare. Bricks grunts, pinning my hands over my head, hovering over top of me.

"Don't run." I gasp, releasing on cue.

"Bricks, mmm shit." I hiss as he moves in and out of me. I felt the tears form, opening my eyes to see his piece lathered in my clear substance.

"Shit." He hisses, holding my legs back. My eyes roll back feeling his thrusts get deeper.

"This mine?" He slaps my ass, still going steady.

"Yes baby it's yours, fuck." I whimper. I orgasm again, quivering under his strokes.

"Look at me." I open my eyes, looking into his eyes as he looks into mine.

"You love me?" He rotates his hips in a circular motion. I nod, gasping as I feel his whole length inside me again.

"Say that shit." He hisses though gritted teeth, slapping my ass again. I moan, flipping us over still keeping him inside. I lean down, kissing him while grinding at a slow pace.

"I love you." I moan squeezing my walls around his shaft. I pull back watching as he bites his bottom lip, sighing while slapping my ass. I speed up, moaning as I put my head in the crook of his neck kissing his spot. I feel his nails dig into my waist as he holds me in place.

"Fuck." He groans, wrapping his arms around my waist. He pounds into me, as I moan his name grabbing onto the headboard for stability. I was just about to cum when he flips us over to the foot of the bed, making my head hang off. He gently slaps my womanhood, making me jump and hiss. Bricks slowly enters me again, grunting as I moan aloud.

"Fuck ya shit gushing baby." I hold my breath, grabbing the sheets as he speeds up.

"Jefe, I'm b- oh shit." We release on cue, kissing roughly as Bricks kept going making my body shiver beneath him.

"Shit." He breaths slowing down. I wrap my arms around his neck, biting his bottom lip as my phone rings. Bricks and I continue kissing, moaning into in each one. He pulls back, licking his lips with a smirk while holding my leg up. He kisses my calf, down to my inner thigh and jewel. Just then my phone rings again. Bricks smacks his lips, getting it for me as I laugh.

He climbs off the bed as I see the number, furrowing my eyebrows. I swipe the icon to the right answering it.

"Hello..."

"Zee its your father. I'm at the hospital with Xavier, he-"

"I'll be there Dimitri." I hang up, sitting up out the bed as I sigh in frustration. I haven't seen this man in years and I'm nervous as hell. It's funny how this nigga comes outta no where knowing my brother and I don't fuck with him. The only time he comes around is when money is involved. Begging ass nigga.

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I enter the hospital, stopping once I see Dimitri standing in the corner nervously. I never thought I would see this man again, and for him to just even be in my presence sickens me. I roll my eyes, making my way to the receptionist desk.

"Hi, I'm here to see Xavier Banks."

"He just got out of surgery, 6th floor room 605."

"Thank you." I walk to the elevators pressing the up button, the doors open. I board it, Dimitri following right behind. I press six, keeping my distance. I could feel him staring at me, which only made me even more uncomfortable. The intense silence wasn't helping either.

"You know I didn't mean to hurt you Zee." I scoff, shaking my head as the doors open. I walk down the corridor to room 605, entering. A doctor is by X's bed, but before I could walk any farther he pushes me out. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion.

"You shouldn't be up here." The doctor sighs.

"Why?"

"What's going on?" Dimitri questions.

"Um we thought-"

"You thought what! What are you trying to say where is Xavaier!" I exclaim, pushing the doctor away from me. I could see the hurt in the doctor's eyes, causing delusion.

"We're sorry we thought-

"No. No no no! This is bullshit!" I scream, knocking over the vase of flowers. Someone grabs my forearms, shaking me and I instantly freeze thinking back when he shook me as a child. I black out and when I snap back to reality, I gasp looking between the doctor and Dimitri.

"Sir do you want to press charges?" The officer questions. I help the doctor to his feet, as he shakes his head no.

"No I put my hands on her first." The officer nods, walking off and I apologize to the doctor. I literally thought he was Dimitri.

"It's ok. I've read about your type of disorder before. Now what I was trying to tell you is that we thought your brother made it, but it seems as though, he has to go back to surgery or he might not make it." I sigh deeply, letting the doctor go back in the room. I don't even know what happen and I need to know. I guess I'll have to wait and see. Oh this is a mess.

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After hours of surgery, I was finally able to go see Xavier. Of course he's unresponsive, to the point where he won't even make it. He was shot multiple times to the body. I can't help to think Drese probably had some shit to do with this, I mean why is his ass not laid out on his death bed and my brother is?

I sit beside X, shaking my leg pissed. I need answers and I can't get them for shit. Dimitri walks in the room, leaning on the wall with tears in his eyes.

It's crazy how much he cared for Xavier than me, and we're his kids. Xavier always tried to make it seem like Dimitri didn't favor one over the other. I knew better.

"I know I messed up. I should of been there for you." Dimitri sniffs.

"It was just a lot going on you know." I glare at him, rolling my eyes.

"I know a sorry won't heal the wounds I caused. You know you're mother told me y'all had got reacquainted. You know buried the hatchet, and I was-" Dimitri clears his throat, as I scoff shaking my head.

"I was wondering if we could discuss some things." He continues. I say nothing, avoiding him the whole time. I just held X's hand as tears fell. My brother, the only blood I have, could be dying. And if he leaves me, all I have is Bricks. I stand to my feet, looking at the time to see 4:35. I hear the door close, seeing Dimitri has vanished. I'm glad he finally got the clue. He's not welcome here.

"Don't worry X. You'll get out of this soon." I whisper, kissing his forehead. I leave out the hospital room, wiping the tears. Who could of did this to him, I really don't know. I'm pretty sure Adrese is in the middle of it though. I need to find him.