It's So Beautiful

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K A T A R A

I sit there feeling a variety of emotions.

I didn't know how to feel after his whole explanation.

My most prominent emotion though was thankfulness.

I'm happy he's finally opening up to me and telling me the whole truth.

My second prominent emotion is confusion. How does he go by everyday like he doesn't have all these problems?

I'm also lost on the Isaac thing. Why would Isaac want to get close to me knowing me and and Leo have something and he has Leo's mother and brother?

He stares at me wanting me to say anything and probably trying to read me but the only thing I could do was embrace him in a huge hug.

He became stiff but soon calmed down realizing I was only trying to give him affection and reluctantly hugged me back.

His voice came out emotional and he says, "You know I find myself hugging you lately, I haven't hugged someone like this since I was 17."

It only makes me hug him tighter and he lowers his head so it rests on my shoulders and I feel his demeanor dropping.

After 2 minutes of holding him I slowly pull away but he only pulls my back closer and surprisingly says, "N-no don't let go yet."

I only smile at him and wrap my arms around him again and lay us down on the bed we were sitting on.

His head moves to lay on my chest and all I could hear was the sounds of our breathing.

After some time I noticed Leo's breathing got slower and I looked down and saw he was asleep.

Did he not sleep well?

It probably took a lot of energy out of him to explain this to me.

Who knows how long he's had all of this bottled up for and how long he's dealt with him and his thoughts to himself.

My mind drifts to when he explained his childhood to me.

It looks like we both had a rough time as children except the difference is he's made peace with himself by killing his father.

If killing my son of a bitch uncle was legal it would've been done years ago.

I understand his pain and hurt of being treated like garbage at a young age and it chasing you back as an adult and turning yourself insecure.

I feel horrible that Isaac's uncle took his mother and brother from him, I feel like I was being used just to taunt Leo.

My eyes tear up a bit thinking that I actually thought someone could actually like for me.

Isaac gave me hope.

And boy was I fool to fall for his games and believe he actually cared about me.

A tear falls down my cheek but I immediately wipe it away. The one thing I told myself while living under my uncle's roofΒ  was to never get my hopes up and I already broke my own rule.

I should've known that no one would ever like me in that way, no one ever does.

I look down at Leo and run my hands through his soft hair making it look a bit messy and his shoulders relax.

I need to be strong right now for Leo, he needs me right now and needs all the help he can get.

I'm going to make it my mission to help him and I won't stop even if he's pushing me away.

After all, I did mean it when I said I'd never leave him.

I S S A C

I pace frustratedly in my office and run my hands through my hair agitated.

"Why don't you relax Isaac, you look stressed, let me help you feel better," says Amy while unbuttoning her shirt.

I don't give her a glance and say, "That stupid bastard has to ruin it all the time! I just want my gatita, he doesn't deserve her love!! I give her attention and tell her the truth and she still chooses that dumb Italian."

Amy scoffs and says, "That stupid bitch? Is that who you went off to see?"

Angrily I say back, "Call her a bitch again and you'll be underground and your gravestone will have bitch written all over it."

"I was only kidding Isaac sheesh," she pulls out a cigarette and lights up and takes a puff and says, "Anyway, she probably has an STD from him anyway, I mean like what does Leo even see in her, I'm prettier than her and have much more to offer."

She comes up to me and runs her arm down my arm and says, "It's a shame we're in love with people we can't have."

I grip her hand tightly and say, "Yet, I will have her whether it's willingly or forced. Yes, I'm a little upset that she chose him over me today but she's just a little lost right now. She knows I love her and that he doesn't, plus my uncle has his mother and brother. If he continues to corrupt my amore and using her as a fuck toy then I'll make sure they're both dead by my hands."

Amy laughs and my grip on her hand loosens as she runs her hand down my chest and says, "You're a little delusional and psycho, but they do say the crazy ones are the best in bed."

Her hand goes down to my bulge that's rock hard from seeing my gatita's beautiful body in that tight black dress and the feeling of her soft lips on mines today.

She unzips my pants and says, "I think we've both had a rough day, what do you say we help each other out?"

K A T A R A

After and hour of holding him in my embrace afraid he'd wake up from this well needed sleep, I managed to get out the bed and was currently in the living room by myself with the tv on watching The Vampire Diaries and a blanket wrapped around me for some sort of comfort.

Again.

I get jealous as I reminisce on the time when Isa and her on and off boyfriend laid on this couch laughing in each other's arms as they watched The Breakfast Club.

All I want is love. Actual love.

The stupid childish love in the movies where they start off hating each other then realize the whole time that they actually lived each other.

I may sound cheesy but for the longest I've felt empty even when I had everything I could've asked for and I'd always wonder what it was and ever since I met Leo I know that the feeling that I was feeling was a longing for love.

Sure there were plenty of men willing to give me attention but not like Leo.

Everytime I look at him I feel a burst of happiness erupt in me chest and I feel free and with other men I just don't feel that feeling.

He had this glint in his eye that screamed at me to come closer to him, daring me to get to know him and I couldn't ignore it no matter how much I tried to.

And when I first felt that feeling I just knew that was what was missing for myself.

The key to my happiness.

I look away from the tv as I hear movement by my room door. Before I could get up I see Leonardo walking towards the directions of the living room.

He sees me on the couch and takes a seat next to me getting comfortable.

I give him a soft smile and asks, "Did you sleep well?"

He nods and says, "A 3 hour nap tends to make everything better."

He gives me a small smile back and I ask, "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten since you got here."

He nods and says, "Actually yes I'm hungry."

I stand up and go to the table where my phone rested and say, "Well if I wasn't so lazy right now I'd make you dinner so instead I'll order, what are you in the mood for?"

He thinks for a bit and says, "You pick, I've only eaten expensive food my whole life, I have no idea what's good to eat."

I smile and ask, "So does thai sound good? I have a taste for some pad thai."

He answers with, "Whatever makes you happy mia bella."

(Translation: my beautiful)

I nod and go on the phone and order our food and watch as he starts getting into the show I was watching.

When the call ended I sit besides him and say, "Well the food should come in 30 minutes."

He nods and asks, "What are we watching?"

I giggle and say, "The Vampire Diaries, it's my favorite show."

He looks at me and says, "Tell me more about um, your favorite things and whatnot."

I shrug my shoulders and ask, "Like what?"

He says, "Anything like your favorite color, movie, book, person."

I nod and say, "Uh well my favorite color is like a emerald green or like a ruby red they both make my eyes pop when I wear it, my favorite movie is actually kinda corny it's 27 dresses, my favorite book is the twilight books obviously I mean why wouldn't they be, and my favorite person is no one, Beanie is all I need to keep me happy."

He stares at me me taking in all this information and asks, "What about your future? What do you want you future to look like?"

I sigh and smile contently and say, "In the future I see myself being someone. Someone ironically that'll be the happiest woman alive. Maybe even have some kids and maybe even I'll be able to dance again like I used to."

He nods and I asks, "What about you? What do you want your future to be?"

He says, "I've always asked myself this question but come up blank but with you I seem to know what I want."

I bite on my lower lip and he says, "I see myself as a much healthier man mentally and I'd love to say I can see myself with kids and a wife but I can't have either, I wouldn't want my kids to be like my father or me and I wouldn't even know how to be a good father since I didn't have a good one myself and then I'd be a burden to my wife and she'd have to carry the stress that come with me being a mafia leader her whole life."

I put my hand on his shoulder and say, "I have no doubt you'll be a great father and a husband, you aren't your father Leo. He's a horrible man who's suffering in hell right now because of his wrong doings. You'll never be your father and you're already twice the man he ever was Leo."

My hands rests on his cheek now and I say, "Plus any woman would be lucky to be your wife.

I stare into his eyes and he starts to leans in slowly to me to what looks like a kiss.

He gently kisses lips with longing and I kiss him back with just as much passion.

When he pulls apart he looks me in the eye and says, "I have something for you, let me get it."

He stands up and I watch as he walks back into my room to fetch whatever it is that he has for me.

He comes back 10 seconds later but with a black rectangle shaped box in his hand.

I look at it confused and he sits closer to me than he did before and says, "Um you remember when I talked to you about my mother?"

I nod my head slowly trying to figure out what he's trying to get at and he opens the necklace box and I see a beautiful black ruby diamond necklace.

I gasp and say, "It's so beautiful."

He nods and a small smile comes on his face and he says, "This was my mother's, she handed this down to me and since it's in my possession, I want you to have it."

I look him in the eye dumbfounded then laugh.

I say, "What! You're absolutely crazy?! This necklace is probably worth more than everything in this apartment, why would you give this to me?!"

He doesn't respond and instead leans in and pushes me hair to this side as he puts the beautiful necklace around my neck.

I can't possibly accept this, he must be out of his mind thinking I deserve something as beautiful and pricey as this.

My hair falls down to where it was and I look down to my chest admiring the elegant jewelry and I ask, "Does it look good on me?"

He only chuckles and says, "Well why don't I just take a picture for you and show you just how beautiful you look right now."

He pulls his phone out and takes a picture of me smiling while looking down at the necklace and I shake my head and say, "Just admit you wanted to take a picture of me you perv."

"Oh so we're back to you calling me a perv?"

I shove his shoulder and say, "Cause it's true!"

He only laughs and shows me the picture and I smile at the picture seeing the beautiful necklace rest on my neck an the ruby rest right in the space between my collarbone perfectly like it was met to be there.

I say, "I-I don't know why you gifted this to me and I probably won't understand but thank you, it means a lot, I'll never walk out the apartment without it on."

He says, "Good, I want to see it on you everytime I see you bambina."

I nod and just in time the doorbell rings and I stand up happily and answer the door to see the delivery guy there with me and Leo's food I smile and before I could hand him money and a tip Leo steps in front of me and hands the man $100 even though our meal was only $30, and grabs the food and says, "Keep the change, thanks by the way."

The delivery man smiles happily at him and says, "Thank you so much, both of you have a great night."

He nods at him and I give him a soft smile and close the door.

I turn to Leo and say, "I'm perfectly capable of paying for the food."

He says, "I know that, I did come uninvited though, the least I could do was pay for our meal."

I only nod my head remembering the fact that I slept with him minutes after I went in a date with Isaac and even kissed him all in one day.

A guilty feeling was bubbling inside me and I bit my bottom lip feeling ashamed that I almost forgot I even had a date with Isaac.

I should be appreciating him for even being here for me and comforting me when I was in my worst moment and giving me the attention I needed, but for some reason after Leo explained everything to me it helped me realize that Leo isn't a perfect man just like Isaac isn't either like I was making him out to be .

Yeah Isaac hasn't done anything to prove he's dangerous and I've only heard rumors so far but I just can't shake the feeling off that he may have been just using me this whole time or that he's planning something very bad.

Goosebumps litter my shoulder at the possibility but I shouldn't just assume, he's the only man who has been sweet and honest with me from the start.

I'll just be observant and a have my guard up around him.

Yeah, it's normal for someone to be a bit suspicious with someone they've recently met. Plus I do believe in the phrase innocent until proven guilty and he hasn't been proven guilty yet so there shouldn't be no reason for me to not trust him.

I can trust him, right?

"Are you okay bambina?"

I jump not noticing Leo right in front of me rubbing my arm comfortingly with a concerned look on his face so I gave him a what I hope was a convincing smile and say, "Yeah, I just daydreaming and thinking how nice this necklace is."

He nods reluctantly and says, "So, let us eat the Thai food, and if it isn't good then I'm suing you."


I can't even express into words how appreciative I am towards all the views on my story! 180k views is wild I would never imagine this day!πŸ’ž btw extra long chapter for yall 😚

Whats the worst thing your ex has done? πŸ’”

Once I went to my ex's house to drop off I think his hoodie but he wasn't home and he told me but his dad was so I went to take it back since his dad lets me in but when I came he said he wasn't here and I said I know but I can just put it in his room cause my sweatpants are in there anyways and he let me come reluctantly and there I saw my ex in the room with the girl he told me not to worry about :/ the sad part is that wasn't the reason we broke up either πŸ₯΄ but don't worry cuz a bad bitch wasn't gonna leave letting him get away with that so I told the girl he had herpes since they kissed and she criedπŸ€ͺ

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