Everything Will Be Okay

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K A T A R A

We sat on my bed and I had on a tumeric clay face mask while Isa had on a red aloe Vera sheet mask and Michi had a black charcoal peel off mask.

As we all sat in a short silence Michi breaks it and says, "Okay now spill everything Kat, I hate seeing you like this and I can tell whatever is happening is affecting you a lot."

I sigh and fiddle with my fingers and say, "Well as you guys know me and Leo are thing, well I wouldn't even call it a thing he could care less if I was found in a ditch dead actually."

"Wait so you guys don't like each other?", Michi asks confused.

A tired laugh escapes my mouth and I say, "Oh I like him, more than I should but him, I don't think he does and if he does he surely doesn't know how to show it but I may be blind too if he is putting in an effort."

"Anyways so, things seemed to be fine in one way or another, he's good in bed, can be funny when he wants, and sometimes he almost convinced me that he may have even loved me but you know me, the girl who gets attached to any moving object that gives her attention."

I sigh and felt a tear run down my cheek letting that thought sink in but I feel an arm wrap around my shoulder and see Michi giving me a comforting smile.

Who would I be without Isa and Michi by my side?

I continue on and say, "He has so many personal issues he needs to deal with but it seems to me that he'd rather drown in them than fix them and who am I to try to fix someone who doesn't want to be fixed?"

Isa rubs my arm and says, "And you are perfectly right Kat, you shouldn't waste your life on someone who wants everyone else to fix them but themselves."

I nod and say, "Yeah but then there is the moments we have when I feel like he is a capable of loving me or that he actually wants a relationship when he holds me like he doesn't want to let me go or when he kisses me like it's the last time we'll see each other."

Michi sighs and says, "I do segrete with Isa, don't waste your time on a fool who doesn't want to help himself, but I understand why you feel the way you do Kat, I see the way he looks at you like you're his world and that he doesn't want to let you go ever."

He rubs my arm again and says, "Some people just aren't ready for relationships either and they need time, you may be ready to take a step forward but he may not and you also have to keep that in mind, not everyone moves at the same pace in a relationship and it takes longer for one to trust the other for most couples."

I nod and say, "You're probably right, I just don't want to let my life go to waste trying to get his attention to want me when there is someone else who clearly wants me and would give me the world."

Isa raises her eyebrows and asks, "Are you talking about that man with the scary blue eyes and tattoos?"

I nod my head and say, "Leo says he's bad news but he's only showed me the good in him and he can be a bit too close for us just meeting but he's a sweetheart nonetheless and hasn't hurt me like Leo has been."

Isa says, "If I gonna give you my honest opinion Kat then just know, I think you'd be better off straying away from the both of them and I know, I am not one to talk seeing as I haven't had the best relationships with men but what I can say is if you are unsure with the both of them then give yourself some time, show them what the hell they'll be missing even if it's hard."

I smile and give her a hug and say, "Thank you so much Isa, I think I'll do just that, I've gone my whole life without a boyfriend, continuing on without one won't hurt me."

I turn to my left and hug Michi as well and say, "Thank you I don't know what I'd do without such amazing best friends."

He says, "Of course anytime Kat, you know we'll always be here for you."

I smile and say, "Well let's take these face mask off so we can go to bed, I want to go to bed early since I'm both physically and emotionally tired."

They nod in agreement and we all went to the restroom to take of our face masks and moisturize our faces real quick.

After we finished we separated and they both go to there separate rooms while also saying a goodnight to me.

Sadly, my best friend Beanie decided to be a traitor and reside in Michi's room tonight but luckily I have my other partner in crime Eli to cuddle with tonight.

Maybe I should invest in buying a body pillow or something since I apparently need someone or something to hold or be beside me while I sleep at night.

I go to my phone on the nightstand and look at the time to see it's 9:30 pm and my notifications show only likes from social media and emails but no message or call for Leo.

I sigh and set my phone down but shake my head and tell myself he promised to call me and maybe he got busy it's till 9 he'll probably call me before it's 10.

I decide to get in bed and watch my favorite comfort show Gilmore Girls to pass by time.

Soon waiting turned to 30 minutes to an hour to 2 hours until I gave up on waiting.

Even after Isa gave me that little pep talk I still decided I can at least have this one last call with him but he really just opened my eyes to stop waiting on him.

It's embarrassing how my lack of self respect is when it involves Leo but it needs to end now.

I deserve to come before Leo of Isaac and it's my time to spoil myself and treat myself the way I should be, like a god damn queen.

Fuck him and his rules I'm angry, sad, and horny from earlier this afternoon and he told me not to touch myself but to hell with it I may as well and I hope he had cameras in his room so he can intentionally hear me moan a random name.

I look to my left and see Eli already looking at me and curse in my head.

I cant master ate in front of the dog!! That'd be so....weird!

I pick him up and ask him, "Want to sleep with Luca tonight big guy?!"

He wags his tail and starts jumping around and I giggle and pick him up and make my way to Luca's room.

When I get there I knock on the door and seconds later he opened it.

He smirks at me and asks, "Came to sleep in my bed tonight?"

I roll my eyes and say, "Haha very funny Luca but no, you're on Eli duty tonight."

I hand him Eli and he squints his eyes at me and says, "Fine but you know it's not like you're the dog sitter anyways."

I give him my best smile and say, "Thank you, you're the best!"

I reward him with a kiss on his cheek and his face turns red as always and say, "S-stop doing that!"

I surprise my giggle and make my way back to the room.

I sigh as I close the door and lock it.

Guess I'll be staying up late tonight after all.

1 Hour Later

I kay on the bed fully satisfied and surprisingly it actually felt good going against Leo's word.

I guess defying him was what was getting me off and I hope with every cell in my body that there is a camera in here and he heard me morning out "Trevor".

No less than 2 minutes after me relaxing in the bed I feel the vibration of my phone and I look towards the night stand and grab it only to read the name "Leo".

A smug smirk makes its way to my lips and I accept the call.

"Who the fuck is Trevor Katara?!"

I feign confusion and ask, "How would I know I don't know a Trevor."

I can audibly hear his irritation causing an even bigger smirk to make its way to my face and he says, "Don't play stupid with me Katara, why is it that my guards call me saying they hear moaning coming from my room of you moaning a Trevor's name."

I sigh and say, "Are you jealous that Trevor can please me better than you? I don't the the guards have ever had a noise complain when we fucked?"

I hold back a snicker finding this whole situation hilarious and in a deep promising voice he says, "If I find out you fucked another man in my bed Katara you will watch me as I kill him in front of you to watch, don't underestimate me and don't talk to me as if I'm a fool either."

I feel my anxiety start to rise a bit but my stubbornness just couldn't hold in any longer and I snap and say, "You know what Leo how about you suck it and if it takes me fucking another man and ass pics to get your attention to call me, then I won't entertain you any longer acting like I'm some internet whore to please you!"

And with that I hung up angrily.

I threw my phone to the floor and couldn't help the tears of anger that fell down from my face.

I should've known he was just an asshat but no, I just had to keep having faith in him that he'd change or that he was becoming a better person.

I laugh through the tears at myself for all this foolishness.

I complain about him yet I comply with everything he tells me to do like I'm some sort of slave and as much as I'd like to leave I would hate to leave Eli here by himself and put the responsibility in Elisa, she had enough in her plate and I don't want to stress her out or make her more busy by watching Eli, it would be wrong of me to do that.

So for the meantime I will ready myself to be more independent again. When Leo comes he'll see a new and improved me and someone who won't take shot easily. The second he comes I won't even stay for chit-chat I'll leave and start to build my life back up again by starting with finding a job.

I'm not going to be someone who lets him boss me around or make follow his every little whim, no, I will not let myself be manipulated like that again.

With a game face I wipe my tears and take in a huge sigh already feeling better with my newfound mindset.

I go to turn the lamp off and lay cozily in the sheets and tell myself 'everything will be okay' and find myself falling asleep easily from all my emotional exhaustion.

HAYYYY GUYSSSSSSSSS I know it's almost been a month besties 😸 sorryyyyy but new chapter hehehehe <333

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