I'm taking a stroll in the garden , thinking back about life at times I wished I was like my brothers ,I wished I was strong , When I look myself in the mirror I feel like a complete failure.  At times I want what my brothers have

But no woman in the harem would dare look at me ,why? Because I'm hunchback ,everyone in the harem wants power and the only way they could get power is by being with strong Prince

Out of all my siblings I'm the youngest well, Me and razyie are like twins born at the same time on the same day , My mother and father still treats me like a baby , but I look up to my older brother mustafa at least that's what I want people to think ...

"Shezade " said a voice I knew too well

"Sumbul agha" I said with with sign ,looking at the aga that is loyal to my mother

"Your valide wants to see you" he said with a bow

I let out a huff breath before goin to my valide chamber

I walked in and kissed her hand " Anne"  I said with a smile

"Oglum, cihangir'm  come take a seat" said my mother

So I did and we talked for what felt like hours , I had to retire as I was going to visit Mihrimah,  I have to spend all the time I have with her in two months see will be married to bali bey

I walked to my sisters room , where I know she would be there with razyie,  the guard announced my arrival ...

The Chamber door open and someone bumped right into me

I looked to see a girl probably around my age picking up books as she kept apologising

"It's ok no need to apologise " I said helping her pick up her books

She finally looked up and that's when I saw the most beautiful eyes ,her green  eyes met my blue ones and Allah really did bless me for I had seen this sight

The sun lingering  on her skin making her look more beautiful than ever ,Such a beauty on this day

AS I was about to say something Mihrimah walked in which made me roll my eyes 

The girl hurriedly bow and quickly left

My mind wanted to know of I would see her again