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♚ C O M P L E T E D ♚* Written before Deceit's name reveal! He is referred to as Declan here because I began the story months before SVS Redux. Editing his canon name deletes comments on that paragraph so I chose to continue using Declan until the end of this story.⚠️ WARNING: This is a murder mystery with many other dark themes. This story especially is more intense than most other things I've ever written. All the trigger warnings are listed in the first chapter and whenever they appear in a chapter. Please stay safe and leave if this story isn't for you! ⚠️The night of June 2nd was when Roman Walsh was murdered in his own neighborhood on his walk home.The four main suspects are Roman's best friends Virgil and Patton, his bitter ex boyfriend Logan, and his odd twin brother Remus.Who did it?And why?The full story is much more twisted than you think.🏅 RANKS 🏅#1 in #remussanders#9 in #logince#75 in #sexuality#156 in #murder…

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★ O N G O I N G ★TW: Anxiety, depression, family traumaVirgil Cassidy is an international superstar for his music and personality, all while being a huge introvert. Roman Walsh is a musical theatre actor and college kid who was a fan of Virgil far before he became famous.A public statement is made by Virgil that dating isn't for him after getting played multiple times just for money and attention, and as a celebrity, he doesn't know exactly who to trust anymore except, of course, for his best friend since childhood, Patton Ambrose.When Patton introduces him to a small artist by the name Janus Seymour who just so happens to have a superfan named Roman for a friend, Virgil's entire thought process is flipped on its head.There are more layers than the general public sees, and there are suddenly two more big problems that appear.Is Roman worth his trust?And if they go public, will he be safe?…

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♡ O N G O I N G ♡⚠️ Warning: This book may not be suitable for some readers because if you know me from my other stories, you know angst is my thing, so please go through the trigger warnings in the first chapter and stay safe! :)♡ ♡ ♡A story of two stupid teenagers fumbling their way through life into adulthood where everything is somehow more complicated.Roman Walsh is a heterosexual theatre boy. At least, heterosexual is what he likes to believe he is. He battles constantly with his emotions and sexual orientation with barely any control, and it's all because of one boy.That boy is Logan Decker, a nerd with a short temper and a soft side. Logan's home life is not ideal but he holds it all together (sometimes).Their relationship is complicated, to say the least, and it never seems to get resolved completely before something new is thrown their way.Even after going through the highs and extreme lows of high school together, they separate some time during college in different states before they meet again years later as adults.But some things have changed. A lot, in fact. So much so that both men who are still stuck in their teenage love at heart need to fight to remember who they once were.🏅Highest Ranks🏅#1 in janussanders#1 in logansanders#10 in logince…

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♡ C O M P L E T E D ♡* Written before Deceit's name reveal! He is referred to as Declan here, as this was written long before SVS Redux.⚠️ WARNING: Contains toxic relationship, depression, anxiety, Tourette syndrome/tics, death and suicide, grief, drinking (they are of legal age) and mentions of 9/11. Stay safe! ⚠️The 2019 revival of the 2016 revival of the William Finn musical from 1992, Falsettos, was on Broadway and Roman and Virgil were auditioning.Fortunately, they both get cast. It was both their first Broadway debut. Roman instantly feels a deep connection with Virgil, but Virgil falls for the beautiful man playing Marvin.Soon, they both face reality -- that show business isn't always fabulous and nobody is as innocent as they seem.[CONTAINS MAJOR FALSETTOS SPOILERS]DISCLAIMER: I don't know how Broadway works behind the scenes and at their auditions! So I'm just going off of my experiences with school, theatre camp, and guesses.DISCLAIMER AGAIN: I don't own Sanders Sides. Thomas Sanders takes all credit for the characters. I also don't own the musical Falsettos, which is written by the brilliant William Finn.…

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♡ C O M P L E T E D ♡⚠️ WARNING: Contains language, inappropriate jokes, and themes of mental illness and family trauma/abuse. Stay safe! ⚠️Dear Virgil,Today I learned a few things. What did I learn, you ask?1. I learned that grape jelly with scrambled eggs in a sandwich aren't that bad.2. I learned how to make spaghetti from scratch. Well, kind of. I failed, which is why I made that grape jelly and scrambled egg sandwich anyway.3. I learned that there really are people that love me. Well, I learned that before, but now I actually believe it.NOTE: I wrote this when I was extremely new to Spanish. So all the Spanish mistakes are really embarrassing (oOps lol). I still include a bit of Spanish in my other fics, and if you have suggestions or corrections, feel free to comment them!♥ Highest Ranks ♥#1 in Thomassanders#3 in Prinxiety…

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☆ C O M P L E TE D ☆‼️NOT BILLIE EILISH FANFICTION LMAO- she's the cover and the title is lovely since this story was inspired by the song!! i thought it would be clear due to the "analogical" in the title, but people are adding it to their billie reading lists so i wanted to clarify. <3⚠️ WARNING: Contains homophobia, abuse, depression, anxiety self harm, and suicidal themes. Stay safe! ⚠️"Thought I found a way,Thought I found a way out,But you never go away,So I guess I gotta stay now."Virgil's the classic popular guy who skips classes and wears ripped jeans with leather jackets.Logan is the typical nerd who is suffering from severe depression. Who would understand him? Who would care enough to listen?Well, he wasn't exactly expecting the seemingly confident rebel to be the one who relates the most to him.Note: READ TOP OF FIRST CHAPTER TO SEE TRIGGER WARNINGS. STAY SAFE. DO NOT READ IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THOSE THINGS.Note 2: This was written before Thomas clarified Elliott's pronouns. Most of the beginning is using he/him, but the rest after Thomas' tweet is they/them. I thought their pronouns were he/him because although Talyn is non-binary as well, their CT character, Kai, uses he/him.(Based off of the song "lovely" by Billie Eilish and Khalid)♥ Highest Ranks ♥#1 in Analogical#8 in Thomassanders#1 in Sanderssides#6 in Lovely#39 in Anxiety…

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♥ C O M P L E T E D ♥* Written long, long before Deceit's name reveal! Please bear with me. I would love to change each of the names but there are simply too many chapters and I have written too many books, and I already need to change the name in nearly finished drafts of mine since they'll be published later than the reveal.⚠️ WARNING: Contains EXTREMELY dark themes such as death, self harm, suicide, violence, toxic relationships, etc. Stay safe! ⚠️NOTE: Don't read the bonus chapters before finishing the actual story there are spOILERSImagine reading a book of every conversation where people have spoken about you.You see, everyone in the mind has a special item. Logan has special glasses that can let him see through walls. Roman has a sword with engravings of roses that allow him to sense any danger near him. Patton has a heart pin that he can tap and he can become invisible.But Virgil? He has the worst item. It's a book. A book filled with every single conversation anyone's had about him. Nobody knows about his item, because he hides in in fear of that, if anyone finds out what it does, they'll fake everything they say about him and begin to avoid him completely.The book is filled with things he'd rather not read, but he can't help himself from rereading and rereading and rereading, as the book gets thicker and thicker.♥ Highest Ranks ♥#1 in Prinxiety#1 in Logicality#1 in Thomassanders#129 in Fanfiction…

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♡ C O M P L E T E D ♡⚠️ WARNING: Contains mental health issues and some severe consequences to addiction. Stay safe! ⚠️Logan, Patton, Virgil, Roman, Calypso, Valerie, and Hellen hadn't all been together as a group in a few years because of how busy they were with college.They all graduated, but Patton was still in Canada because of all the work he still had to do there.Logan is more than a little bit worried about this. He had barely spoken to Patton for four years, and when Patton flat out ignores him, he wonders what happened to the wonderful relationship they'd had in high school.♥ Highest Ranks ♥#4 in Musicaltheatre#32 in Logicality#56 in Prinxiety…

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i rant about musicals in a book. yeah.WARNING: some of these chapters have spoilers!!!!!!!!!! the ones with spoilers will have "❗" in the titlepsa: i will not be positive 100% of the time, so if i say something you disagree with, don't attack me. it's my opinion, so feel free to politely disagree. and if you want a chill debate, go ahead!i'll go over my favorite characters, favorite songs, favorite moments in the show, favorite actors, etc.enjoy maybe!…