unlovable
simon "ghost" riley x gender neutral reader⚘ in which he loves y/n, but doesn't think he deserves them. he's a broken man, he's unable to open up, not even to those close to him, he's guarded, has kept up the walls around his heart for years. but why does he want to let his guard down with them?maybe...not being in a relationship is okay, if he can have them like this, only to indulge in pleasure with them, then it's okay, right? he'd rather have them like this than not at all. surely, nothing bad will come of this, right?…