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And You Let Him Go

And You Let Him Go

246 22 2

Alexander's life was almost perfect. The perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend group, and the perfect family. His life was going great. Until it wasn't.And everything fell apart.(REWRITE OF ONLY KNOW YOU LOVE HIM WHEN YOU LET HIM GO)…

Double Life

Double Life

426 17 2

Two lives, each carefully kept apart from each other. At day Alexander was the loud obnoxious immigrant who was always arguing, his loud voice making up for his short height. By night he did cam shows, both private and live, public shows for whoever paid to join. It was easy to keep them separate, his features different from the layers of makeup he wore and the little to no clothing, compared to the large, bulky sweaters that covered his body and the dark purple eye bags from being up late nightly.That is until a certain John Laurens shows up in his life.…

Chained

Chained

151 8 2

Philip hated everything about his life. He had nobody, not even his closest family there for him.Sometimes you can lose everything to gain your life back.** FIRST CHAPTER HAS MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS **…

Don't Let Go

Don't Let Go

363 14 2

Alexander, John, and Thomas were practically the perfect couple. They had been together for years before finally deciding to settle down and have a kid. Everything was perfect.Until John dies in childbirth, sending both Alexander and Thomas into a downward spiral, eventually leading to them separating for almost eight years.So what happens when Thomas comes running back, desperately wanting to ea part of Philip's life?…

ON HOLD An Ocean Away (Lams)

ON HOLD An Ocean Away (Lams)

390 23 5

Lams Mermaid AUWhile walking along a beach one night, Alexander comes across someone, or more or less something. At first, it looks like a wounded person, but when he approaches them, he sees what they truly are.John had finally convinced his friend to cover for him so he could go to the surface. It was strictly forbidden, but John being himself went anyways as soon as he got the chance. He had never been warned about the old fish hooks in the sand.The two form an unlikely bond, meeting up frequently in a secluded rock patch, where John could stay in water but Alexander could stay on land. They were right there, yet entire worlds apart.…

ON HOLD Bruised Lies (Lams + Jamilams)

ON HOLD Bruised Lies (Lams + Jamilams)

803 46 4

Alexander had a close to perfect life. Despite his parents dying in a car accident at the age of four, he had everything. His adoptive parents were amazing and his life was completely normal and perfect. Perfect boyfriend. Amazing friends. He was just never told about his parents running the biggest drug cartel in New York and his boyfriend and his friends working for them. When Alexander becomes close with two cops, of course problems arise. It wouldn't be angsty if they didn't. TRIGGER WARNINGS- Graphic Descriptions of Violence- Graphic Descriptions of Tortureb- Rape/Non Consentual Sex- Smut- Major Character Death- Descriptive Self Harm- Descriptive Panic Attacks- Non Consentual Drug Usage- Drug Usage- Alcohol…

Lams Smutbook

Lams Smutbook

758 14 2

Requests are welcome…

REWRITING Sweet Tea (Lams)

REWRITING Sweet Tea (Lams)

5,358 169 8

REWRITING ON ANOTHER ACCOUNT! TAG TO THE ACCOUNT IS IN THE LAST CHAPTER!Alexander needs a way to pay for college. John wants someone to spoil. A recommendation to a sugar daddy site can give both of them what they need.!! Trigger Warnings !! Graphic descriptions of violenceSmut (It's a sugar daddy fic what do you expect)Major Character DeathHomophobic/Transphobic slurs…

Caged Freedom (Lams)

Caged Freedom (Lams)

975 58 9

Alexander had always hated being treated as nothing more than an object. He was just a plaything and nothing more. His whole life he had known that he was going to be sold into marriage for some reason or other. When a war begins to brew with a neighboring country, his father decides his son is old enough to marry.John Laurens was first in line for the throne. With a war brewing with a neighboring country, his father convinces him to take the country's offer of marriage to their prince. John hates the idea, although the knowledge he'd finally get something, or someone in this matter, to have his fun with.Arranged marriages are common and not completely unheard of, especially among royalty. This one, in particular, is going to prevent war from breaking out. Neither party is pleased, but it's not like they get much choice when their parents think it would be best.WARNINGSSmut (maybe)Graphic Descriptions of ViolenceSelf-Harm…

Art Book

Art Book

977 68 19

a pile of my shitty art and a peek into my wierd ass personality…

Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go

15,165 656 24

Alexander was happily dating John. Everything was fine. Then it wasn't. John dumps him without telling him anything. But it gets better for him. He falls for his roommate. Sure, cheesy romance film esque, but he was happy. it took so long to find it after the breakup.After breaking up with Alexander, John was fine. He was free from a clingy and sometimes idiotic boyfriend. But when he begins to see Alexander going out and falling in love with Thomas Jefferson of all people, it breaks his heart. He realizes too late, that he let the love of his life slip through his fingers. He grows depressed, he lost his only friends and his love. He was truly alone.TRIGGER WARNINGSimplied/ referenced Rape/non conSelf harmsmuthomophobic/transphobic slursmajor character death…

ON HOLD Fix You (Jamilams)

ON HOLD Fix You (Jamilams)

4,442 196 8

Alexander is a patient at Acadia Healthcare. After the trauma that was his childhood, he had been admitted at the age of 15. Four years later, Nothing has changed about his status. He still would continuously be found with sharp objects, and seemed to have a knack for attempted suicides. That is, until he finds interest in the two new floor workers.John and Thomas had been dating for years. They met in college, both of them studying psychology. They were both extremely bright and caring, and when they get their new jobs at Acadia healthcare, a certain patient catches their eyes.::WARNINGS::Mentions of suicideSelf HarmGraphic descriptions of violence…

More Than Survive (Jamilton)

More Than Survive (Jamilton)

250 19 3

In a post-apocalyptic world, survival is the most important thing. The turned have taken over, and supplies are scarce. A small group of survivors begins to make their way North in search for a better life.Alexander Hamilton has suffered many losses since the turned took over. The most recent and heartbreaking being his husband, John Laurens. Instead of giving up like he desperately wants to do, he reminds himself he needs to keep going for his son. Philip Hamilton is a pure young 10 year old, Alexander Hamilton's son. he's just doin his best.Thomas Jefferson has suffered more losses than he'd admit to, but when Alexander and Philip stumble into his life, he's reminded of why they need to survive.…

Just You Wait

Just You Wait

1,268 50 5

Alexander wanted to escape Lee. His secret lover gave him the perfect out from his abusive husband/mate. BASICALLY your average abusive Lee fic but with A/B/O Dynamics.…

The World We're Gonna Make (Jamilton)

The World We're Gonna Make (Jamilton)

1,572 142 11

Alexander and Thomas have never gotten along. They had always claimed it was only just hatred, and everyone assed they were enemies in their past lives. Their friends however, knew better. More specifically, John Laurens and James Madison. They were some of the few who were able to gain memories of their past lives, and knew their previous hatred grew from something much more sentimental. What happens when Alexander's and Thomas' friends push for them to find out they're soulmates?…

Hamilton Oneshots

Hamilton Oneshots

1,366 81 8

A fuck ton of lams, jamilton, jamilams, and thaurens one shots. Enjoyy…