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2019©| Intimate/ˈin(t)əmət/adjective1.private and personal."going into intimate details of his sexual encounters"||Imagine Requests and Unifinshed StoriesMature Content…

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2019©| mis·guid·edˌmisˈɡīdəd/Submitadjectivehaving or showing faulty judgment or reasoningBlack one the most well known niggas in Atlanta was betrayed by his closest friend, Jordan, and when shit hit the fan he disappeared. Millions of dollars were stolen and someone had to pay. Since Jordan was no where to be found he had to go after the next best thing, his sister.UPDATES EVERY WEDNESDAY…

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2020©| mis·guid·edˌmisˈɡīdəd/Submitadjectivehaving or showing faulty judgment or reasoningBlack one the most well known niggas in Atlanta was betrayed by his closest friend, Jordan, and when shit hit the fan he disappeared. Millions of dollars were stolen and someone had to pay. Since Jordan was no where to be found he had to go after the next best thing, his sister. Now that everything has hit the fan Black has to juggle his emotions. Taking Ace would crush Jayda but letting him live will crush Black. He threw himself back into the streets and he is worse than ever. UPDATES EVERY FRIDAY…

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2015©| Damn being "ugly" and growing up in a house a gorgeous sisters its hard to be positive and have confidence especially when they got all the attention that you yearned for.Moving to Harlem just made it worst. Niggas always on the front door step chasing my sister but "me" I was duff a walkie talkie only being talked too to tell them about my sisters.Then I met Rakim. He was the same as the others and tried even harder at my sisters than them. I was going insane, trying to keep myself sane was even harder. I'm done.I can't I won't…

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2016©| Cyn has been in an abusive relationship with her long time boyfriend Taison since her senior year in high school. He wasn't always this way. At first he was the perfect partner always complemented and stood up for Cyn but as the years progressed he became sour and soon began to treat Cyn like his worst enemy. When she tried to leave he beat her, leaving scars until this very day.Travis just happened to catch her one night in one of her crying spells. She shooed him away scared that Taison would catch them talking and drag her back to her never ending nightmare. He assured her that they were safe and for the first time that night she spoke. She didn't say much, only that she had to be home. After trying to get her to calm down he took her home but once there she was violently yanked out of the car.He had came to see her everyday to see if she was okay. She would always speak to him without looking his way fear always laced in her voice. She never told him why she was so scared no matter how many times he asked. He had to see for hisself, once he had finally talked her into talking to him face to face she insisted on not leaving campus. To make her happy he did as she wanted. During the talk she was confronted by Taison. He yanked and rug her by her hair until she cried to get away from him. After recovery from shock Travis attacked Taison viciously beating him until Cyn screamed for him to stop. Soon campus security rushed in and took Travis away and called an ambulance for Taison.Cyn sat in shock as Travis apologized multiple times as campus security pulled him away. Cyn waited for days for Travis to be released, she had no idea what to say to him but she just wanted to see him. The meet up was cut short by Travis asking to take her away from her previous life. The pain. The hurt. The stress.Will she start a new life with Travis or continue to live her venomous life?…

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2016©| The memories I now held of her were heartfelt. I miss her playing with my lips in the morning because she wanted me to wake and hear my voice. I miss her getting dressed up for nothing because she knew I was watching. I miss her treating Harley like her own. I missed her attitude, her flaws she swore existed, I miss her.5 months have gone by and I only see her when she's on FaceTime with Harley. She promised never to leave her life and she kept her promise. I always ask Harley to ask her to see the baby before she'd call just so I can see my little girl. Last time she directly spoke to me was when she let me know the gender of the baby and asked if I had any ideas for a name.A month or so ago I heard she had a boyfriend from Harley. They were on FaceTime and some nigga was in the background. Harley questioned her about him and Rose answered every question before eventually saying "yeah he's something like a boyfriend". The days that followed I answered none of her calls. I couldn't cope with her moving on.I missed her. I missed her. I missed her.| I do not own any pictures or videos published in this book|…

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2015©| I never really got to know "Joey". But I got to know Jo-Vaughn very well. I got to know the prodies too but my heart was completely set on Jo-Vaughn. You could say I was head over heels but always hid it while around him and the prodies. I always kept my hopes up because I was only 3 years younger than him. I listened to their cyphers without them knowing because one of them would shoo me away and the whole group would go along with it to shut him up.They were talented...very talented. In 10th grade I was alone so I began to drown myself in clothes. Although Joey graduated he was still up there everyday as if he was held back but we didn't talk much....not at all really. I became closed up and boxed in focusing strictly on fashion and school. The people that knew me were ghost that I looked right through. They acted as if I was a alien and they were the last humans on earth. I soon got use to it and cut them off just as they did me. My hopes that maybe me and Joey would be a thing was gone.…

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2016©| Childhood memories crowed my mind when I saw her smile or trying to remember the handshake from our childhood that I never forgot. She doesn't know I remember but if acting as if I don't will keep her around longer then I don't. We could spend hours together talking about nothing or just seamlessly listening to her talk about herself. I was never listening but her voice soothed my very being. She knew me like the back of her hand and I liked it like that.She left for a summer to visit her folks and I made a one mistake. One night. One Time. Ruined my life. Everything shattered. Perfect memories of our future was ripped apart carelessly. Everything's around me was falling apart. My life was ruptured and it was my fault. Life as I knew it was over.Or was it just a new beginning?| Remade on 1/2/16 |…

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2015©| The trilogy in the Purple Swag series.The tension builds as Rockys rap career takes off staring off with the smash hit Purple Swag.Ashlynn! He yelled from downstairs Yes! I yelled backI'm going to the studio! He yelled back upNo. You always gone. Stay here. I thought to myself Okay! I yelled back sadness in my voice I can't do this anymore. I said as tears threatened to leave my eyesI want my life back.…

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2015©| Book 4 in the Purple Swag series.Yo who is that? I asked staring at the familiar looking girlAshley or some shit like that. She bad right? He said dapping me up I nodded not taking my eyes from her. I knew that it was Ashlynn but she looked so grown it was weird.It was sexy.Yo you about to get in trouble. Aubrey said snacking my arm I sighed and face Iggy.Why you keep looking at her like she Jesus? She asked standing in front of me as if she was my momYo, shut that shit up. I been dealing with your shit for months now. I'm gone. I said waving her off I've heard that shit too many times. Where you going now? She said in a laughing tone To get my baby momma back...…

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2015©| The sequel to Purple Swag.A single mother?I can't do this alone?I'm so tired of this bullshit. Show me you love me more than her. Tell her to leave us alone and that I'm yours and your mine.Tell her your taken and that you love me. And that I'm the only one.Make me feel wanted and hug me like you hug her. Have time for us. (Silence)Why do I try? Thank you for letting me know where your family stands in your life. You don't need us anymore. Bye.Wait....…