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[TRIGGER WARNING: EATING DISORDERS AND DEPRESSION/ANGST]"I had another dream again.""You may think of me as a positive and happy person, but deep inside, I'm numb. I can't feel anything. Is that normal? Can I feel normal?Jooheon has been numb to emotion his whole life. He's never felt sad or happy on the inside, but faked it on the outside to look normal. Everyone is kinda a blur to him. He can never relate to anyone, but himself. He would do anything to feel normal and be like everyone else.While he was still in school, he did a lot of research on his disorder and tried to find out how to feel something. Anything even. After years of research, he finally found the cure. To find a soulmate. Ever since Jooheon joined MONSTA X, he's been having nightmares. Each one worst than the one before. Because of this, he's hasn't been eating well in weeks either. "It's like hell when I sleep. Then Minhyuk wakes me up, then everything is better."Minhyuk has been Jooheon's best friend since the group started. They just sorta clicked. Jooheon is now actually very clingy to him. He'd do anything for him. He couldn't live without him. He always comes to him to tell everything, but he hasn't told him about his disorder or health problems. He fears it would hurt him too bad. Maybe Minhyuk is the one. The cure to his disorder?8-18-18 - #92 IN KOREANPOP :O8/27/18 - #285 in Koreanpop tag!9/16/18 - #14 in Joohyuk tag!10/27/18 - #29 in Koreanpop tag!11/10/18 - #31 in Koreanpop tag!11/23/18 - #16 in Joohyuk tag!11/24/18 - #4 in Koreanpop tag!12/28/18 - #89 in I.M tag!2/21/19 - #63 in I.M tag!…
