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The world without Isaiah

The world without Isaiah

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Christo Thomas has never lived a day without His life long partner in crime Isaiah walker. Until the day tragedy strikes. Now Isaiah must learn to cope with the harsh reality that he is gone forever and it's all his fault. If only he hadn't been drinking that night, if only he would have let someone else take the wheel. Through a long stay in prison for manslaughter he learns to deal with the demons haunting him. Soon he makes connections with an elderly man convicted of armed robbery who opens his eyes to new found abilities he never new rested dormant within him and reality as he knows it shatters around him.…

Softer Than Lavender (Boy×Boy)

Softer Than Lavender (Boy×Boy)

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*Completed*This book is for those of us with Autism who dare to dream and for those of us who fall deeply in love.❤Greyson was the coolest loner anyone has ever met. A tad basic but cool none the less. He played football at least. That was the extent of his personality as far as his family was concerned. He was tough, a real man's man one might say, even more than anyone knew. But he was chronically depressed. Was his life really worth living If it were all just a facade? Drew was small. He was also a bit on the weird side and by that I mean your first encounter with him might be him info dumping about lavender plants. Cheer and art were his entire life, without them he was nothing. With no friends, a lousy support system and a neurodivergent brain, loneliness was creeping in on him. That is until he met the guy with the deep voice. Could these young men challenge eachothers views on what it means to be a man and motivate eachother to believe in the power of human connection?…

I Hate Marshal Yun (Boy × Boy)

I Hate Marshal Yun (Boy × Boy)

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COMPLETEDThis is for those of us with Autism who dare to dream and for those of us who fall deeply in love.Keaton Weiss hates Marshal Yun with a burning passion. The bad boys only redeeming quality is his younger sister Lilliana who's always been by Keatons side. Marshal Is a tormentor and nothing short of a tornado on a sunny day. And he hates anyone who is different. He's always seen Keaton as the weird Autistic best friend of his little autistic sister and well, to Marshal you can't get much more different than that. What would happen though if Mr. bad boy hockey player and Mr. sunshine and rainbows got paired to work together with no choice but to spend hours side by side every week? Will their differences be to much to handle or will they learn that they aren't really that different after all?…

Harder Than Stone (Boy×Boy)

Harder Than Stone (Boy×Boy)

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This is a sequel to Softer Than Lavender showing the events that changed Jacob forever and turned him into Greyson's best friend.…

Fly For Me Bluebird (boy×boy)

Fly For Me Bluebird (boy×boy)

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*COMPLETED*Jeremiah has always been a model student until an early onset of a psychosis related illness sees his grades plummeting and his depression at an all time high. When Mrs. Willow invites him to start tutoring sessions, it's honestly the last thing he wants to do. And when he meets the sweet and intelligent victor it isn't exactly love at first sight. In fact, he thinks he's an egotistical nerd. But of course with a personality as charming as Victor's it isn't long before Jeremiah's cold heart begins to melt.…

Uh, Poetry. I Think.

Uh, Poetry. I Think.

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Poems I write when I'm struggling to find myself or I'm feeling somthing a little to deeply. Some of this is very deep and some of it is just written because I needed to feel somthing. All these are written from my perspective while I deal with my life as a bisexual Trans man who is on the autism spectrum. I also write about my struggles with schizophrenia often. So if you have ever struggled with ANYTHING, this is for you.…

Queer Sexcapades and Murder

Queer Sexcapades and Murder

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If you are under the age of 18, or sensitive to any of the trigger warnings listed below, turn away immediately. If not, then welcome readers to the wonderful works of my brain. Do you Dare to enter?Densel Jordan has his whole life set up for him, a devoted wife, a teenage son, and a doctorates in electrical engeneering. Densel has it all, except a chance to live his truth. Growing up Mormon in Laramie Wyoming his parents taught him from an early age exactly what he must and must not do for their approval and the approval of the church. So he went to college, got married, and moved to Omaha Nebraska to settle with his wife and have some distance from the prying eyes of his family. Suddenly he felt as if his entire life was perfectly planned out. Everything was finally happening for him, until the urges set in. Soon enough he somehow managed to become a part of an exclusive gay summer house towns away from his real life responsibilities. Finally the escape he needed was here... or was it? Exactly how fucked up can things get in rural Nebraska, and how does joining this secret gay club lead Densel into a maze of torture, sacrifice, pain, sex, and lies. Here trust is dangerous, and there is no mercy for the scum of the earth. TRIGGER WARNING: SEXUAL VIOLENCE, TORTURE, ANIMAL ABUSE, GORE, MURDER, HOMOPHOBIC LANGUAGE…