- Father, why do you want to make me look as I have some disability? Everything is perfect fine with me. - Murad said to his father Bayezid angrily as he never was in his whole life.

My son Murad was always calm and quiet. He would never rise his voice over somebody else, he always knew he should behave towards other people.

Murad lover his parents, Bayezid and me, most in the world. He was our first child. He was the reason of our happiness.

- Murad, my lion, I never meant to make feel you disabled... - Bayezid started to talk, but Murad stopped him.

- You always do it, you slapped my mother and you hurted her so many times. Don't you know how it hurts us, our children, when you behave like this to her? - Murad yelled on his father. I tried to calm down Murad, but it was impossible.

- You are my son but you must take care of your words. I am not a Şehzade anymore, I am Padishah of the world and even though you are my son you must respect me. - Bayezid said angrily to Murad.

I couldn’t watch this how father is fighting with a son, and Murad wasn't still grown up full. Murad was still a teenager.

If Bayezid wanted to kill Suleyman, I knew it would not be for him problem to want to do the same thing with Murad, and I couldn't stand it.

- You would never become a Sultan if my mother wouldnt help you. You would have been no one. - Murad yelled and I looked at him signalising him to stop, but I couldn't stop him anymore.

- You are too young to talk about things like these, obviously your mother didn't raise you well enough. - Bayezid said and slapped Murad who well on the floor.

I ran towards Murad to check how he was, and his head hurted him so much.

- Bayezid he is just a child how can you do this to him? - I yelled on Bayezid as I had Murad laying in my hands. He only repeated to me how his head hurts.

- Maybe you should have learnt your son how to behave better. Leave those chambers and leave me to talk with him. Alone. - Bayezid said to me with zero of emotions if his tone.

- I won't. I won't let you do anything bad to him. He is your son too, Bayezid. How can you do something like this? - I yelled on him as louder as possible, but he came to me and took my arms strong.

- Leave the chambers. - he yelled on me, but I didn't want to move. I couldn’t let my Murad stay alone with him. I knew this wouldnt led to anything good.

- Bayezid, you can't. - I yelled, at that moment Murad stood up and looked angrily at his father. I refused to leave the chambers so Bayezid slapped me across my face once again and I fell on the ground. He started punching me even harder and I couldn't believe this is man I loved before.

I cried because I couldn't do anything, I couldn't move away and my whole body hurted me as Bayezid was slapping me.

- Murad, run, save yourself from your father's anger. - I yelled on Murad to notice him to leave. I didn't want my child to look at this happening in front of his eyes.

Bayezid acted like the devil came inside him. Since he became Sultan he became so abusive that I couldn't stand his behaviour anymore, and he was acting now like I did something bad.

At that moment, my head hurted me so much. I begged Bayezid to stop, but he didn't. Murad didn't want to leave the chambers. I cried as louder as possible, but no one was here to help me and Murad to run away from Bayezid's anger.

At that moment, I feel like I will die from Bayezid's punches on me. I have never felt so bad in my life and I never thought my husband would do something like this to me.

- Leave my mother. Go away from her. - Murad yelled on Bayezid which didn't care for his words. I saw Murad is annoyed and he couldn't stand what is his father doing.

I saw Murad took a vase which was standing on my table. He took it, and broke it on Bayezid's head. At that moment, Bayezid's punches stopped, and he fell on the floor next to me laying, without moving.

I couldn’t believe what happened at this moment. I checked Bayezid's pulse to see it, and his heart didn't beat anymore.

Murad stood in front of me and he just removed the vase from his hand. Bayezid was dead. And Murad killed him.

- Mother, I... I... I can't believe what I have done... - Murad said to me in tears. I got up as faster as I could and I went to hug Murad. In front of us, Bayezid's unmoving body layed.

- Mother, I am murderer. - Murad said to me while he was crying in my hug. I couldn’t find the perfect words to explain how I felt at that moment.

- Murad, calm down, my love. - I said to him as I was shaking from shock that happened to me now.

- Mother, but I did everything to save you. I couldn’t watch him treating you like this. - Murad said to me as his eyes were filled with tears. I just kissed his forehead.

Two weeks later

Sultan Bayezid's death shocked everyone. No one could believe what really happened, and no one knew who did it. I paid the doctors to tell everyone he just collapsed in my room and died, from hearth attack.

He had funeral as he deserved, magnificent. At the end, he was Sultan of the Ottoman Empire. He may not even have ruled for so long.

Bayezid wasn't loved because of his regin during his Sultanate, but because of his regin of Şehzade and gouverner of Kutahya.

Everyone in harem was shock by sudden death of Sultan Bayezid. He rulled the Empire only for three months.

Whatever he has done in the end, I would never forget the rest of the time I have spent with him.

From the first time we met on Istanbul's market, until him becoming the Sultan, our love was big.

Maybe our lifes would have been better if I stayed Nadia, and he was Davut-bey he said he was.

Even though he had many lovers, and he had children with another women, I always loved him. I became his legal wife. I was mother of his seven children. I loved him and gave all my life for him, and risked everything for him.

- Valide, you look beautiful as never before. - my son, Sultan Murad of Ottoman Empire came to my chambers and kissed my hand.

- My lion, from today on, no one can do anything to you. You are Sultan of the Ottoman Empire and I am your Valide Sultan. Together we will get out of all the trouble, and I will be always by your side. - I said to him and gave him proud look. Which mother wouldnt be proud looking at her son as Sultan of the Ottoman Empire?