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Very frustrated from Bayezid's words, I couldn't handle it anymore. I've left his chambers and went to my chambers. On the way to my chambers, I had to go through Harem. All concubines bowed to me. Suddendly, on my way through Harem,I've heard similiar voice.

- You don't even want to congradulate me for pregnancy, Aslihan. - I heard similiar voice and turned around to see who was it. I saw it is Rana. Anger got me all over, but after the fight with Bayezid, I shouldn't do any more dramas. Especially not in harem.

- Congradulations, after almost killing our Prince, now you are carrying his baby. - I told her in sarcastic tone and I saw it's not nice to hear that to her, but I didn't care.

- You got rid of Nurbanu and Selim, but now you got even worser rival, me. I will do whatever is important to keep Prince by my side, so he could forget you. - she said to me and raised her head.

- Good luck with that. - I said to her and turned around. I couldn't handle anymore this day. All I wanted was to go to my chambers and lock myself from everyone.

- Girls, you see, she imagined like she is Valide Sultana and she rules with this harem. But don't worry, soon we will get rid of her. When I start rulling this harem, you will all get better positions! - I heard Rana telling to concubines which gathered in circle around her.

- First you need to give a birth to a son and became Sultana, Rana. Don't dream too big. Defne also was speaking like you, and she isn't here anymore. - I turned again to Rana and laughed at her.

- I am sure that I am carrying a son. A son which will be powerful prince one day. A prince which will even ascend the throne one day and get rid of your sons. - Rana said to me with raised head and I couldn't handle it anymore.

I came closer to her and slapped her across the face. I slapped her so hardly that she fell on the floor and started crying from pain.

- Who are you to do something like this? - I saw Bayezid standing at the harem doors yelling at me. All the concubines stood up and bowed to Prince, but Rana stayed laying on floor. I knew the slap wasn't so hard, but she acted like this to make Bayezid angry on me.

I bowed to him together with all others because I knew I am really in trouble this time. But I could not have helped myself not to do something like this when she threatened me with life of my children.

- Sehzade, she threatened me. She said she will kill me if I stay in this Palace. She started slapping me. I feel so bad. Everything hurts me now... - Rana started talking and I knew she acts like this because she wanted his attention. Bayezid came closer to her, picked her up and helped her to stand on her legs.

- Aslihan, how you dare to slap my favourite when she is pregnant with my child? - Bayezid yelled on me. This day was too much for me.

- If you were standing on the doors you could hear then her telling she would kill all my sons. I won't tollerate those words from maids. - I said to him not caring how he would react at this.

- She is lying, I would never do that! - Rana started crying in front of Bayezid. At that moment, he just looked at me really angrily, like he would slap me across the face right now, but he didn't want to do it because we were in Harem.

- Aslihan, follow me immediatley!- he said to me angrily and I went with him. He was walking with me towards my chambers and I was really afraid what would happen next. It was my mistake because I slapped her, but I won't let maid threaten me like that.

He came into my chambers and sat on my couch. I came and stood in front of him because I didn't know if I can sit next to him.

- Aslihan, today you crossed every border. What is happening with you? - he asked me with bit less angry tone. I saw he is trying to calm down.

- Bayezid, I didn't want it to be like this. She started telling whole harem how she would give a birth to son which will become powerful Prince, and then she will get rid of my children. - I said to him and showed him how hurt I am because of everything what happened.

- Sit next to me. - Bayezid told me calmly and showed him to sit on couch next to him. It was weird for me because he calmed down so easily, but it was even better.

- Aslihan, I know you are jealous because of everything of this. I know I said many bad things this morning, because I was angry. My problem is that I don't know how control myself. I didn't mean any of those bad things I said.- he said to me and touched my hair.

- Then why did you tell me those things? You  know how hurt I am, and then you go to hurt me even more. - I said to him while I showed him my sadness.

- I understand it all. We have really similiar temperament, Aslihan, this is why both of us react like that. - he said to me looking at me in eyes.

- Bayezid, I know I said a lot of things, but at the end I still mean them all. Even when  I am angry, I say only things I mean. I don't know if its same for you. You don't love me anymore? - I asked him seriously.

- If I don't love you I would send you somewhere far away from me. - he said while he was touching my cheeks.

- You really wish that I never returned to harem? - I asked him because I wanted to know the real truth.

- Aslihan, I said a lot of things because I was angry and you really annoyed me. You can't do things that way. I only want you to take care of children now. Forgive Rana is here and everything will be fine. - he said as he kissed my forehead. His words made me feel easier, but I hated his mood swings. Few hours ago he was yelling on me, and now he is kissing me.

- I can't forget she is here. I know the child is innocent, but she must be punsihed. When she gives birth, you will punish her. - I said to him and looked at him straight into eyes.

- Aslihan, we will see everything. - Bayezid said to me.

- No, you will decide now. - I said to him and looked at him seriously.

- Those are not things you should be interested in, better take care of children. - he said and got up. I immediatley stood up and went to him. I took his hands in mine and looked at him straight into eyes.

- Who was able to hurt you once, will do it again. It is not the thing I may be jealous, of course I will be when I love you and I don't want to share you with another woman. It's the thing I am afraid she would be able to do something bad to you again. - I said to him and hugged him softly.

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