Ahana's pov

I was sleeping peacefully when I felt someone shaking me. Urrghh who is this spoiling my beauty sleep?? I avoided it and tried sleeping again but now someone called me huskily. And I felt some hot breath on my face making goosbumps arise on my whole body. Suddenly I opened my eyes and met with my husband's face close to me. I with half open eyes looked at him still drowsily. But what he said next made all my sleep fly out of the window.
"Get up jaan. We reached home"
I just looked at him shockingly but I know my face would be red due to blushing. He called... He called me his jaan. He called me his jaan. His jaan. Godd does he even know the effects his words have on me? Why he has to be this good. He not for once gave any reason to show him my anger which was just 10% because of this sudden marriage but after him knowing in this small span of time I realized that marrying him was not the problem at all. It was me not wanting to marry this early but I thank God that I got married to him and I am his wife otherwise I would have lost something so beautiful which I feel with him and for him and it's not hard to like him and in my case I am becoming a total love sick puppy . I don't think it will take long for me to fall for him. Maybe I am on that path already. Suddenly I felt that I am floating in air. Wait whaattt? Than reality hit me that Randhir is carrying me in his arms bridal style as if I weigh nothing. What is he doing. What if ma Papa see us like this? It will be so embarrassing. I hold him from his neck for my dear life and panickingly asked him
" Randhir what are you doing? Are you out of your mind? Put me down.

He shrugged and replied
"I am not out of my mind but I think you are because I was calling you from so long but tum toh apne hi khayalo mein khoyi thi. Meine Socha tumhe neend kuch jaada hi aa rhi hogi aur neend mein toh tum chl nhi sakti so I did what I thought was right. Kyu ki Puri raat hum car mein nhi reh sakte the na?". He gave his reason and till the time he finished we were already in front of the door. I have to stop him. So I said slowly
" Randhir please put me down". Out of nowhere he put me down on my feets and fumbled with his words
" I am sorry... I am sorry ahana. I just thought to carry you as you were a bit dizzy after waking up . I am really very sorry I'll not do something like this without your permission. Trust me it ......." I put my hand on his lips to stop him from blabbering though he was looking cute but first I had to clear his misunderstanding on my words. Of course I like his touch and I have no shame in accepting it because common he is my husband. I like him. He has rights on me to do more than this but he is giving this relationship of ours a time to nurture which just increased his respect in my eyes. Removing my hands from his lips and still standing close to him I looked into his eyes and he was already looking at me intently which made me blush
"Never. I repeat never ever say sorry for something like this ever. If you are thinking that I am uncomfortable with you or I don't like your touch. It would be a white lie if I say so. Infact I like you and as a husband it is your right on me. Aapne hamare rishte ko itna time diya woh hi mere liye bohot badi baat hai.I trust you very much.I just need time okay?". He was grinning all the time looking adorably cute and nodded his head. And I continued
" And now on why I told you to put me down was because Ghar mein ma Papa aur choti(Randhir younger sister-Ridhi) hai. Agar woh hame aise dekh lete toh it would have been awkward aur mujhe lagta hai kuch chizo ko private rakhna is good". I completed the last part shyly. He chuckled and cupping by face said
"Thank you so much for opening up to me. You know hearing from you that you trust me and you are comfortable with me brings me so much happiness. And I promise you I will never cross my limits and do something you won't like". He kissed my forehead and I closed my eyes in bliss on feeling his warm lips on my forehead. It gave me a kind of security and peace. It was as if I don't want anything other than him in my life. Sighing I looked into his eyes and said " I know you will never in my dream do that". He smiled and interwined our hands together he rang the bell while I was looking at him adorably. Can someone be more perfect than this? I don't think so. Later a Butler came and opened the door wishing us he went while we moved in sitting area were mom,dad and choti were talking. We hugged mom and dad and I sat down beside choti and Randhir asked one of the Butler to bring the gift from the car. Choti sat beside me and slept keeping her head on my lap hugging my waist. I smiled at her fondly and started massaging her head lightly. Ma and papa smiled seeing us and Randhir too smilingly sat on my other side, side hugging me. I blushed but didn't looked at him cause I was feeling shy. Mom started the conversation saying
"So betaji, how is everyone at your home. How are Anju ji and bhaisaab(Ahana's father)? "
I smiled and replied saying

"All are doing good. Mom has asked you to have a look at the shagun she has sent. And papa( turning to Randhir's dad)dad bol rahe the ki jab aap free ho toh unse baat karlein. Bohot wakt se woh apka phone try KR rahe the but laga nhi". Papa nodded and replied saying
" Mein toh phone kab ka utha Leta but ye aapki ma ne Hume phone use karne se Mana kr diya ye kehke ke hum unko time nhi dete. So humne bhi tey(decide) KR liya ki aaj ka pura time inka". Papa said making maa blush. We laughed looking at them when ma told " leave him Ahana but itne saare gifts ki Kya zarurat thi ". And hearing this my husband immediately replied saying " Mom meine bhi maa se yahi kaha but unhone kaha ki ye unka pyaar hai so mein Mana nhi Kar paya" . He pouted and I swear I was drooling over him. God he looked so cute. Maa smiled while I looked at choti to see her playing with my chooda.

Choti is just like my anshula. She is just a child yet mature when needed. She is very sweet and understanding unlike other pampered kids who misuse the love of there family and take them for granted. She is well mannered and doing her MBA. She was the first one I got connected to. She is always smiling and friendly that it is hard to not talk to her. This reminds me that she had taken leave from her college due to our wedding. I asked her the same
" Choti you had taken leave for your college for the wedding right?". She nodded and I continued
" Than when are you going to resume your college?". She pouted and replied sulking "Yaar bhabhi itne dino ki chutti ke baad Mera mann hi nhi Kar RHA hai college jaane ka. Mein chutti extend nhi KR sakti Kya?". Everybody laughed at her cute face when Randhir sternly said
" Choti no bahanas now ha. You have to go to the college and you will resume from tomorrow only." She made a crying face hearing him and complained to me or more like teased us saying " Bhai now toh you have your wife na than why are ordering me?Trouble her not me. And bhabhi please take a control on your husband now and tell him to let me leave in peace." Saying this she started running when she saw Randhir glaring at her and exactly the next moment Randhir was hot on his heels behind choti which invited a tom and Jerry race in the house. Dad and ma were laughing when finally Randhir cought hold of choti and started tickling her. After a fun filled conversation ma ordered us to go into our room as it was late. We obeyed her and went in our respective rooms bidding bye to each other. Once inside the room, I took my changing and went into the washroom to have a quick shower while Randhir opened his laptop to complete some work in the meantime. After a quick but refreshing shower I came out in my night dress and went to the dressing table to apply some moisturizer.

While I came out, Randhir went and freshen up and he too changed in his night clothes.

I sighed seeing him. Such simple cloths and he is still the most handsome man in my eyes. I am not even surprised this time. I think I have to adjust with his handsomeness too. He came and stood at my back and he was having some kind of box in his hand. Looks like a jewelry box. I questioningly looked at him to which he just made me stand and forwarded the box to me. I looked at him through the mirror and he said" Open it" .
I frowned and replied
" But why you are asking me to... " My words left unsaid when he cut me in the middle saying
" It is a gift for you wife". And there I had a mini heart attack listening his words. Shabdo se khelna koi inse sikhe😒. I opened the box and I swear to God it was something so beautiful I saw for first time. I was never into jewelry much. Hey don't judge me , I am women too but there are only rare cases that any jewelry cought my attention and this was just something I would like to own and wear on my body. It was a delicate and elegant braclet. It just had my heart in the first sight.

I looked at Randhir and said
" This is so pretty Randhir. So simple yet so significant. Just how I like it. But what was the need of this ?". He frowned and replied "of course it was needed. Aaj tumhari pehli rasoi thi. Tumne itna acha Khana banaya aur halwa bhi which was my favorite. Sabne tumhe gifts diye except me. So it was needed". I smiled at him and he kissed my forehead lovingly making me close my eyes. He pushed some of my hair behind my ears and said
"Common if you liked it so much than wear it. Mujhe toh pata hai acha hi lagega tumpe but I wanna see you wearing it". He folded his hand near his chest waiting for me to wear but I was blushing because of his talk and told him
"Ab aap laaye hai toh aap hi pehna dein". Hearing this he smiled to the fullest looking intently at me and made me wear it. He kissed my knuckles and was playing with my fingers when suddenly he said

" And this was the only reason why I got late for picking you up..." I looked at him shocked and he continued saying
"....Jab meine tumhe tumhare Ghar choda toh mujhe realize hua ki meine unjaane mein hi tumhe hamare Shaadi ke dusre din hurt kiya. Pehle toh jab u we're about to serve us on the table in morning for breakfast, I do know why I just didn't want you to do all that and I talked harshly with you. And maybe scared you. Secondly when mom said that you are going to your maternal house I didn't liked it because I thought that after returning from office we will go somewhere out and the only thought of not seeing you whole day made me crazy which went out on you. Than when you avoided me at your home I didn't liked it at all. I hoped to see your smiling face but I didn't even got a glance..." I was crying by now and he for didn't try to make eye contact with me because I think he too was hurt and ashamed of himself for no reason. What have I done? How could I think something like that about him? I sniffed a little when he continued
"....what you said back in the car about how you felt and thought about me coming late, made me think that I failed to keep you happy on our second day of marriage. I made you feel something I not even in my dreams wanted you to feel ever. I just want you to say that you are by better half, my wife and I will leave my everything just to have you by my side. Never ever think that I would forget you or leave you or I don't care about you. Not now not ever. Even if now we don't love each other but let me tell you one thing Ahana that I am a very possessive man and I don't share or leave what's mine once it becomes mine. So never think of something like that ever again. Do you get that wife?". He asked me coming dangerously close . His words gave chills in a good way. His possessive words didn't creeped me out but made me feel loved.
Hearing his words I was a crying mess and not in the condition to reply anything I just hugged him as tight as I could and because of the sudden hug, he stumbled a little but balanced himself quickly and hugged me back with equal passion. God how come I became like this. How can I doupt him and let my insecurity rule my sensibility when I know to make this relationship work we have to trust each other fully. I am so ashamed of myself. I was crying badly and he was saying sweet nothings to me and caressing my hair. Maybe it would not be a big thing for others but for me it is . Because it shows that any of the partner looses their trust and be in misunderstanding than it would never work out and here it was me. It just made me cry more because manipulating me was so easy that my mind only manipulated me and I let it happen. My cries turned into sobs when I heard him saying
" Bas na biwi. Itna Kyu ro rhi ho. Mujhe tumhare aansu dekhke bilkul acha nhi lg rha hai. Meine tumjhe rulane ke liye thodi na ye sab kaha tha . Meine humare bich ke misunderstanding clear karne ke liye kaha tha. Acha I am sorry". He is seriously real? I doupt because hear I am at fault mostly and he is just apologizing for me. Ohh god, what do I do with him. I looked at him and he wiped my tears away but it was flowing continuesly seeing his care.
I cupped his face in my small hand and with a croaked voice said
" I am really very sorry. Meine apko kitna galat samjha na. I promise mein aisa firse kabhi nhi karugi pakka". I said pinching my throat to which he chuckled and pinched my cheeks saying
" Such a baby you are na". I pouted to which he groaned and said
" Stop pouting Ahana". He ordered but I pouted more and said
"But apne mujhe maaf nhi kiya". And he smacked his head with his hand and mummered something 'pagal aurat' but I heard it. He looked at me and said " There is nothing jiske liye mein tumhe maaf karu Kyu ki tumhari galti nhi thi. Hum Shaadi ke dor mein bandhe hi aise hai ki aise mushkile aayegi but hume sath milkar saari mushkilo ka samna karna hai. Okay?" He explained lovingly and asked me. I just nodded my head like a child to which he chuckled and said " Bilkul bachi ho Tum". And guess what the blush again came to make its apearence. Smilingly he said" Chalo now let's sleep. It's late. But usse pehle jao wash your face Puri laal ho gyi ro ke. Pagal ladki". I blushingly went in the washroom washed my face and came to see him laid on the bed with help of the headrest. Looking at me he smiled and I too returned it. I lied at my side and he was at his. Wishing each other good night we tried sleeping on our sides but I was just twisting and turning into the bed. I am tired and I want to sleep but why I was not getting any sleep. I think he too was awake because I could feel movements as my back was to him. Out of nowhere a hand went around my waist and by the way my body reacted and the warmth I felt I knew it was my husband. He spooned me and whispered in my ears " just sleep jaan". Feeling his warmth I relaxed and hearing him calling me jaan again made smile to the fullest. I turned in his arms and slept hugging him hiding my face in his chest and his scent calmed by nerves and worked as a lullaby. He too hugged me tight sighing and slept.
Today was too much but I know one thing that I want him with me always and I won't let anyone or anything come between us ever I promise.

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