A/N: ayyo ladies and gentlemen!!

new chappieeeeeeeeeee

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Taehyung giggled at Mrs Jeon's, or Mom as he called her now, incessant teasing.

Teasing Jungkook of course, by telling him stories from the older's childhood and teens.

His obsession for banana milk that lasted through his childhood to his teens to his adulthood and still going on as strong as ever.

Honestly Taehyung wanted a relation as strong as Jungkook and his banana milk.

And his tacos of course.

No way he could ever forget the tacos.

Yes, Taehyung too had a soft spot for tacos.

But not as much as he had a soft spot for ravioli.

Shh. Don't tell anyone about his love for ravioli.

It was his dream to run away too Italy and be a mafia lord and change his name to Antonio.

But then again, he was too soft to be a mafia.

Maybe he could appoint Jungkook as his big bad man, while he just enjoyed all the attention.

But then again he didn't want to leave behind all the new people he had met so far.

Mr and Mrs Jeon and Jimin, his hyungs, Joonie and Jinnie.

There was so much to love here now.

And there were so many to love him now.

Especially Jungkook.

Who was currently whining and crying to his mother about not spoiling his reputation in front of Taehyung and embarrass him.

Taehyung smiled softly as he observed Jungkook interact with his mother. It was full of love, respect and adoration for each other.

Totally opposite of him mother and him.

Even though he had given up all hopes on his father as a child itself, some part of him had always, and still does, wish that he and his mother had a good relationship. He hoped that his mother would understand him, adore him and love him.

But by now, he had almost lost all hope with his last interaction with her.

She thought that he had killed his father out of spite, for revenge?

How could she even imagine that?

She was his mother for goodness sake!

If she didn't know him well enough to know that he was not all capable of doing something like that, let alone even imagine it, then who would?

Who would understand him then?

Taehyung slowly lifted his hand to wipe away the tiny tear that had slipped out from his eyes.

But before he could, Jungkook was already in front of him, quickly wiping away the tear with his thumb, rest of his palm cupping his face.

"What's wrong baby?"

He asked in a soothing voice, immediately pulling Taehyung out of his thoughts.

Taehyung looked up into Jungkook's soft and concerned eyes as he bit his lip in hesitation.

He didn't really want to bring unnecessary attention to himself and nor did he want his in-laws think of him as a attention seeking cry baby.

So he just softly shook his head, and mumbles under his breath,

"Nothing Kookie, it's okay."

Jungkook realized why Taehyung was hesitating, but he didn't want Taehyung suppressing his emotions either.

Suppressing his emotions was something he had been doing pretty much all his life and Jungkook wanted to ensure that Taehyung didn't have to do that again unless it was absolutely necessary.

So Jungkook looked at his parents and said,

"Mother, Father, would you mind if we stepped out for a few minutes? We'll be back soon."

Taehyung snapped his head up at that, and shook it quickly.

He didn't want Jungkook to cut down from spending time with his family just because Taehyung let his thoughts get to his head.

"T-that w-won't be necessary Kook, I'm okay."

But Jungkook paid no heed to Taehyung's soft complains, and just softly held his wrist and pulled him up to their room.

Taehyung pouted and hung his head low as he followed behind Jungkook, feeling ashamed for not being able to control his emotions.

'Stupid Taehyung, can't even control your emotions for once. Now Jungkook's parents think you are a cry baby and an emotion wreck. Can't even do one thing right. Stupid him.'

Taehyung berated himself internally as he entered their room behind Jungkook.

Jungkook sat on the edge of the bed, and pulled Taehyung close to him, making him stand between his legs, so that he could see Taehyung clearly even though he was hanging his head low.

Hooking a finger under the younger's chin, he made Taehyung look into his eyes.

"What's wrong bub?"

Jungkook said in soft voice, not wanting to make the younger anymore anxious and troubled than he already felt.

"N-nothing K-kookie."

Taehyung stuttered. He didn't want to bother the older anymore than he already did and waste more time of the older in the room, instead of spending it with Jungkook's family.

Biting his lower lip, and nibbling on it, he looked away again, not wanting to make eye contact with the older.

"Baby, it's okay. You can tell anything. You know I won't judge you at all right? I'm here for you, cause I care for you right?"

Jungkook asked, trying to coax the younger.

(before y'all go off at me for saying jk shouldn't 'force' tae to tell him, news flash, he's NOT forcing. he's trying to PERSUADE tae to NOT bottle up his emotions and that what tae feels IS important and it DOES matter, so he shouldn't FEEL THE NEED TO SUPPRESS HIS EMOTIONS. tae WANTS to share his feelings, but the years of making him suppress his emotions makes him feel like a burden if he does do that. so jk is trying to help him get rid of that habit JUST LIKE JIN DID IN THE START JFC)

Taehyung nodded his head slightly in agreement.

Yes, Jungkook did care for him and he knew that. Not only by his words, but by his actions as well, Jungkook had proved it to him over and over again that he cared for him, not because he was supposed to, but because he wanted to.

So Taehyung softly, explained why he had started crying outside,

"K-Kookie...."

He started off hesitantly, still unsure of where to start from.

Jungkook nodded encouragingly, softly pulling the younger down to sit on his lap, rubbing soothing circles on to slightly exposed skin above the waistband of the younger's jeans to calm him down. The younger buried his face into the crook of Jungkook's neck, hiding away as he mumbled softly.

"K-kookie, I-I was t-thinking about how my parents n-never even tried t-to understand m-me. They don't even k-know anything about m-me. And w-when I s-saw h-how much your parents love y-you, I-I was just w-wondering w-why m-my parents couldn't e-even l-love me. A-am I so unloveable Kookie?"

Taehyung looked up slowly with big wide eyes as the older as he asked the last part.

He wanted to know if he really was so unloveable that not even his parents could love him?

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A/N:

sorry for going of in the middle of the chapter, but i had to say that cuz yk....

anyways, sorry for the long gap but hopefully you guys will have a new chapter by next week!!!

i think it'll be the long pending punishment one teeheehee

i hope everyone liked the chapter!!!

~vi