Harry.

The women next to me in bed is a fiery one, one to keep forever.

How she stayed with a man like me is beyond me, I don't deserve her but I'm going to keep her, she's fast asleep with goose cuddled up next to her.

Who'd have thought the damaged boy from London would get the girl of his dreams, I never thought of this day in my life.

I'd assume I'd be dead by now, either shot or drug overdose, yet I'm out of the gang and sober.

How my life has changed in the span of a year. I have a few bits to sort out with Niall today but then I'm fully done for good and I can live my life the way I want.

It's currently 7am, I lay here watching the love of my life, my heart feels at peace. I never thought I'd feel this way.

I slowly get out of bed, she knows I have to leave early I told her last night but I hate leaving her.

I hate leaving them both, but they have each other. I quietly get dressed and leave.

Wanting to get today over with so I can love my life worry free.

Once I arrive at Nialls, he's currently staying at Max's which is a weird combination but they got a long well and have a lot in common so I leave it.

Niall knows I'm here since he's waiting out the front when I arrive.

"Morning mate." He passes me a cup of coffee and we walk into his place.

"Max not here?"

"Not today, never said where he went" we sit at his diner style table.

"You sure you wanna do this, you know Helena could lose her job."

"She knows the consequences and willingly gave tlu my criminal record, so yeah I'm sure." Helena my old fuck buddy, who always had an interest in Niall.

Finally getting rid of my criminal record after today I will be a free man, no one after me. No one questioning my every move.

I'll be a normal man just like everyone else. It's so weird to think that I'll no longer have a record, I know I'll always be a criminal but not on paper anymore.

God how life changes so much.

- -

Home.

It's not a place it's a person. When I finally get home I can hear her in the garden playing with Goose, it's my favourite past time. To just watch her.

She is ethereal, she can't be real but here she is in my garden in my life.

I sound like such a sap but she's changed me and I thought I was unlovable, scarred, broken, damaged all of the above.

She showed me how to truly love and how to feel alive.

"Your back." She shouts from the garden.

"I'm back." She gives me a huge smile, one that shatters my heart into a million pieces.

"I've invited everyone over, like a big celebration but I'm ordering food not cooking because fuck that."

"Sounds good to me baby." I just want to see her happy, because when she's happy I'm happy.

I go back in and let her have her fun,

"Fucking hell, how much food did you order"
The amount of different cuisines I'm seeing in my kitchen right now shocks me.

"I wanted a selection now shut up and answer the door." I roll my eyes and do as she says.

First comes Zayn and Louis, then Niall and Max. A full house, it's weird having this many people in my house, I'm not use to it but it's a nice feelings

We all chat and eat, I watch Luna from afar and see her talking to her brother, they've become closer over the last few months.

Seeing her smile like that, I know I'm whipped.

"You are a live sick dog, you going to propose" Niall asks.

"Nah, we are both content" we've spoken about marriage a few times and we are good as we are.

"That's fair, I think there's something between me and Max, we kissed the other night." It's not secret that Niall Is bisexual I just had no idea so was Max.

"Good for you, you deserve to be happy mate, what do you think about him?"

"I mean he is fit, but I don't know he's Lunas brother is that not weird." We continue chatting about the technicalities of it all and we come to the conclusion that it's not weird.

I'm happy for him.

My house and my heart are full, after years of being alone and never feeling good enough I've found my people my forever home.

I get Luna and pull her into the kitchen, she looks at me as if she's worried.

"Thank you baby."

"For what, what did I do?" I pull her into my, and rest my head on her head, making us stare into the living room.

"You've given me a forever, this is all because of you!" I kiss her head, she rubs my hand.

"Your welcome, but this is what we both deserve." She intertwines our fingers and kisses my hand.

My god life's good, everything's falling into place.

Who'd have though that a guy like me would end up happy or alive at this point.

"I think we should get another dog." Luna speaks up as we stand here looking at goose.

"I agree." Her skin is soft under my touch, I could stay attached to her forever.

She turns in my hold and stares up at me as she wraps her arms around my waist, her beautiful face in my presence.

I've found someone who truly makes me see why life is worth living, after all the hardships we've been through and faced.

I'm glad we both made it out alive.