Fuck me! Harry is something completely different, he is wow. I don't even know how to describe him.

We spent hours together the other day, I was still shocked when he asked me on that date. I'm glad Z made me see sense.

It was so different, I was so different. I decided to give it ago, give me and him a fresh start. I need not make new friends.

It was so different from him, he brought his dog and oh my fucking god did I love that dog, he was so calm and well behaved, he never left my side.

He took me to a big rock there and we just sat and spoke for hours, talking about how he got the bar with Liam, the plans for the future.

He didn't say much about his personal life, more about work and how he enjoys boxing on the side. There's more to him and I know it, not that he could be hiding something, however the place he took me to yesterday has a deeper meaning.

He told me it was because of his dog but he looked too hurt or there was something in his eyes that showed me he cherished that place for more than one reason.

It's odd really how after spending time with him he's in my head, I want to know more about him. Who is Harry Styles, that's my question.

He's soft but seems all dark and twisted, I need to know him. I have never felt the need to know someone, usually I'm okay at holding in my feelings but with him it's different.

"What's got you all smiley this morning?" and just like that I am brought out of my little Harry thought bubble.

I can't tell Eden that I spent time with Harry, she'll worry and then tell Liam who will only go to Harry, so for now I feel like keeping Harry to myself.

"Nothing, I'm just in a good mood today, am I allowed to be in a good mood?" She can sense something is up.

"You are allowed, it's just usually on a delivery day you have some sort of bad mood going on." Why does she need to analyse me?

"Eden I'm just happy today, there's no reason for it." You liar there is and he's constantly on your mind now.

"Hmm if you say so, anyway I have some news" She seems all giddy to tell me her news.

"Well go on."

"I met someone, his name is jensen. Oh my god he is the sweetest human on the planet." since when was she looking for someone, and if so how come she never got set up on blind dates.

That really isn't the point here luna.

"Wow!, how did you meet?" I always get awkward when people tell me about their love lives, when Z met Louis he just introduced us one day and told me he was his boyfriend.

"Tinder" Not that fucking app, it is the bane of my existence.

"Have you met each other yet or are you still speaking on the app?" It's a valid thought.

"We have met, he took me for coffee last saturday, we have so much in common. He is also drop dead fucking gorgeous. Let me show you a picture." she goes and grabs her phone.

I should probably be wary of her being on her phone at work but It's never that busy on a tuesday, well not until after the school run.

She returns with her phone in her hand and a huge smile on her face. I'm glad she's happy . It's really nice to see her be excited.

"Here found his account again.'' She gives me her phone to look through the photos, he is drop dead gorgeous she was right, he's got dark hair, chiseled jaw. He looks like the bad boy type which is the opposite of Eden.

"He is very handsome," she giggles.

"He is sex on fucking legs Luna." using a hushed voice, I mean that's one way to describe him.

Has she fucked him, oh my god what if she has. I'm tempted to ask but that could be a tad bit invasive.

"Have you yanno....slept with him yet." that earns me a belly laugh.

"Not yet, fucking hell Luna. we've only met once." well you never know. "Although I would've done it in his car if he made the move." see I had a valid reason to ask.

"I had to ask, you seem all sex happy now so." Am I jelous that she got some, thats unlike me I don't really care for sex.

I mean I love sex, but I've never felt comfortbale to be open on the shit I want to try, or do to someone. I am yet to meet my match.

"Oh I forgot to say, I think Harry met someone." what the fuck.

"Why would you need to tell me" Right no need to act suspicious just act normal.

"Well you've met Harry and you know he doesn't seem like the type to date someone, Liam also hates gossip so I come to you." wow second choice.

"Okayyyy...but what makes you think he's seeing someone, has he said something." I need to tell Harry that they think he's seeing someone.

He did mention that he hated when these two got in his business, so as his new friend I should do the kind thing and warn him.

"Well no but he's acting all suspicious, leaving work at weird times, picking up suspicious calls. I personally think and also hope he is seeing someone, might give him a positive outlook for once." wait what?

"Oh, well it's his business I guess if he is seeing someone you'll know eventually." So she doesnt know about what he did the other night. Maybe he is seeing someone and he just wanted to be friends.

"No fun boss, I'm going to find out. Watch me." They are friends so she probably has a better chance at him telling her than me.

"Maybe you could ask him?" as I went to walk to the office, the question caught me off guard.

"Why on earth would I ask him, we don't know each other. I think he hates me anyway." I mean I know he doesn't hate me well at least I think he doesn't.

"Your strong headed, you could probably argue it out of him, he usually tells me to fuck off." her language today.

"Eden language at work please, also no I am not getting involved with his drama." Well now I have to get involved.

"Sorry boss, fine I get it." she seems pissed, I cannot be dealing with this today, I walk to the office, I have had enough of this conversation.

Why did she ask me to get involved, is this all a fucking play. Why on earth am I so paranoid about everything? I need to talk to Harry though.

I sent him a quick text, I would ask him over text about everything Eden said but I know that he won't reply. He isn't a very open person when it comes to his personal life so I need to do this face to face.

That means I have to see him again. I want to see him, but not to interrogate him. Fuck, this is one of the many reasons I don't like making new friends, the drama that follows. I have my own baggage.

He texted me back saying he could come here when I close.

Me: Inviting yourself over, very presumptuous harold.

Harold: I'll be there at 7 Luna.

Blunt, well tonight should go great. What's got him in such a pissy mood. Maybe I'm reading too much into the text or maybe he's busy.

Getting back to work, looking over the books making sure all the rent has been paid and checking peoples pay slips. When this is done I realise I have been at this for hours.

Eden came in to let me know she's closed and counted the till, I'm so glad she wanted to learn how to do it, it was a big help for me.

She says her goodbyes, letting me know she'll see me next week. I always forget that it's Zayn's shifts for the next four days, so me and her have time off.

I stay in the office, Harry will be here in an hour so I may as well finish up some last little bits, I told him to text me when he's here as I'm not upfront to see him.

Finalising all the finances, we aren't doing too bad. It could improve a little bit but nothing to worry about, I will have to talk to Zayn about branding but it's something I can talk to him about tomorrow.

Not even realising the time my phone pings, it's a text. I don't bother checking it. I just grab my keys and walk out to the front of the shop to open the door.

I do check the peephole just to clarify that it is harry, and it is. Boy does he look handsome without even trying.

When I open the door there he is, he has on black dress slacks and a button up black shirt, the buttons on the shirt are partially undone revealing the butterfly tattoo on his chest, god this man is littered in tattoos.

"I can take the top off if that appeals to you." shit, I was staring.

"Don't flatter yourself, I like the tattoo." I'm tempted to tell him about the two I have but that's personal to me. I'm not quite sure I'm ready to open up to him just yet.

"Hmm if you say so, so what's the urgency of talking to me right now." he sounds so cocky, like he has better things to do.

"You in a rush or something?." Why does he seem so off and skittish tonight?

"Maybe, but you'll never know" who the fuck does he think he is.

"Whatever" I mutter under my breath, why is he acting like a child.

"Fucking spit it out Luna, I've not got all night" Fucking hell.

"Well Eden was talking about you today, she was on about you having a girlfriend or at least dating someone. She asked me to ask you, but I told her that we are hardly friends so it'd be pointless." Thinking back to it, it seems quite pathetic that I asked him to come.

I think i just wanted an excuse to see him, we aren't dating but hearing that he could be seeing someone else kind of hurts me in an odd way.

"Why were you and her discussing me anyway?" he seems kind of pissed but also he's using a questioning tone as if he's thinking I was gossiping about him.

"She said that she thinks you're seeing someone because you leave work early, have suspicious calls. She just finds it odd and she wants to snoop, I thought i'd give you a heads up so that you can tell the girl that it's getting serious." Hopefully he doesn't pick up on me trying to figure out if there is another girl.

"There is no girl, Eden needs to keep her fucking nose out of my fucking business instead of bringing it to you." okay he's pissed, like big time pissed, also no girl, good to know.

"She never brought your business to me, she couldn't go to Liam so then there's me. Get off your high fucking horse, jesus fucking christ." I can't deal with this shitty attitude.

He's sat leaning back in my desk chair, looking around the room as if he can't think of what to say to me.
"I don't appreciate the tone your using with me"

"My fucking tone, are you fucking kidding me. Youve waltzed in here like you fucking own the place, with this stick up your arse and now you don't appreciate my tone." I don't care about arguing with him right now.

"I was just fucking saying, jesus whats up your arse tonight." I hope he's fucking joking.

"Just for once shut the fuck up and stop having a snarky comment" he's giving me a fucking headache. I was only giving him a heads up, I won't fucking bother next time.

"How about we backtrack to the comment about me having a girl shall we." fuck he did notice, also why the subject change.

"How about we don't" I do not need this right now, in reality I want him to fuck off.

I'm sitting at the edge of my desk with my back to him, so I have to look over my shoulder to him. Right now I'm sitting with my face in my hands.

I don't even hear him get up but the next thing I know he's removing my hands from my face. He holds my wrist out in front of us.

I try and shake my wrists out of his hold but he's got a firm hold on them, but it doesn't hurt. Why did he get so close?

"Where you jealous" is he fucking kidding.

"What kind of question is that?"

"It's a simple yes or no Luna, now answer me" oh how very demanding, is it wrong that I'm kind of turned on by his dominance.

Pushing down my horniness, trying not to think about the wetness pooling in my underwear right now, I do not need these thoughts right now.

"No Harry, I wasn't jealous, why would I be jealous?" I'm such a fucking liar yes I was jelous.

"I thought we both said we would be friends, now why are you lying to your friend?"

Oh for fuck sake, he's staring at me like some death stare. What does he want a fucking staring contest.?

"I'm not lying,now I'm going to repeat myself, why would I be jealous?" If he wants to be dominant, two can play in that game.

"Feisty, I like it." winking at me, god this man. My body is betraying me. I'm trying to fight this feeling of being turned on. I'm trying to be pissed at him.

"Well if you weren't jealous why did you drop in there that I should tell her it's serious." he has the biggest smirk on his face right now, he knows i'm bullshitting, he's trying to get a rise out of me.

We are still standing face to face, staring into each other's eyes. This is oddly intimate for me, I've never felt this close to someone.

I'm nervous. What if he makes a move? What if he tries to touch me? I don't think I want to right now, my head is so fucked when it comes to him.

"Harry, drop it alright."

"No tell me were you jealous."

"Fine, fuck yes I was. Is that what you wanted to hear. I was jealous and I don't know why." He laughs at me, I'm glad he's amused.

"Yes, that's what I wanted to hear, I'm glad you were." wait what? He was glad I was jealous.

"Why" I move away from him, trying to get some space between us.

"Why what?"

"Don't play dumb with me Harry, why are you glad?" He can explain himself now.

He was sitting where I was, leant against my desk. So I take charge and stand in front of him with my arms crossed. He separates his legs so I'm basically standing in between his feet.

His arms are crossed so you can see his muscles flex, right body don't betray me now. We need to stand our ground.

"I just am alright, I don't need an explanation for everything okay." No not okay, I want to know why.

"Fine, don't tell me, be that way." I'm being petty now, acting like a child towards him.

I look to the ground as I have no fucking clue what to say to him now, I don't get in these situations with men.

"Don't get angry, I just don't feel like I need to justify everything I say" well good for you.

"I said fine, we don't need to keep talking about it"

"Luna, Look at me" that stern voice again, how can he just turn it off and on.

I look up and him, he stands up and comes a tad bit closer to me, he tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear and cups my cheek.

I rest my head into his palm, he strokes his thumb against my cheek. I then lift my head up to stare at him.

He moves his hand further down my face, so his thumb is resting on my bottom lip, he starts to stroke my bottom lip with his thumb.

This is starting to feel very erotic and my body is reacting to him.

"Harry" I let out a breathy moan when I say his name. I'm not sure why I said his name, I need relief.

"Tell me what you want Luna" fuck, this is a dangerous game Luna.

Do I want him right now?

"I want you" fuck, this fucking turned around quick.

With that he grabs the back of my neck and smashes our lips together, the knot in my stomach intensifies with each time our lips touch.

It's like we can't get enough of each other, I snake my arms around his neck, he lowers his hands to my hips and picks me up. When I'm placed on the desk I move my hands into his hair in order to bring him closer

He spins me around so that i'm sat on the desk with my thighs wrapped around his waist. When I'm placed on the desk I move my hands into his hair in order to bring him closer. I can feel the heat in between my legs growing as I grind against him.

My minds gone blank, I can't think all I know is Harry, and the way his mouth feels on mine, this is so erotic and all we are doing is kissing, I've never been kissed this way before, the earth shattering type of kiss.

He puts his tongue on my bottom lip and I allow the entrance, now it's our tongues tangled together, this is so fucking electric, the way his mouth feels on top of mine. His hands roaming my body.

The way our tongues clash together, he's in charge right now, I have no issue with him leading this, the way his hands are gripping my ass and hip, pulling my body closer towards him, if that's even possible.

I feel as if we have been kissing for hours, nothing around me matters, Harry has taken all of my senses, I could get high off of the way this man not only takes control but kisses.

I need to breathe. I pull back from him and his lips have a pink tint to them, he's out breath the same as me, his hands are still placed on my ass.

Fuck, the way that felt was electrifying. I've never felt that way over a kiss.

"That shouldn't of happened" what the fuck.

"What?" I'm fucking stunned by what he just said.

"Luna we can't do this, we don't fit together." Who said anything about together.

"What do you mean, we aren't getting together, we are two consenting adults. What's the issue" he turns away from me.

"Women get attached, I can't do that I won't hurt you." He isn't even letting me having a fucking say.

"Don't you think I need to make that choice." He seems stressed, he's pacing my office rubbing his temples, it was a fucking kiss.

"No, we can't do this end of." How...I'm fucking speechless right now.

"Get the fuck out" that's all I say to him.

"What?"

"You fucking heard me, get the fuck out now!" I get up and walk out of the office towards the front door.

I can hear him following me, I don't even want to be around him right now or ever at this point.

"Luna, come on. You need to see it from my perspective" no I really fucking don't.

"No, I don't think I want to see it from your side so with that get the fuck out of my shop." He steps outside and turns around to say something but I slam the door in his face.

I slide my back down the door, and place my head on top of my knees, how the fuck did this go so fucking wrong.