Warning!: drama.... And a Very long chapter!
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"Oh my fucking god Hoseok! Can you just shut up for two seconds. I'm tired of having to listen to you whine and complain about everything." Yoongi had raised his voice for the first time towards the younger. Everyone going quite and looking towards Hoseok.
The omega's eyes began to water and his face formed a sad but angry pout. He set his plate down and grabbed his phone without saying a word until he reached the door.

"I'm going out. I'll be back later." Yoongi got up too to head in the opposite direction leaving Namjoon and Jungkook in the kitchen. Concern towards one and anger towards the other as they could see how Hoseok's heart shattered and how upset he became. Anger towards Yoongi who had yelled at the younger for no real reason. They didn't know what it was like to be pregnant and have their bodies change in such a short spam of time. They had no right and neither did Yoongi if anything he was the one at wrong the most.

"I'll go with Hoseok."

"I'll go talk to Yoongi." The youngest was furious with the way Yoongi had acted.

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"Min Yoongi! What the fuck was that for! You have no right to talk to him in that manner. I don't fucking care if its in your nature. You have to have self restraint. Hoseok doesn't fucking deserve an ass hole like you." Jungkook was furious. The alpha's acts were out of character towards the younger. He was kind and trying his hardest to have the younger fall for him and keep him in his care.

"Don't you think I know that? I'm a bastard that's better off alone." He was angry at himself for acting like so. He wasn't sure what his own reason was for snapping. All he knew is that his wolf had grown agitated.

"Well its too late. You have a family to take care of! As his mate you have failed in more than one way. As his mate you shouldn't bring him pain! As his mate you should care and love him! As his mate-"

"As his mate I'm fully aware of the consequences of my actions! I know that I've fucked up again. In trying my best. I'm trying hard not to let him down."

"Then stop trying! And start taking actions! Or take his original proposal." The younger alpha could only threaten with the proposal

"I won't take his proposal." The proposal brought a stinging heart clenching pain in his chest. Taking the proposal would mean failing to complete his moral duty. It would mean losing the best things he had. Taking the proposal would mean he'd be alone again. He hated it.

"Then go after him and apologize." Jungkook walked out and yoongi sat in the black leather chair. His phone his hands as he ran a hand in his hair of frustration. He unlocked his phone and didn't search far for the male. His recent call log was all Hoseok except for one or two calls from the office.

He held the phone to his ear and waited as it rung with a hand extended on his fore head, thumb at a temple and index finder stretched across his forehead with his other fingers.

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"Hoseok where are you going?"

"I'm going to go hang out with Jimin."

"You want me to take you there?"

"No. Its okay Jimin is going to be here in a couple of minutes."

"I'll help you." Namjoon bent down to slip Hoseok's shoes on for him like Yoongi always did.

"Thank you." Namjoon had also slipped his shoes on and walked with Hoseok outside to the end of the drive way to wait for Jimin. It was cold and a little windy but it didn't bother Namjoon too much meanwhile Hoseok's teeth began to chatter lightly.

A white car soon stopped in front of them with an unknown driver and Jimin opened the door. The shorter wolf greeted them with a soft smile, "I hope you don't mind my friend driving us."

"No it's fine." Hoseok shook his head and smiled.

"Hey. Have fun and don't dwell too much on earlier okay?"

"Okay." Namjoon gave Hoseok a hug and squeezed him a little hoping that the small action would at least bring him some sort of comfort. In impulse he kissed Hoseok's soft hair, he knew he'd probably die if Yoongi found out or maybe through Jimin's hands. He was sure the younger wolf would understand once he found out.

Hoseok stepped into the car and Jimin closed the door noticing the strange aura surrounding him. He looked at Namjoon and mouthed a question, "What's wrong with him?"

"He'll tell you." Namjoon mouthed back and watched Jimin walk to the opposite side, "Bye Namjoonie hyung. We'll be back in a few hours."

"Bye Jimin. Bye Hobi." Namjoon waved good bye to the two and watched the car leave his line of sight.

Hoseok sat in the car and saw his screen light up from the corner of his eye, he checked it looking at the caller ID. His breath hitched and he let his phone continue to ring staring at the screen in anticipation for it to go black again, Jimin watched. Jimin didn't know what happened but he was sure it had something to do with the Alpha Leader.

"Oh right. I forgot to introduce you to each other. Hoseokie this is my friend Boyoung. Boyoung this is Hoseok. She's a nurse too but she works in a different department."

"Its nice to meet you Alpha's Hoseok."

"Oh please don't refer to me with Alpha's. Hoseok will do just fine."

"Of course Hoseok."

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"Do you want anything to eat?" Jimin asked as soon as they were through the door and Hoseok made his way to sit on the couch.

"Do you have ice cream?"

"Tons. What flavor? I have strawberry, blueberry, pecan, chocolate, vanilla, mint chocl-"

"Mint chocolate chip."

"Okay. I'll get the movie on too if you want."

"No That's okay."

"Here."

"Thank you." Hoseok had only had one bite and his eyes became teary from the bottled up emotions. "It tastes so good."

"You're being silly now Hobi."

"But I'm being honest."

"Then keep eating until you're ready to talk. Here, have a tissue."

"Th-thank you Jiminie." Jimin patted his back for a bit then took a spoon of ice cream for himself.

Several minutes passed and Hoseok was now calmer than earlier with one or two tears falling and soft sniffles. Jimin felt his phone buzz in his lap and looked at the notification of a text message from his long time crush.

Dimpled hyungie:
How is he?

Cutie:
He's stopped crying....
Kind off.

Dimpled hyungie:
Okay. Take care of him.

Cutie:
I will.

Jimin sat his phone on the table with the screen down. He sat back and just said the first thing that came to mind. Something he kept gor himself as if it were a secret although it wasnt one. "You know I envy you."

"Why? I don't have much of anything to be envious of compared to you."

"You have a lot. Do you know why I'm a nurse for pregnant wolves and also the yoga teacher?"

"No."

"Because, unlike you, I have a way slimmer chance of having children. I want them to grow inside of me because its such an amazing gift to give and make life. To nurture and cherish a being that shares your blood. I want to choose my mate but I haven't found someone to stay with me for a life time. They've all let me down or I've let them down and it makes me feel like the chance of being pregnant just grows slimmer and slimmer."

"Jimin-"

"Please don't. I already know what you're going to say and no I'm not going to give up so soon. I have 100 years ahead of me to find him and have them." Jimin gave him a smile with a hint of hope.

"I'm glad to hear that."

"Now tell me, what happened?"

"Yoongi... He yelled at me today. It was the first time he has ever raised his voice at me and it honestly scared me. I've never felt the power of an Alpha so strong before and I hated how weak he made me feel. And the words he said to me..."

"What did he say to you?"

"He said I whined too much." A a hot tear slid down Hoseok's face and he whipped it away with the crumpled tissue in his hand soaked from his own stray tears.

"He doesn't understand what you're going through. Your body is changing and it won't stop. It might not even go back to the way it was before getting pregnant. He doesn't understand the effects of your hormones or the way your body aches."

"You understand me so well. Why can't Yoongi think like you?"

"Because he's not pregnant nor is he a nurse. He's an alpha, its in his nature to act certain ways and think certain ways. He'll be selfish, conniving, or even heartless. Please understand that he doesn't always mean to hurt you. If anything I think he likes you a lot. But it also doesn't excuse the fact that he yelled at you Hoseok. I'm sorry he did that to you."

"Thank you Jimin."

"You're welcome. I'm here anytime of day." They sat silently for a bit until Hoseok's screen lit up again. He'd missed 15 calls in the last couple of hours from the one and only Yoongi and he'd miss this one two.

"Ohhh there's this new pastry shop that delivers to your house. Its so cute and their paiestries are really good too. Wanna order some?"

"Okay. Yeah."

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Pregnant: 5 months