15. You Okay?

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Namjoon had typed in the closing sentence to the report he had just written. He looked at the time at the corner of the monitor, 2:08, it read and Namjoon got up from his seat to get a glass of water. He hasn't changed from his suit yet and so he decided to do that first before getting water.

He was walking down the stairs when he heard muffled sniffs. He stopped to listen better trying to figure out where they came from and asking himself who it could be. It didn't take long for him to guess it was Hoseok and coming to find out it was him.

"Hey. Are you okay?" Hoseok jumped a bit and whipped his cheeks from any streaks of tears that could have formed.

"Yeah. I'm fine." Hoseok's voice cracked, weakness laced in it, so he cleared his throat.

"That was stupid of me to ask. What I meant is what's wrong? I heard you crying from the stairs." Namjoon stood at the island infront of Hoseok who sat at a stool. Hoseok shook his head as his eyes watered again and he moved his head to look up at the ceiling hoping it would stop his tears from falling, but it didn't.

"Since you don't want to talk then I will. You know I was surprised when Yoongi told me he found his mate and more that it was a guy. I'm sure you know he sleeps around with both genders but most of the time it was women. The day he told me, he looked like shit and he said that you were most likely really sick too. But now that I know you are pregnant, it was actually morning sickness. Your connection was so strong that he felt it too and reacted to it as if it were his own. I had never heard of such a connection only once a long time ago when the moon goddess choose two people to be soul mates and to carry an heir with powers she gave to him. The moon goddess gave him those gifts because a war would break out soon between wolves. When the war did break out, his father was taken captive and tortured. His mother felt it herself, such agonizing pain and it pained him to know what kind of pain his father was going through. His mother was so close to killing herself one day, she couldn't bare the pain or to know that her mate suffered more because there were real wounds on him. The child was brought to a decision, he would eaither kill the other pack's leaders or save them both from a genocide. He made his decision and saved their species by making a pact between the two packs. Their packs ended up joining one another because he married one of the alpha leader's daughters and so they became the largest and strongest pack."

"Its such a beautiful story. I wish I grew up knowing these things like you did."

"You grew up with out a pack, didn't you?"

"Yeah."

"Do you know why I told you that story?" Hoseok shook his head and looked up at the tall male. His eyes red and slightly swollen from crying. "Because, just like the soul mates chosen by the moon goddess, they felt each others pain. Yoongi can feel what ever your feeling right now. He hasn't come down to ask or find out why because he's afraid. He doesn't want to push you away for the second time. He feels like an asshole for making you suffer already. He doesn't know how to comfort you so please teach him. He wants to be close to you but he's afraid don't forget that he feels everything you do to a certain extent."

"If he can feel what I feel, then why can't I feel his emotions?"

"I couldn't tell you that because I dont know the answer to that one." Hoseok nodded his head as another tear fell from his eyes and he whipped it away.
"So tell me why you're sitting here alone."

"I... I feel awful. I'm intruding on your lives and things are changing so quickly that my brain can't adapt to it. A month ago, I was sure that I would have to raise the triplets alone. I was sure that I was going to suffer physically and emotionally. I wasn't sure if I could take care of them properly. Now I'm sitting here in a mansion full of expensive things and surrounded by wealth. I don't have anything here for myself, Yoongi says he'll provide for me but I need something to do. Something to prove myself of being worthy of where I am now. I was going to work and somehow get a degree in performing arts. My children changed everything for me and I'm so grateful but I still feel lost. Being a part of leading* a pack is something that never crossed my mind and now I have to be extra careful with the decisions I make."

"Yoongi has a lot of money to spend but pressure is on him too. Don't forget that. He's 31 and now he has found a mate. The one to bare his children and stand next to him. His mate was already being put into consideration by the elders which includes his parents. If anything they don't care for him like parents should for their child. They see him as a pawn to do their work so they won't lose their places. Yoongi doesn't even know about it and I'm trying to push it off until he reveals his mate. Trust me they won't be happy about it being a 19 year old kid but he'll enjoy watching how their plans fail."

"They don't even sound like parents."

"They don't even deserve that title. You are proving yourself already just by being in this house and more when others see how your surrounded with 'personal body guards' and given special duties. You will end up with pressure but I'm sure that you'll be fine. You're still young but your mistakes will help you. Yoongi could give that role to someone else if you don't want to take it."

"Do you really think he'll do that if I ask him to?"

"I'm sure of it. He cares for you more then you realize and I'm sure he has some sort of plan sorted out to make you his. The right way that is." Namjoon smiled and Hoseok returned it feeling his cheeks becoming red.

"Thank you Namjoon-"

"Hyung."

"Right. Namjoon hyung."

"You should go back to bed. Come on."

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Leading*= so I put that there because I wasn't too sure of what term to use. The alpha's mate has two choices:
1. The mate is a part of command to a certain extent (like a queen would)
Or
2. They don't have power or say but still get special treatment from everyone else since they have a higher ranking.

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