"Hoseok! He said he was my boyfriend!" You shouted while throwing your jacket onto his bed. You turned around to face Hoseok and he was laughing.

"Why are you laughing? This isn't funny!"

Hoseok closed the door so no one could hear the conversation and sat on a chair by his bed, "I'm only laughing because you're freaking out."

"Yeah exactly, I'm freaking out right now. Why would he say that when he isn't my boyfriend?"

"He was drunk last night, maybe he didn't mean it."

You faced Hoseok's bed and threw yourself on top of it. He was no help whatsoever and you were getting frustrated.

"Don't think too much about it Y/N."

You groaned loudly causing Hoseok to get up from the chair he was in, and walk towards his own bed. Sitting on it beside you, he told you to sit up and stop acting like a child. Doing what he said, you sat there not saying anything.

"Come here," He said as he extended his arms pulling you towards him.

You leaned towards him as he pulled you and somehow you end up laying back down with your head on his lap. You didn't really question how it happened, but it did. He started to play with your hair and you smiled.

"If it makes you feel better, I can ask him for you." Hoseok offered.

You quickly looked up at the boy although it was an awkward angle, "Please?"

For some reason, Yoongi saying that he was your boyfriend really bothered you. It would have been different if it was from any of the others... You weren't even close to him so there was no reasonable explanation on why he would say that. Could it be because he thought the boy was a threat? That would mean Yoongi cares. Could it be that he has feelings for you? That couldn't be. Could it be because he didn't want anyone else getting close to the group? Maybe.

The thought of him caring enough for you to step in if he thought the boy was a threat made you happy. However, the thought of him having feelings for you made your heart spin. And you had no idea why that is. Well, you do but you don't want to admit it. You keep suppressing the thought of having a tiny bit of feelings for this strange boy down.

He's nothing but mean to me, there's no way I can simply fall for someone like this... I'm mean to him back so it could never work. But he's cute, in a weird way. And his real smile is to die for... And his clothes fit me perfectly so I could steal ALL of his hoodies... He also smells good. Also, he works so hard on his music and tiny little projects in between which makes him more attractive because he doesn't give up on anything. And the fact that he can rock any type of hair color?? Not to mention the fact that he almost beat someone's ass for me at a party... Stop thinking like this Y/N... You're only thinking about this because what he did last night, you thought to yourself.

Your mind has been racing ever since his arm snaked around your waist at the market. No matter what you do, you can't seem to distract yourself from all of this.

{yoongi's POV, first person}

"Yoongi hyung!" Someone yelled. It sounded like Hoseok but I wasn't for sure.

"What?" I said loud enough for them to hear me.

Hoseok opened the door and walked in without permission. I sighed and sat down the pen that I was holding. I just want to finish this song, but I guess I'll have to finish it later. Taking the headphones out of my ears, I sat them down and turned in my seat. Hoseok sat down on my bed and looked at me. He looked kind of nervous for some reason.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Yoongi hyung..."

"Spit it out."

"Do you remember anything about last night?"

I gave him a weird look and shrugged my shoulders, "Yeah. I sat in Jin's car, went to a club and got drunk. Came back home," Why was he asking this?

"Hyung, that's not what I mean," He said as he looked at me seriously.

Leaning back in my chair, I crossed my arms and stared back at him, trying to understand where he was getting to, "I don't understand."

"Do you really not remember?"

I remember everything Hoseok... What are you trying to get to? I don't know if he's talking about the situation at the market, but just in case, I refused to say anything. Not saying anything, I just shook my head.

"At the market," Fuck here it goes, "While Y/N was about to exchange numbers with a boy, your face quickly fell before you walked up to her and told the boy that she was dating you. And then you smirked and walked off."

"Oh yeah... that."

"Yeah, so what the fuck Yoongi?"

"I didn't want anyone getting close to her, or us so I had to do what I needed to do. We don't need anyone else," I lied but I hope it wasn't too obvious.

"You literally could have done anything else, but you chose to go with the 'I'm her boyfriend' line," Hoseok picked up a pillow from the bed and threw it at me, "You're such an idiot!"

"hey! I'm not an idiot!" loudly stating as I catch the pillow and throw it down on the floor.

"You are though."

"How?"

"For one, we all know that you secretly have feelings for Y/N. You may not show it... Like at all but we see the way you look at her as if she's the last star in the sky and you can't get enough of it... It's actually so cute... But anyways, don't lie to me and secondly... Did you ever think about how she would feel after you said that? She's literally so conflicted right now that she face planted on my bed and screamed for like 10 minutes straight."

"I do not have feelings fo-," I stopped in the middle of my sentence to think about the last part Hoseok said, "Wait, conflicted about what?"

"gosh..." Hoseok stood up from the bed and walked to the bedroom door, "I know you're smarter than what you're letting on. She's conflicted about her feelings. She didn't directly say this, but I know her too well.

"Wait- what do you mean? Feelings?"

"You're an idiot."

Before I could say anything else, Hoseok looked back at me, "We all know you both like each other and it's kind of annoying how you two act like you hate each other. Stop being stubborn about it all. We only mess with her in front of you to see if you get jealous and you do all the time so that's how we know. You're so easy to read but both you and Y/N are idiots. Love you both, so no offense," and with that he left the room, closing the door behind him.

I sigh and run my hands through my hair before getting up from the chair and lay on my bed. Staring up at the ceiling, I process everything that Hoseok said. She has feelings for me? Are they sure? I mean if she didn't directly say it, then they don't know. Right?

I'm not going to lie... I feel exposed. I do have feelings for Y/N and the thought of her possibly liking me back is great. But I've been awful towards her and I regret it so much. I'm not even that mean to her and everyone acts like I'm the devil... Maybe I should apologize and try to work things out if I want a chance with her... but then again, I need to stay away from her. The more I'm around her, the more I develop these feelings. And the more I gain feelings, the more I want to scream. I think right now, I just need to focus on my music and not some girl. I just hope I didn't completely ruin things with her.

She's so annoyingly cute and it's so aggravating.

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