a/n*** sorry for late shitty update its midterms going crazy atm QQ love y'all

"Hey Jimin hyung!! Did you already order?"

I stand with my eyes slowly watering, remembering the humiliation.
Even thought I haven't seen him in a almost month, I still feel the same as that evening.

"..Hey.. Jungkook... I didn't know that uh..
you brought a.. friend."
Jimin says with a bewildered expression.
"Yeah! This is my best friend from jr. high! I wanted to introduce her to you!"
Jungkook smiles an innocent smile as both Jimin and I lower our heads, not being able to meet eye contact.
Jungkook drags me down to sit down on the ground and Jimin slowly follows down.
I fidget with my hands nervously and I get scared that I might cry or have the urge to punch the guy in his face.
"Ahjumma! 2 cold naengmyun and 1 bibim naengmyun!" Jungkook shouts. I control my mind and wipe my cold sweat.
Lets just eat and pretend I don't know him.
Well, I didn't know him that night. Not the Jimin I knew at least..
Jungkook puts his strong arm around my shoulder and gives me a friendly head bump.
"This girl is the reason I came here Hyung! I missed her so much I just had to come down!!"
I look up to Jimin and his forhead has creases as he asks,
"Are you guys dating or something..?"
Jungkook shakes his head furiously and chuckles.
"It looked like she already has a boyfriend when I went to her house earlier hah."
I give Jungkook a glare and I nudge his side.
Jimin raises his eyebrows to me and then looks at Jungkook.
"That was probably her step brother..?"
Jungkook stares at us confused.
"Wait. you know y/n, hyung?"
I fidget more nervously.. afraid of Jimin's answer.
Meeting eye contact a slightly shake my head in protest in telling Jungkook about our unfortunate relationship. Jimin opens his mouth but closes it again. He pauses before saying,
"We're... just aqquainted. Its a small town after all.. But no I don't really know her.."
Jungkook nods and smiles, saying,
"Cool! Well, anyway, I know that the guy is her step brother, but I ship it. They're sooo cute!! you should have seen their identical bedheads!"
I groan on the inside, and I can almost see  Jimin literally heating up in fury.
Shameless prick.
Way to add fuel to the fire Jungkook...
Suddenly, Jungkook's phone rings, and he says,
"Wait, I gotta take this call. Get to know each other or something for a bit!!"
He stands up and leaves to take the call outside, leaving me and my ex all alone, together.

"Really Y/n.. Boyfriend?"
I can't believe it.
Scoffing, I manage to speak my mind.
"I don't think thats the first thing you should be saying to me asshole."
Jimin clenches his fists and droops his head.

"Right.." He mumbles and burrows his eybrows, shaking his hair with his hand.
"I-I'm just....sorry y/n..."

"SORRY????!! AFTER EVERYTHING ALL YOU CAN GIVE ME IS A WEAK SORRY??!! You are unbelievable!!" I shout in the resturaunt, making people's heads turn.
Jimin grabs my fisted hand and caresses it.
"Y/n... Please.. Let me at least explain why I did what I did. It was stupid and and... I--I still love you so much I could DIE from not seeing you.."
My eyes brim with tears and I slap his hand away. "Don't touch me with those dirty hands."

But I feel so wronged that I wanted him to justify himself.. even if it wouldn't matter.

I sigh and meet his eyes, that are also lined with a wet exposure.
"But.. go on with the explaination.
Although I won't get back with you either way."
He lowers his face and tries to hold back his frustration.

"Its because of yo--"

"Hey babes! miss me?"
Jungkook says coming back with a giddy grin, blocking our conversation.
Diverting my focus to Jungkook so it wouldn't seem obvious me and Jimin were talking, I said,
"Hey yeah! I was telling him about the old days!"
I blurt out suddenly, with a slight awkward, unnatural tone.
Jungkook gets surprised by my shouting and laughs slightly.
"Uhh yeah ok..... but theres no need to get that worked up mate."
He sits beside me and the food comes shortly after. I feel as if I'm going to throw up already because I'm a shaking wreck with the bastard I loathe eating with me and my best friend, like nothing had happened.
But Jungkook looks so happy.. I can't just dirch after not seeing him in years.
I think to myself as I force myself to pick up the chopsticks. My hand is trembling and Jimin notices. He makes an expression with his lips, and I can't tell if hes smiling or holding in his agony. I put the food in my mouth, but I feel queasy. Through the rest of the meal, Jungkook talks ninety percent of the time and me and the ex listen to him in silence, communicating our discomfort to each other.

"So thats how I ended up coming here ladies."
Jungkook finishes telling his story and by now im sure my face has turned pale from indigestion.
"Jungkook... do you mind if I went home early today?.. I feel kind of sick.."
I ask, leaving Jimin to stare at me worried, which nakes me even more sick.
"damn... I was planning to take you guys to norebang for round two!" Jungkook pouts.
I smile fakely again.
"That would be fun! But I do really feel sick right now. Sorry babe.. And don't worry about giving me a ride or something.. I'll uh call my broth.."
I pause to look at Jimin. His expression is filled with questions and jealousy.
I don't care if he blabbers it to anyone. I'm so sick of Jimin and I'm so sick of his lie. I glare back and continue.
"-- my boyfriend to pick me up."
I call Yoongi as Jimin looks away, jaw clenched.

"Hey.. Do you think you could pick me up?..
yeah... the resturaunt..
I'm with Jungkook and his
friend."