***a/n: ROUGH SMUTT AHEAD (if you dont like rough, leave it)***
2020 update: its not technically consensual so if this bothers you, feel free to skip it!

I storm into the house as I sob bitterly, without any thoughts. I'm inconsolable and I'm walking around like a crazy person. I dont understand!! What did I do to deserve this betrayal? Thats not the Jimin know it just wasn't!! Yoongi throws off his helmet onto the floor along with his jacket in anger. He turns to me right away, with his eyes still furious.
"Y/n look at me." He demands.
His actions are rough as he grabs my wrists and made me look at him in the eyes, which I deny right away. I sob and shake his hands off firmly.
"Just leave me alone right now oppa!!! I cant think straight!!"
I put both my hands to cover my face and I stand still, shaking, unable to proccess anything.
"I SAID LOOK AT ME!"
He pulls me to him tight for me to stop my emotions from overcoming me from behind and his hands tighten at my shoulders.
I slap his face hard to get him away, but he's too strong and he pushes me into my bedroom.

I fight his arms away from me and I yell with an airy voice, hitting his chest over and over.
"You should have tried harder to drag me out!! Why didn't you stop me!!! I--I!! Why!!!!??"
We keep fighting to take control of each other but in the end, my brother takes over me and we're both thrown onto the bed.
"IS HE THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU???"
He screams at me and his body has complete dominance over mine, as I lose any body control because I'm high on my own sorrow.
He forces his hand to turn my chin and clenches his jaw as he demands again.
"LOOK at me Y/n."
I barely look up, and I see Yoongi's wild expression above me through my puffy eyes.
"I knew he was up to no good. Why did you even come to the party!!?!? you usually don't go to places like that!!" he yells. I whimper in pain as his hands and legs bind me to the bed and I cry harder.
"No there must be a mistake I--I have to call him... No I HAVE TO SEE HIM!!! He wouldn't do that to him he JUST WOULDN'T!!!"
Yoongi yells,
"JUST FORGET HIM!!!!"
I yell back into his face with my heart beating 100 miles per hour,
"I CANT FORGET HIM I LOVE HIM!!"

Yoongi's expression turns cold and a feeling of darkness overpowers me. In a shrilling voice, my brother says,

"Then I'll make you forget."

I snap back into reality at that moment as he rips my dress from my shoulders down from me, and forces a deep, menacing kiss. Yoongi!!!!?????????!?!
He attacks my lips furiously, tongue, biting and all, and I whine for him to stop, but he keeps going until i can taste my, or his blood in my mouth. Its painful, but it feels too good, wrong but good, like a grave sin that I never came to realize before. As much as I hate to admit, I feel wet near the bottom and my arousal is overwhelming, to the point I forget Yoongi is the brother I'm supposed to hate.
I try to fight back, but of course, to no avail, I'm just too weak.
I grab his arms and sink my nails into him, but he doesn't budge. I kick leg with my knee but that only makes him angrier. He breaks apart from my lips and already I'm panting and sweating. My ripped dress is revealing my sticky body open and my eyes water quickly. With his force still taking control of me, I look up to him panting and I beg. "Please stop oppa!! What are you doing?"
His expression is still dark as he tells me,
"I'm going to make you forget. focus. on. me."
I'm so scared but at this point all of my sadness and crying doesn't allow anymore strength into me.
He flips me over so that I can no longer see him, and he grabs my hair and pushes my head face down, and strips me of what is left of the dress, along with my soaked underwear.
He pulls my head upwards and starts to suck and bite behind my ear as his hand roughly grabs my womanhood, lifting my lower body off of the bed slightly, making me squeal in pain. His sticks his fingers into me without any warning and stray tears run down my face as a bite my lower lip. I hear and feel his panting heavily on my ear and he doesn't give me any chance to escape.
"You're so wet y/n how did u hold it in all this time." His alluring voice sends shivers through my body. Even in the pain, my body feels heat as he kisses my neck and in a fast past, thrusts his slender fingers, three of them, into me, over and over again.
My voice lets out lustful, sinful sounds that I didn't know existed in me as I grip the sheets, enough for them to rip.
"Y/n.. Forget that bastard!!!" He's determined.
I shut my eyes close as he spanks my butt, hard, and I yell out in unexpected pleasure. He goes down on me to suck on my lady parts with both his hot tongue and cold lip ring rubbing against my clit with immense pressure with no rest, my hands now forced roughly down on my back.
"Ahh-ahh Yoongi I--I'm sorry-- I c-cant forget ahhnmm AhhAh..." My lower body feels so sensitive that I quiver all over in heat, but this situation made me weep a waterfall because my emotions were overcoming my sanity as I fall deep into his seductive ways.
He lifts his face up from my womanhood and lets my wrists go. But even before i can squirm out, he turns me back around as he grabs my long hankerchief laying on the bedside table. He takes both my hands and ties them tightly to the railing of my bed.

I am in a vulgar position as he lifts both my legs up on his shoulders, and my arms above me cant move, leaving me to only stare up at him with an erotic but worn out expression. "I-I.. This is my first time I-- "
His expression stays unchanged, except for his eyes that look like they could devour me whole, and he unbuckles his pants without listening to what I wanted to say.
He kneads his hand onto my breast and I let out a moan from the cold contact.
He ravishly sucks my nipple to my stomach and I feel his tip sticking into me.
"Ahh-- Yoongi I-I don't know about this..!!!"
He cuts me off and growls,
"Don't worry. Your older brother will show you what real sex is like."
I'm scared and I can't do anything, and I'm unbelievably embarrased as I'm helplessly allowing him to run his hand over my body as I only respond with high pitched moans.
Without hesitation, yoongi sticks his whole shaft into me with force, and I moan loudly.

He's rough and my tears wont stop. Its a new feeling because I was a virgin before this and I can't handle the heat that floods across my body. He thrusts into me, in and out, with swift harsh movements along my overly tight walls, and he moans out with a very deep, racy voice, throwing his head back in his pleasure. I'm a moaning mess and I'm sobbing as he continues. My virgin hole feels like its getting ripped apart, but the wet, hot feeling is making me let out perverted sounds.
"ahh--haahh Yoongi its painful I--i cant take this feeli--AHH."
My back arches up and my face is turned, straining to the side as I try to find my release. I let out my orgasm following a high moan, and yoongi also hits his climax. He pulls out and as he does, his liquid squirts onto my stomach, and I shiver in my vulnerable position. I look away in humiliation, not just in fright, but because I actually felt pleasured to a high level. He grunts a in a low voice and stares into my pink, tear stained face. Our bodies relax down and we're both covered in sweat. Yoongi grabs my face and tells me,

"Do you want to know what else is painful?

Knowing that your sister won't love you back."

I freeze at his words.
My eyes tear up and I wake up to my senses again, thinking through what he said, and on what had just happened.
I weep in sorrow and say to his face, still looming over mine,
"That was scary oppa... W-why did you do this to me??"

Yoongi snaps back into his normal mental state and falls back onto the bed. His expression softens with an apologetic, embarrased flush, following along with wet, glistening eyes. He quickly unravels my wrists from the hankerchief and pulls up my body into his. He hugs me really tight and carresses my messed up hair and my aching back.
"Oh my god.. What did I.. I must be crazy..I'm so... so sorry Y/n.. I shouldn't have g-gotten that angry.. forgive me.."
I weep into his shoulder, still shaking, until I find myself trying to calm down to proccess this new side of my brother.

A/N: update 2020: so I see your comments constantly saying "rape" and I understand if any of you guys were offended at all with this chapter, but I thought it was necessary with the *following chapter and how the two were responding to Jimin's cheating QQ so its an important part of the storyline.. but either way I'm so, so sorry if this writing was offensive to you it was never my intention QQ ! I've developed how I can write this kind of thing in a more appropriate manner with my other stories. Sorry if this seemed ignorant, this was written three years ago and i didnt know any better :( Thanks for all of your support all these years!