First thing in the morning is for me to brush my teeth and get washed up.
But today, the first thing I do is see Yoongi's 500th girlfriend waiting outside our door.
I rub my eyes and groan at the sight of her exaggerated club attire and makeup at 8:30am in the morning, banging at out window angrily.
I stand there blinking not giving a shit until Yoongi comes out of his bedroom, in his black tee and boxer shorts. His messy hair is really hot though.... What are you saying y/n damn...
He opens the door and proceeds to slump down on the couch, probably still sleepy. I lean against the wall and watch her storm in and throw her purse at him. He doesn't flinch and keeps his eyes closed.
"YOONGI HOW DARE YOU BREAK UP WITH ME OVER TEXT!!"
She yells in a really annoying screetch.
He gets up and sets his head down on the ledge of the couch and gives her an indifferent look.
"You really don't know much about me, do you Kyungri."
She scoffs and glares like a overthrown queen and says,
"About what. You being a slut and sleeping around with all the other girls?? I knew that already. But even still min yoongi!!!! IM FUCKING KYUNGRI!"
I accidently let a laugh through my teeth and shake my head. All the girls were so naive. I know my brother was really a douche, he literally told all the girls in plain korean that hes not going to stay with them. They all think they're good enough to win him over, but hes the most heartless when it comes to dating.
His "ex" girlfriend shoots her snake lasers at me and grits her teeth.
"What. Have you been secretly fucking him too?"
My eyes grow wide in bewilderment and I see Yoongi stand up and push her.
"You think its okay to talk to my sister like that!?!?"
She smirks and flips her hair out of her face.
"Wow this is a hollywood scene. You guys always fight like theres no tomorrow and now you're being all protective?? Do you have a sister complex??? or worse, Lolita complex???"
Yoongi's eyes flare and I'm afraid of what he might do to her. When it comes to anger, he couldn't control himself like he wanted to.
I grab onto his waist and pull him away, making sure he doesn't get too close.
I tell him softly, "Just drop it. I'm fine."
He shakes me away from him and grabs her wrist.
"Hey!! Ow ! What the fuck min yoongi!!?"
He throws her outside along with her purse and slams the door shut while saying.
"Say what you like but we're done."
He then opens the window and gives her the finger. She gets up and storms back into her sports car and drives away.
I stand there perplexed and he walks in to kitchen to get himself a drink. I sit slowly on the couch and ask him.
"I thought you actually liked her yoongi?"
He cocks his head on one side and makes an odd expression.
"Have you ever seen me actually like any of those girls?"
I roll my eyes.
"You're terrible. I mean for this one you kind of actually had her around longer than the other people."
He pauses pouring the juice into the cup and thinks about whether he should say it or not.
He decides to say it, telling me,

"Her.. laugh. is similar to yours."

My face heats up and I don't know how to respond. He shoots me a funny look and he quickly adds,
"I mean, its more fun to mess with her because of it."
I still question what he said and feel my cheeks turning a little pink.
Since we're talking already,
I proceed to ask him about 2 years ago, when he did something to me that made us fight so much.
"Um.. so... oppa.. You remember that day.?"
His mouth hangs open at me in disbelief.
"You're bringing that up again?? I told you I apologize...I was drunk."

--2years ago- byulbit billiards--

Its cold outside and one of Yoongi's friends are making me come all the way to their usual hang out place. I step inside the building and can hear the group's roudy voices.
I open the door upstairs and find 9 people drinking and playing pool.
I frown at the scene while looking for my brother.
He's lying on the sofa with a porn magazine over his face.
I stomp over and slap it off.
"Yoongi. Lets go. You had too much to drink."
I grab his arm and surprisingly he follows. I'm basically carrying him as he slumps over my tiny self and I struggle to hold him up.
"Yoongi get a hold of yourself man~ Your baby sis is here."
Jin carries the other side of Yoongi and we go down the stairs carefully. I nod to Jin and say "Thanks. I called a taxi here." He gives me a wink and proceeds to go back upstairs. Yoongi pulls me into a tight hug and i kick his balls lightly and he slumps down on to the stairs. His mumbling something but I cant hear it properly.
The taxi arrives and I get him inside and I follow in after. The first 5 minutes of the car ride is ok, but after Yoongi wakes up, still not sober, he does something that I did not expect from the brother that hated me.

Yoongi leans onto my chest and looks into my eyes, drunk and reddish in the face, giving me a cheeky smile. I squint my eyes at the smell of alcohol and slap his face gently to get him to wake up.
"Hey. Stop leaning on me."
He wraps his arms around my waist and snuggles against me, which was really unusual.
I knock on his head and rip his arms off.
He gives me a drunk glare and says,
"Youuuu---!!! Stop messing with me!!"
I scoff at his behavior and look out the window beside me. Even still, I hear him saying more random things and it gives me a headache.
"You-- Youuu I'm going to punish you!!!!"
And my eyes flash open as he pulls on handle for the taxi door and both me and the driver freak out. Before I know it, the taxi stops in the middle of the road at guri-si and he stumbles and runs out on to the sidewalk. I quickly chase after him and many People stare at yoongi and I.
I grab his arm and pull him towards me.

"Yoongi are you crazy??? You could have got hit by a car or something!!!"

He stands up straight and starts yelling.
"HEY EVERYONE! THIS RIGHT HERE!! This girl--right here..!!! SHE is responsible for MY ugly DRINKing HABITS!"
What the hell??

I stand there with my head down, still gripping onto him to drag him away, but he continues.

"Shes my STEP sister everyone.. STEP!! Sooooooo not my real f-family. She thinks she can go around acting all LOVELY and FOX like and expect Me to NOT feel anyTHINGg?!!? SHIBAL?!.!!!!"

Half of me knows its just his drunk habits of saying anything he wants... But I'm not going to lie when I say I'm really shocked.
I use more force on him, but then he uses that to turn to me close. My eyes are twice their size as I feel a sensation on my lips.
He kisses me right there, drunk, in front of the whole town....his own sister.
I don't care less as I let him drop onto the sidewalk as he laughs like a clown and I cover my mouth with my hands, teary eyed.
That was my first kiss.

--present time--

"Did you actually mean that kiss at that time...Oppa?"

He pretends to be busy looking for something and avoids my question, while I'm busy blushing the hell out of my face.
So from the start, he didn't hate me..?
I know he's not going to respond to my question.. so I drop it.
Why does this always happen. He avoids this everytime. I mean.. we even did that the other day.. it shouldn't be too hard to talk about the past..
I shake my head trying to dull this feeling away and close the door as I enter my room.
I know I'm probably just trying really hard to not admit it to myself..

but I think for sure now..
I have a thing for Yoongi.
So many problems.. but he is my biggest one.