Paris, France
January 30
Beyoncé

"Momma I'm hungry." Cavalli whined. We were both tired as hell. Onika had been 'in labor' for twenty-seven hours and I was so tired.

I had never gone through no crazy ass pregnancy shit like Onika. I don't even know what this shit is. It's crazy. I remember the first time she started getting really crazy. She was trippin'.

The moment I walked in the house, Onika was yelling all in my face about stupid shit. I wasn't trippin' off of it though because I know her ass is five months pregnant and crazier than normal.

"Beyoncé what the fuck?! Where you been at?!" She screamed.

I tried to kiss her but she slapped the shit out of me. Oh nah.

"Aye girl, why you putting your hands on me?"

"I was scared. Why you rolling up on me like that?"

"I'm trying to kiss you? Where's my daughter Onika?"

"Taking a nap."

"So why you up in here screaming then? Mama sleep." I successfully kissed her.

"Beyoncé I'm bout to spaz out. You're pissing me off."

"What did I do?"

"You fucking left me here again. You didn't tell me where you were going and you didn't even say goodbye. You didn't text me or nothing." She started crying.

I held both sides of her face, kissing her again. "You right. That was wrong on my part, my bad. But I was trying to finish your work."

She sniffed. "You could've told me."

"I'm sorry, I love you."

"Say it again."

"I love you."

Being pregnant made her so damn bipolar. Why did nobody tell me that?

"Your uncle is coming with some food shortly."

"Shortly? What does that mean Momma?"

"He's coming in a little bit."

"Mommy is still sleep." She jumped off of the chair and hopped in the bed with Onika.

When she first went into labor, she didn't want anyone to be around her, she didn't even want to be around Cavalli. But it was like as the labor went on, she wanted Cavalli all up under her. It was crazy.

"Hey mama." Nika kissed her lips. "Where you been at? Momma been hiding you from me?"

"Yes but I'm hungry."

"Momma not feeding you?"

"No."

"Yo! Why are you lying on me Cavalli?!" I yelled.

"I love you Momma."

Flashbacks went off in my head already. I remember Onika's baby shower. It was so beautiful and the moment I figured out I was having another baby girl.

"Pa can we just leave?" Nika asked, she had her arms wrapped tightly around my neck and was licking on my neck and shit. Somewhere during her pregnancy, she started calling me Pa. I didn't have a problem with that and it was real sexy in bed. I loved it.

"How we gon' leave YOUR baby shower? I wanna know the gender of our baby."

"I can just tell you as soon as we leave, which can be now."

"Onika!" Gabbie yelled but Nika didn't pay her any attention. She continued to lick my neck and still talk to me. It was the sexiest shit ever. She did nastier shit when she was pregnant. I loved it so much!

"Baby can we go?" She asked.

"No Tanya."

"Call me Tanya while you pull my hair and fuck me hard from behind."

"Onika."

"Yes Daddy?"

"Come on, you doing a lot mamas. Let's go find out the gender of our baby." I gently pushed her off and we walked into the venue where the bit of our friends and Onika's coworkers were.

"Now y'all wanna come back in here. What the hell were y'all doing?" Pretty Boy asked.

"I was trying to get her to fuck me in the limo but she wasn't going for it. She wanna know the gender of this baby so damn bad."

Pretty Boy laughed along with me. "You something else Nic."

"This pussy something else too."

I slapped my hand over her mouth. "Aye don't say that to nobody ever again in your life. I will slap the shit outta you."

She licked my hand while looking up at me with those nasty ass eyes. Good Lord this girl is so disgusting.

"I'm fucking serious."

She moved my hand. "I know Pa, I'm sorry."

"Mhm."

She grabbed my hand and dragged me to our royal chairs. She sat me down then sat on my lap, calling for Gabbie.

"Go ahead Gabbie."

"You could have a Princess or you could have a Prince,
This is a childhood that you will not miss.
With both genders, you can dance with and twirl,
But this'll make you happy, you're having a girl."

I wondered who wrote the cute ass poem.

"Beyoncé I been calling you for the last ten minutes, what are you thinking about?"

"The baby shower." I kissed her forehead then Cavalli's.

We weren't allowed to bring Boujie into the hospital but Cavalli nor Onika gave a damn. They had Joseph bring Boujie in the room in her bag. Boujie was so small, it took so much for me not to step on her or kick her. But at the same time she was so cute.

"Cavalli now you're good. You got food and you got your puppy. Go sit down, you can't have Boujie in the bed." I told her.

She nodded and she sat down on the couch by the window. It had a nice view and she knew because she picked up Boujie, showing her the view.

Onika was really showing me and teaching me about disciplining Cavalli and telling her no. When she asked me for something, Onika told me to ask myself if she deserved it. In my mind, Cavalli deserved everything in the world but I had to think in the mind of my fiancé.

She started breathing hard and she grabbed my hand, squeezing it even harder. "Oh my God."

"You think she's finally coming?"

"She needs to. I've been in this hospital for a day and some change for this little girl."

"Imma talk to her." I let her hand go.

I'd been talking to the baby a lot in the last few months. When she would be kicking Nika, I just talked to her and she would calm down. I knew the moment she came out, we would connect.

"Paaaa! She kicking again and it hurts!" Nika whined.

I popped my head out of the bathroom and she was laying on her side with her hand on her stomach, crying her little heart out. "My angel in there hurting you?"

"She ain't no damn angel, all she do is kick me. Come talk to her!" She yelled.

I nodded and crawled into the bed until I had my ear against her stomach. I could feel our baby girl kicking in there and that shit was hard. I understood how it hurt. It was a lot.

"Hey stinky. You still in there hurting Mommy? You know I can't wait to see you, yo Mommy acting like she gon have you all day. Not the case. I'm definitely holding you before she does." I put my hand on her stomach, looking up at her. "You gon stop hurting her though cause she got you in here for like, how many months mamas?"

"Ten technically."

"Ten damn months little girl so you gotta be grateful."

"Talk to her Pa." She rubbed my head.

"When did you start calling her that?" Saiyr asked. She sat next to Cavalli and Cavalli laid on her. Saiyr had to be Cavalli's favorite auntie.

"Somewhere throughout my pregnancy. I thought I would grow out of it but I love it and she does too so I won't stop. Now Beyoncé, talk."

"I got you." I sat up a little bit so she could be comfortable while touching me. "Now little girl, you know how long Mommy and I been in this hospital? Your big sister too. We all here for you mama, ready see your little alien face. Why you holding out on us?"

I kissed her tummy over and over until I could feel her kicking again. "Don't start that girl. Come out already. I wanna tell you how beautiful you are even though you gon' come out looking like a raisin. Come onnnn, your parents are waiting for you. Everybody waiting on you, we're not rushing you though. Come when you feel like it."

"Beyonce this is how you made Cavalli into the brat she is."

"Mama's not even here yet."

"That's the problem and you're telling her to take her time."

As soon as she said that, she started yelling and her eyes shut while gripping my head.

"See? This what you get for talking about her."

"Please get the nurse baby."

I got the nurse and told her that Onika was ready which I didn't really know but Onika was going through it in there, I could hear her crying her heart out.

"Baby, I'm right here." I told her to look at me. She looked and poked out her bottom lip. "I got you."

"Why is Mommy crying?"

"Your sister is coming, she's on her way."

"Oh! Then keep crying Mommy!"

Within the next hour, she was ready to have our baby girl. I was holding her face between my hands, telling her confident affirmations and kissing her sexy little lips.

"You got this Mommy." I whispered in her ear. "It's all about you and the baby. Be in sync with her."

She whined as she pushed. "I can't do it."

"You can, you're the strongest woman I know. Nana don't love you for no reason."

"Shit. Okay, I got it."

"I know, come on."

Not too long after, I could hear her crying. I continued to hold Nika's face and kissing her. "You did it mamas. That's our baby girl."
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