Y/n 's POV

I came back home from work as i noticed voices from the kitchen.
Taking slow yet eager steps i went to the kitchen and....

It was him,jungkook ..with.....with......a girl?!!

I felt my heart beat pace faster

What is he doing with a girl in a kitchen??

"Um.."
they were quick to notice me as jungkook instantly grabbed the girls waist making my breath hitch..
"Oh so you are back!" Jungkook shot me an intense glare as he held the girl's waist tighter
"Who is she ?" I couldn't stop my curiosity
"My girlfriend!" Jungkook spoke shooting me daggers , i noticed the girl looking at him with unrecognisable expression ..

He had a girlfriend?!

I could feel my heart tightening ...

"You never told me you had a girlfriend." I spoke gulping
"Didn't feel like the need to." He answered as he planted a kiss on her cheek making me feel extremely ..... jealous

"Whats wrong? Why does your face looks pale." Jungkook raised an eyebrow , ignoring his question i went to the kitchen counter , took the glass , filled it water and made my way out ...

Why does My heart hurts ? Why does my heart feels jealous seeing him with some other girl? Did i really fall for the wrong person? Should i have fallen for jimin oppa instead of jungkook??

Life is so unfair .. you don't love the person who is deeply in love with you and the person you love is deeply in love with someone else...

Sitting on my bed , i opened the laptop and decided to watch some series to distract myself as the scene from earlier continuously ran in my mind.. 
i played the run episode that was released earlier today and tried to laugh along the bangtan boys featured in it , but even bangtan boys weren't helping to lighten up my mood..

Jealousy was taking over every nerve of my body , it was making me numb, i wasnt able to concentrate on anything ..
Is that how hard i have fallen for him??

Jungkook's POV

"Jungkook i need an answer please." Spoke Oh Han Ni ; my college friend
"Thats your wife right?" She continued
"Yes she is !" I replied as i rubbed my temples
"Then what was that for?why did you introduce me as your girlfriend to your wife?" She asked as she placed the hand on her hip
"I really don't know why i did that." I said
"I am going to tell her that there is nothing like that and that i already have a boyfriend." She said with a stern tone
"Oh come on Oh Han Ni listen to me first ." I said as i grabbed her arm
"She loves someone else." I blurted out making her eyes widen
" what do you mean?" She asked in confusion
"She is in love with someone else." I repeated
"Well the expression she showed earlier says something else" she spoke
"I have seen them together , like they were..." i couldn't say it
"Kookie are you in love with her?" She asked and i nodded pursing my lips in a thin line
I saw her expressions turning into disappointment as she sat beside me and held my hand
"Look at me! Did you ask her?" She said
"No i didnt." I replied
"Then what makes you think she is in love with someone else?" She asked before continuing "go ask her!"
"No!"
"Why not"
"What if its really true, it ll be more painful" i spoke as my tone got lower..
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Taehyung's POV

" what is it taehyung? Why did you call me at this time and why are you here?"Namjoon hyung asked as he entered the club and spotted me
"Hyung have you ever gotten selfish in your life?" I asked as i poured some wine for him in his glass
"Well yes i have once." He answered as he took a sip
"When?" I said as i looked at him
"Well i couldn't save someone important to me because i was too selfish and thought about myself." He answered looking at something unseen.
"You tell why is our star so down?" He asked as he patted my back

"Is it wrong to get selfish sometimes hyung?" I asked
"Yaah tell me already what happened?"
"Hyung , there is this girl and there is this boy and they both seem to like each other alot and ..." i paused for a a while gulped down some wine before continuing  "they basically love each other and last night a terrible misunderstanding happened between  them and i .." i let out a breath "i let that happen hyung!" I finally blurted it out as a lump started to form in my throat

"The guy , he thinks she likes someone else because he saw the other guy on her and thought they were doing something , however in real the other guy was just drunk and happened to fall on her." I said
"I don't know hyung, i saw it with my own eyes  everything but i couldn't bring myself to clear it out. Why do you think i did that? Why did i stop?" I asked him as a tear trickled down

"Do you like this girl?" He asked making my eyes go wide
"I..."
"If you him misunderstand that that just means that you don't want them to be together and you want her to yourself." He stated

For a while there was a silence between us as we sipped in our drinks
"hyung, is it wrong to be selfish?" I said directly
"Um well.."
"Tell me hyung, am i wrong here? Was i wrong to do this?" I asked looking at him in his eyes..
"Listen taehyung , i don't know what to say , i feel bad for you but i cannot be biased just because you are my friend, i think you should clear things out between them otherwise they ll both get hurt.."

"WHAT ABOUT ME THEN HUH?" I suddenly raised my voice
"Hey hey calm down ok." Namjoon hyung started to say
"Wont my heart get broken? Wont i be lost , i have played around all my life but this is the first time i fell for someone, how do i let go of her." More tears started to fall from my eyes
"Tell me how?how will i watch them together?it ll hurt right here hyung?it already does ." I said pointing my finger on my chest..
"Its ok taehyung, its okay, i can feel your pain ." He comforted me as he pulled me in a hug before continuing
"I am sure you ll understand , our taehyung isn't that selfish, i know he can sacrifice himself for others. I am sure one day you ll clear it out." He smiled as he rubbed my back

Why is everyone's heart being broken?
Our tae is heart broken too 😭😭
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