Mom's death

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My smile turned into grin as I pushed the door and entered inside my house. I finally got a chance to make my dream a reality and I wanted to tell it to mom. "My beautiful mom~!" I chirped as I skipped into the living room. I heard no answer from her. "She should be home by now. Her shift ended an hour ago" I mumbled while keeping my bag on the couch.

I went to the kitchen and took a glass from shelf. After pouring myself some water, I started walking to our room. Me and my mom live alone because whoever my dad is didn't accepted me or something like that. I opened the door and walked inside. I froze in my steps seeing a pair of legs hanging down. I slowly looked up to the person and the scene in front of me terrified me.

The glass detached from my lips, falling onto the floor and breaking into millions of pieces, just like my heart. I took a step back as I couldn't process things in front of me. Tears dwelling through my eyes, blurring my mom's figures, I quickly turned around and ran back to the living room. I bumped into the wall of kitchen to roll down on the floor.

I let out a sob and got up. Tears were blurring my vision as I couldn't see anything properly. Yet I took my bag with shaky hands and opened the zip. I took out my phone with those shaking hands. I couldn't hold the phone properly, let alone dial any number. Somehow, I found his number on the top. I clicked on it and attached the phone to my ears.

It was ringing, and ringing, and ringing until he picked up. "Didn't we met few hours ago?! You miss me already dude?" He sassed. "S-Suhoo...." I whispered almost inaudible. "Y/n? What happened? Why are you talking so slowly?" he asked me concerned. "Su-ho.. M-Mom... Pleas-se come he-here..." I begged him through tears. "Calm down... what happened?"

(Imagine Exo are from 16-20 age and BTS 32-40)

Trying his best to calm me down, he asked, "Tell me slowly what exactly is happening?" "M-mom is hangin-ging on the ceil-ceiling... It-It's scary Suho-ya.. come here please" I begged him, sobbing. "Shhh... I'll be there in no time Y/n. Don't go into that room. I'll bring police." He informed me and hung up. I fell upon the floor, crying my heart out.

The image of my mother hanging on the ceiling is so terrifying and scary that I feel scared. I feel cold right now. Like there something around me that's cold or creepy. I tried to calm down myself but nothing worked right now. My eyes were not ready to stop its Niagara.

After 15 minutes, there was banging on the door. I flinched and quickly moved to the couch, thinking it's some thief or criminal. My mind was not in a good state right now. "Y/N! OPEN THE DOOR! IT'S ME SUHO!!" I heard familiar voice making me sob more. I jolted on my feet and ran to the door. Twisting the knob, I pulled the door back and attacked him.

I wrapped my hands around his waist and closed my eyes. I need comfort right now. Seeing your mother's dead body in front of you, that horrible scene is traumatizing. "Y/n, let the police get in. They need to do their work." He patted my back. I broke the hug and moved back. I saw 4 police officers enter inside and go to the kitchen first. I didn't spoke a word.

I felt a grip on my hand making me look at the person. It was none other than Suho. I let my tears crawl down my cheeks while I was staring in his eyes. His eyes showed me pain. Same pain that I saw when I first saw him. A boy crying because he lost his mom and dad at the same time, crying under a tree. I still remember that day so vividly. That day is when we became friends.

"S-Suho..." I spoke. "It's okay. Cry all you want Y/n. You have to right to" he caressed my hairs above my ears. I closed my eyes, melting under his touch. I pulled his hand and crashed my body onto his. I just want someone who can understand me in this situation. He made me sit on the couch and pulled me closer to his chest.

I clutched on his shirt and started crying. How could this happen? I didn't saw anything wrong around the house or happening to her. Why would she suicide?! I heard a door open making me look up. I saw mom on a stretcher. I quickly stood up and ran to her. I held her icy cold hand and started begging to her, for coming back, for making me her corn soup, make my braids.

"Eomma! Wake up! Look your princess is crying for you!! Mom!!! Please wake uppp!!" I was screaming my lungs out. My lungs were literally burning from screaming and crying so much. It's been an hour I am continuously crying. I was held by my waist and pulled back. "Leave me!! Let me wake my mom up! She will wake up after hearing me cry! She loves me!" I yelled.

I tried to free myself from the grip but it was of no use. I let myself fall onto the person's chest which was pumping heavily because of holding me so much. "Eomma" I closed my eyes while hot tears were still falling down. I don't wanna believe that I just lost my mother in front of my eyes like this. What in the world could make her do this?!! I didn't knew when but while crying, I went into darkness...

I opened my eyes to meet blinding light. Once I was adjust to the light, I looked at the ceiling. I saw white ceiling and a rope hanging to it. My eyes widen as I recalled the previous incident. I let out a scream and quickly moved out of the bed. I move back and back until my back hit the wall. I kept staring at the rope, terrified. I-It wasn't a dream?!

At the corner of my eye, I saw the door opening. I looked at it and saw EXO. I bit my lips to hold in the tears but when Suho entered and looked at me, it made my walls crumble down. I slide down the wall and started crying again. I buried my face in my hands and rested my head on my knees. "Remove the rope D.O" I heard Xiumin say sternly.

I felt warm presence all around my body and an arm caressing my hair. "Shh... calm down Y/n" It was Baekhyun. I still can't accept the fact. "Suho hyung... should I give this to her?" I heard Chanyeol. I felt coldness take place making me look up. I saw Chanyeol kneeling down to my level and giving me a note. I frowned before taking it into my hands. Opening it, I started reading it silently.

My lovely princess,

I'm so sorry that I did this. I never wanted to leave you and I will regret this decision of mine to leave you alone in this cruel world. But I can't. I can't take things anymore. I stayed as strong as I could until today. In the morning when I got a call from BigHit saying you were selected as trainee, all the walls I built since you were born, fell down in just some seconds.

A person I never wanted to show my face to, a person giving you to me, a person who was supposed to be your father figure is in the same entertainment. Yes... you do have your dad. You were such an understanding, knowing it hurts mom to speak about him, you never asked a single thing about him. But I guess, truth can't be hidden for too long.

Your dad, the one who's the reason you're with me is your everything. Your role model, you aspiration, your inspiration and your bias, Park Jimin. That Park Jimin from bts. My love, I know it's shocking but I couldn't tell you cause I thought what is you wanted to meet him? What if you want him to be your dad, and come in my life? I couldn't risk that.

Just remember, I will always love. From the moon and back.

Your Queen, Mom

The letter fell from my hands as I stayed as a statue. Just my breathing was heard in the room. "Yah... Y/n!" I snapped out of the trace. I looked up to see every member around me. I looked at the floor while tears brimming through my eyes. "D-Do you guys know wha-what kind of shit-shitty daughter I am?" I asked through my sobs.

"I-I, in front o-of my mother, us-used to watch him-him. Unknowingly, I hur-hurted my mother. She saw me-me screaming his na-name, rant-ranting about him all the t-time..." I started getting hiccups. "I can't ev-even imagine h-how much bro-broken she felt!" I said sobbing loudly. I started crying loudly again, cause I felt so bad, so much hate for myself.

How could I never see the hurt or pain in my own mother's eyes? What kind of daughter was I?! I said bad things to her when she scolded me for watching too much of BTS but I never tried to understand the reason behind it. I don't even know how many nights or times she cried because of him or my affection towards them! How could I be so blind to not even take any hint about this!!

Leaving 100's of company I auditioned in BigHit like a fool. Everyone was comforting me everything will be alright, it's going to be just be strong cause they don't feel what I do. I calmed down a little after some time. I took a deep breath and gritted through my teeth with tears still crawling down my eyes, "I'll make him regret what he did. He can't live his life peacefully after what he did to our lives"

Everyone was shocked because I never get angry and if I get then no backing away. "N-noona what a-are you going t-to do exactly?" Sehun asked. "Even I don't know. But hell I'll make him regret every ounce of hurt my mother felt because of him." I crumbled the letter which I placed my hand on. Mom I'll make him suffer just as he made you. I will make his life a mess just like he made yours.

"After you fainted, the police said that tomorrow morning, your mother's funeral will be held. Should I call your relatives for it?" Suho told me. I shook my head. "Everyone, every single person acted as if mom was at fault to get pregnant with me even before married. I don't even wanna see their faces. You guys are my only family now." I said chucking darkly.

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So I decided to edit my stories cause I think they are too... messed up? I don't know. 

But anyways, that's not the point. I hope you will like this till the end. 


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