Two weeks later

It was three in the morning when Kasuan's phone began to ring back to back making him wake up. He let out a groan before grabbing his phone off his night stand " Yooo ' "

" Kasuan " His sister Teyanna said sounding as if she was crying uncontrollably.

Kasuan quickly sat up " Tey..Tey-.. Tey what's wrong ? talk to me "

" Mommy's gone, she passed away in her sleep " Teyanna managed to say while crying.

Kasuan froze, he dropped his phone down. He couldn't believe it. It was like someone had shot him in the heart.

*******

Kasuan had found out his mother died from an opioid overdose. It was like things just kept getting worse for him. He had worked so hard to get his mom to fight her drug addiction and he felt like he failed, making his depression ten times worse. Kasuan shut everyone out and distanced himself. He hadn't left the house since the funeral. He sat in his room crying while drinking. All he did was drink. Empty bottles sat around his room and his house looked a mess.

Devin had reached out to Adryian because he was worried and with her having such a good heart and a weak spot for Kasuan she decided to go check up on him. She got her mom to watch Sehkani while she went to his house. She still had a key to his house so she let her self in. The smell of Alcohol and marijuana hit her in the face as soon as she walked in.

The house was a mess, clothes laid everywhere and there was even a hole in the wall from here Kasuan had punched it. She looked around downstairs, there was no food in the fridge or cabinets and the dishes were piled up. She looked around the living room and clothes were all over the floor and on the couch.

Adryian left and slowly walked up the stairs to the main room and found Kasuan on the floor by his bed drinking liquor out the bottle and smoking a blunt. She slowly sat down next to him

" Adryian ? " he said looking up at her, she began to tear up. Just seeing him the way he was did something to her. " I knew you'd come back to me.. I'm so sorry baby " he slurred

She wrapped her arms around him and pulled him in close " Kasuan.. you gotta' get better. Okay " She said, tears running down her face. She rocked him side to side and he held on to her arm " You can't leave me okay. You gotta' get better.. for me , for Sehkani. "

" Come back home please, don't leave me Adryian please " Kasuan replied, he was now crying himself. He felt so stupid for fucking up the best thing he had and all he wanted was her back.

" I can't Kasuan... " she replied " I can't let you hurt me again.. I won't "

" I'm not gone hurt you Adryian.. I'm not. I love you Adryian. I love you. I love you and my son " He slurred

Kasuan moved her arms from around him and grabbed her by the throat before bringing her in for a kiss. He missed her so much and he wanted to show her how sorry he was. She missed him too, especially his touch. Yeah, Kai was good in bed but Kasuan knew her body. He felt like good dick was always a good apology

He stood up and picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him. He placed her on a near by dresser, slowly took her shirt off and pulled her tights off before dropping his shorts showing her his hard dick. Adryian didn't have to do anything but look at him and he would get hard that's how much of an affect she had on him.

Kasuan walked up to her and began to kiss her on the lips and neck while rubbing her pussy that was leaking for him. She threw her head back as he placed hickeys along her neck.

He slowly slid her under wear to the side and pushed himself inside of her making her gasp, she wrapped her arms around him and tightly held on to his back.

Kasuan wasted no time going right to work, they weren't making love they were fucking. He lifted one of her legs onto his shoulder and went to work making the dresser beat against the wall. " I'm sorry baby. I love you " he said inbetween strokes. " tell me you love me "

" I love you " She moaned, she made a mental note to stop letting people she had sex with make her say I love you because she didn't mean it, it wasn't her talking it was the sex.

Kasuan pulled out and made her bend over the dresser. He pulled her hair back so she could see them in the mirror in-front of them as he went to work. She moaned uncontrollably and her eyes rolled back

" Shit " Kasuan said under his breath. He felt himself about to bust soon. He went harder and harder for a few more minutes before nutting all up in her. Thank god she was on birth control

*****

Adryian woke up naked the next morning to Kasuan asleep next to her naked too. They had went three long rounds last night and it was exactly what Adryian needed and missed. Kasuan was one of them niggas that could nut and stay hard, real devil dick.

She watched him sleep for awhile, she missed waking up to him. He looked relaxed with her there. She watched as he twitched a little, that always made her laugh. She traced her finger around the tattoos on his chest and he slowly started to wake up. He grabbed her hand and kissed it gently making her smile.

" How you feeling ? " she asked

" Better " he admitted. He was still hurting but it felt good knowing she was there.

She sat up and so did he and they leaned against the headboard. " Look... I'm sorry about your mom " Adryian said before looking over at him. He put his head down and twiddled his thumbs not wanting to even talk about his mom. " life is short and anything can happen, that's why I feel like it's important that you see your son. Kasuan you haven't seen Sehkani in almost Five months, he's growing up fast and your missing out on it. "

" I missed my little man but I was fucked up, I just couldn't. I'm here now though. " Kasuan replied. He wanted to see his son but he felt like he just wasn't in the right state of mind.

It was a moment of silence before Adryian spoke up again " ... I want you to know just because we had sex last night doesn't mean we're getting back together " she said

He sucked his teeth. " So what? You just used me for dick " Kasuan said, attitude laced in his voice

" No Kasuan I'm just not rushing into a relationship right now. That was our problem the first time. These kinda things take time, I can't just up and drop everything and move back in and act like nothing happened because it did but... I'm willing to move past everything, just slowly "

" I understand " Kasuan replied " I just want you to trust me again "

" Trust is earned not given. " Adryian said. It was going to take her a minute to trust him again and she was willing to try.

New beginnings.