Guys be prepared for this book to come to an end... this book will not reach to a Chapter 70.

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"Baby what should we name our babies" Zyria asked Knox as they laid on the hotel bed in Hunter and Jada's room. Knox frowned and shrugged not knowing.

"I don't know honestly baby are you sure you don't want to know the genders" Knox asked her and she shook her head.

"I want it to be a surprise but I told you that you can find out if you want to" She replied as she ate some scrambled eggs.

"No baby I'll wait with you" Knox said and rubbed Zyria's belly softly as he stared at it.

A knock sounded on the door and Jada walked out of the bathroom with her hand in her hair. She walked over to the door and opened it revealing a nervous looking Kaia.

"Is Zyria here?" she asked and Jada nodded before calling for Zyria.

"Coming" she mumbled as she stuffed her face with the last of the French toast before getting up from the bed with the help of Knox.

"Hey can I talk to you" Kaia asked Zyria when she came up to the door. Zyria nodded and grabbed her phone putting her fluffy slides on.

"What's up" Zyria said as they walked out of the hotel room and headed to Kaia which was two doors down.

"Dakota is in desperate need of knowing why I don't want kids but I don't want nor know how to tell her" Kai said as she sighed running a hand down her face.

"Kaia you are failing to realize that Dakota has had it just as bad you and yes you had a little worse than her but that's Dakota who loves you and I believe she will be able to understand your reasoning if you just explain it to her." Zyria said looking at her best friend who sighed.

"She loves you Kai and I really don't want to see y'all relationship end over something like this" she added and Kaia nodded.

"She's in my room waiting for me to explain and I'm just scared that even if I tell her that she will still ask for a baby out of me" She said looking at Zyria who frowned.

"Kaia come on you don't believe that. You know Dakota don't forget who she is" Zyria said before grabbing Kai's room key and opening the door for her.

"Now go in there" Zyria said before gently yet not so gently pushing Kaia toward the door. Kaia let out a big breath before she walked inside the room closing the door behind her.

"When did I become the lesbian relationship counselor" Zyria mumbled before rubbing her baby bump smiling down at it.

"Kaia I don't know why I'm here if we have nothing else to talk about" Dakota sighed as she sat on Kaia's bed with her arms crossed over her chest.

"Dakota I guess I should tell you the full truth of why I am so against having kids" Kaia said before clearing her throat as she sighed. She sat down next to Dakota and stared at the floor as she tried to figure out her thoughts.

"Okay so when I was about maybe five years old, my birth mother lost her job and started drinking a lot and smoking. She would sometimes yell at me for things that a child my age had no control over. Then sometimes she would hit me for the stupidest things such as sleeping or eating." Kaia paused and frowned before sighing.

"Her hits would slowly get worse and worse over the years until she was full blown punching and kicking me or throwing me down stairs whenever she felt like it. There were so many times I would have to go to school and try to hide my bruises from the nosey yet concerned teachers." Kaia said and gritted her teeth at the memory.

"Then on my tenth birthday she threw me a nice little party and had invited this girls that were like maybe fifteen over. I had no idea who they were but they were very nice and played with me. Um so after we sang happy birthday and cut the little cake my mom baked, my mom took my hand and brought me upstairs"

"She took me into her room and gave me a nice bath and sang softly in my ear. This was most normal I have ever seen my mom so I was a little confused but I didn't say anything because I liked this version of my mom. She then put this cute pink dress on me that had so much sparkles on it god that dress was beautiful." Kaia said smiling softly before she frowned again.

"Um and then she told me to not fight and I didn't know exactly what she meant but she made me promise not to fight so I just nodded and said I promise. Then she told me to my room and opened the door letting me inside before shutting the door and locking it. At this point I was very confused and when I turned around to face my bed, there was a big man sitting on my bed butt naked" Kaia said and Dakota's eyes widened as she realized where the story was going.

"Ka-"

"He grabbed me and threw me on the bed like I was nothing. Everything happened so fast all I remember was him ripping my dress and whispering how such a beautiful little girl I was. In my head all I kept thinking was "stop stop stop please stop" but I couldn't say it because in the back of my head I remember my mom making me promise not to fight." Kaia said before looking at Dakota straight in the eye.

"So I didn't" she said and chuckled softly to herself.

"He raped me and I ended up getting pregnant by him but when I finally gave birth to my beautiful baby girl. She was dead. She was a stillborn baby and she died before I could even finish pushing her out. I had to push her out on my kitchen floor with my mom yelling and screaming at me about how worthless I am."

"Then when my mom realized that the baby was dead, she took the baby from my arms and threw her outside in the snow without a second thought" Kai said before clenching her fists as she bounced her leg shaking her head.

"See the reason to why I don't want to ever raise or just think about having a child is because in the back of my head I know that I would end up like her and treat my baby just like how she treated me." Kaia said as tears ran down her cheeks. She stood up and walked to the dresser in the far corner.

"I can't go through another pregnancy Dakota and deliver another dead baby" Kaia said and Dakota got up from her seat on the bed hugging Kaia. Kai cried in her arms loudly as she gripped her shirt.

"Let it all out baby" Dakota said as she rubbed Kaia's back softly as she hummed a soft tune.

"It's okay I got you now" she said as Kaia continued to cry in her arms.