Life in the Pack

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11. Life in the Pack
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I have had time to think while I laid on the hospital bed, it was wrong to wish for death, I may hate my situation but I still had time and nothing lasts forever.

As hard as it will be I will make a life in the pack, a quiet life, here I might never be respected or loved but I am not in a cage and I can be happy by myself, I just had to make sure my wolf does not die, it would be her and I against the world.

Kaden had not returned to my room since that day but they were two bulky wolves mounted at the door, making sure I don't harm myself, I have never actually harmed myself despite the torture I had faced in my former pack, this time the possibility of really losing my wolf shook me, I don't need a doctor to tell me that I needed therapy, but how was I going to get one when I was still trapped in this pack. Werewolf mental health was not exactly treated as a thing in my world, werewolves were naturally unpredictable, feral and quick to anger except the broken ones like myself.

"Your vitals are good Louisiana" Hannah smiled at me and I smiled back weakly

"When do I get to leave here?" I asked

"Louisiana, though I am worried about your shifting, your body seems to have recovered but I am not able to tell when the changing might happen again and if you would survive it" she responded

"How can I survive it?" I asked, she could sense the determination in my voice

She smiled widely before responding "It would not be easy if your mate is beside you to draw out some of the pain you will feel, I was already thinking of talking to the Alpha–"

"No!" I stopped her, I don't want Kaden's help " is there no other way?" I inquire

Hannah's face contour into the look of disappointment and I already knew the answer before she said  "Louisiana I am sorry but this is the only possible method that I think would work"

"How exactly does Kaden take my pain?,would that hurt him as well?" I ask, in spite of Kaden's apathy towards me I did not want to be the reason why he would go through more pain.

"The Alpha will also go through pain that I will not deny, but if the pain you would feel is shared between the two of you, it would not be as excruciating as it would be if you took it all by yourself , as you witnessed previously" Hannah explained

"Oh!" I say weakly " How does this work?" I asked

"There is the catch, you both have to be mated and marked for this to work, it is the strongest bond, that is the only way" she confessed and my eyes widens

"Does the Alpha know about this yet?" I asked

"No, I am going to inform him when I leave here" she replied

"Don't tell him" I demanded, I know I was being foolish and risking my life but I do not want Kaden to mate with me because that is the only way I will live, I do not want him to accept to do something that he will regret doing afterwards.

"But Louisiana–" Hannah whines but I cut her off before she has the time to protest

"The human doctors have this patient confidentiality agreement, I think that applies to werewolves doctors as well since you doctors also went to the same school and took the same oath" I explained

"But this is different, you are the Alpha's mate and would soon be a Luna, I would be failing the pack if I failed to save you life" she reasoned

"I am a mate that would never be accepted and neither would I  become a Luna of this pack. Hannah do you know my origin?"

"Yes, I do" she answered

"Then you know why I would not be accepted, I am the pup of the man that raped and murdered this pack previous Luna and her child, do you think Kaden would bed me when all he sees in me is my father and his blood flowing in my veins. This sick mate bond is the only reason why he has not killed me and might not, so do you understand why I refuse to let Kaden do this for me?"

"I understand Louisiana, but as a member of this pack, I do not see you for your father's sins and you have suffered enough for that sin that was not yours, you are now living with the consequences of the punishment you have suffered and endured for three years. The Alpha might be angry now but that does not change the truth and the truth is that he is your mate and when he accepts that, the rest of the pack would" she explained

"I thank you for your words Hannah but I will not change my mind" I was adamant

"I am sorry also Louisiana but I have a duty to my Alpha and to the pack, I will tell him" she as well as was quite adamant.

I hissed under my breath and when I was about to push more, Kaden steps into the room

"Tell me what?" He questioned, he had heard Hannah's last statement, I immediately pleaded with Hannah with my eyes but she was stuck on her decision

"I have found a way to save her life and her wolf" she announced

"How?" Kaden asked in anticipation

"You have to share her pain and for that to be possible you both have to be marked and mated" Hannah dropped the bomb, Kaden eyes widens

"What!" He asked completely stunned while I just stared, his surprise soon turn into a scowl, he hated the idea just as he hated me, I could see it in his eyes, maybe he would be the one to reject the idea then that would mean that there was no need to beg Hannah to keep that information a secret

"It is the only way Alpha" Hannah says as if pleading on my behalf, was my life really worth saving to her? or was it her nature and her career field that made her this way?.

Anytime now Kaden would reject the idea and he would say no, I close my eyes waiting for the word to come out, I waited a few seconds but the word never came rather its opposite did.

"Yes, I will do it" he sounded and it was like I was suddenly drenched with water, my eyes shut open immediately

"What?" I was deeply confused, why was he doing this?. My question was completely ignored

"How soon do we get this done?" Kaden asked Hannah

"Soonest Alpha, the full moon is in two days and the shift would come naturally, you both must have been marked and mated before that time if we are going to save her wolf and her life" Hannah answered

"We will get it done tonight" Kaden announced like it was the simplest thing to say in the world, does my word not even matter in this?, it was my own life and my wolf, I should have a say.

"Very good Alpha, I will have her discharged for you to take her home" Hannah said, she smiled gleefully at me before exiting the room leaving me to face Kaden.

"You don't have to do this" I say "I know this is unbearable for you but you can just reject me and I will go and die somewhere in peace" I reasoned

He glared at me "All you care about is death, you had three years in your rotten pack to do so but you did not, you want to die by my hands because that is what your family is set out to do, cause me pain, your father first and now you" he spat

I was livid by his statement "I do not wish you pain Alpha, I wish to save you from it, you are repulsed by me and when you bed me you will regret afterwards and you will feel guilty" I explained

"You don't know how I feel" he spat

"I am sorry"

"This will happen, you will live, this is not your first time so it should not be a problem" he said

"There is no problem I have chosen to live but–"

He cuts me off "very well, I will go now and make preparations, James would be here to get you" with that he was out of the door while I just stared at his retreating figure, this was going to be my first time, I was going to say.

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James soon arrived some minutes later after he left he helped me up from the bed though I was fit now to carry my own weight and then we left the clinic to his car.

The clinic was a bit far from the pack house, when he got there I was already preparing myself to exit the car but James did not stop instead he drove behind the pack house to a modern duplex building before stopping.

"This is the Alpha's house" he clarifies before exiting the car and I followed suit. James led me into the house whose interior I was very much impressed with and then up the stairs to a room

"The Alpha is inside" he said before leaving me at the door of the room, I gulped before I opened the door and entered the room.

Kaden was by the window staring out of it but his breathing pattern makes me understand that he was aware of my presence though he was yet to face me. The room was beautiful, grey and black themed designs apart from the linens on the bed that were white surprisingly, the room was void of any scent apart from Kaden's and I and I am sure then that nobody had been in this room, he had not mounted his lovers here, it sent a pang of happiness in my heart but I quickly dismiss it, there was no romantic feelings between us.

"Take of your dress and lie on the bed" he commanded still facing the window, I do not argue and I do as I am told , I know this mating was not going to be that of lovers, it was just something that needed to be done to save me from the clutches of death.

Kaden soon joins me, he was still wearing his trousers but his shirt was gone, I was bare as the day I was born and I felt ugly, part of my scars were visible on my legs and hands but most were in my back, there were like scattered lines and they could not probably heal because the whips were laced with wolfsbane and I had not been properly treated after the flogging, most of the scars were from the night of my punishment three years ago while some were caused by Sean when I fought against his sexual advances towards me at the beginning.

I know Kaden sees the scars there was a  sorrow in his eyes and it felt like he wanted to say something but he didn't instead he captured my lips just like the time in the clinic only this time he was little aggressive, I struggled to keep up with him and to find a rhythm, when his hands pinches my nipples I feel the arousal set it, he leaves my lips and descend on the right side of my neck kissing and sulking like a starved man, while I was struggling to hold back my moans, there were a few slips here and there, I knew he was preparing my neck for the marking, but I was afraid to touch him fearing that my touch would immediately repulse him, so I held back my hands, he went to my breasts next and sulked away, I had not realized the time his trousers were gone until I felt his member on my entrance and without warning he slammed inside me, this time I could not hold back the pain and I screamed out, tears ran down my face , he freezes immediately as he realizes what has just happened, his gaze met mine, he was surprised to find out that I was a virgin

"I am fine" I said, he doesn't have to feel guilty for what he did not know, most people at my former pack did not think me to be a virgin as well, Sean was a loud mouth and he spoke things that did not even happen and everyone believed him, I was the virgin whore of RedSand.

He searched my eyes for the truth and when he was sure that I wasn't lying he continued, this time slowly, he picked up the pace when he was sure that I had gotten past the discomfort, by this time I was a moaning mess.

Kaden thrusted faster and faster, he mouth then went to my neck and I feel his teeth sink into my flesh, there was a brief pain and but it soon passed, he urged me to do the same and I sinked my teeth into his neck and instantaneously I feel this surge of energy and I am sure Kaden felt it too as he thruster faster and I was so close to climax but what he did next shook me completely

"Freyaaaaa!" He growled as he pumped his seeds into my walls forcing me into my own orgasm and my body shook from the ecstasy but has the knowledge of what he had said registered in my head, I immediately felt ashamed and disgusted , he pulled out of me, he must have realized what he had done as he turned his face away , got up from the bed, took his trousers and exited the room leaving me to wallowing in pain and I have never ever felt used any other day than today, even when Sean molested me it did not break my heart as Kaden's actions did and I hugged my body as I cried.


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