A beginning I had not hoped for

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8. A beginning I had not hoped for
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The ride felt incredibly slow and lengthy and I wondered how far Blood-sun pack actually was. Blood-sun pack was the pack of the north and it was respected and feared for their numbers and their strengths . I have never been to any other pack apart from my home pack since the day I was born and I never imagined I would, even though there was the possibility of my mate belonging to another pack, I had always imagined I would be mated to a pack warrior if it had resulted in Williams not being my mate and I had hoped my pack warrior mate would choose to stay with me, selfish, I know but I was young and I did not want to imagine a life away from my pack and my loved ones, well..., how life has changed.

I was in fact living without my pack, the loved ones I had once feared to depart from were the first to depart from me.

I was slowly taking another step in the journey of my life, it was a new beginning thought it was not the beginning I had hoped for, I had to see it through.

I know Kaden and his pack members would never come to accept me, but I am hoping they ignore me well enough to leave me in peace and in years I would be forgotten and if the fates are on my side I would be long dead and finally resting in peace.

Thousands of trees pass us by as Kaden drove to his pack completely ignoring my presence or rather he knew I was there but thought me to be a thorn in his flesh, he had this scowl on his face and frequently I imagined he would abruptly stop the car and rip my head off.

I would be lying if I say I was not saddened by the situation I am in with my mate, how the relationship was already soiled before it had already begun was heart breaking.

Against all my wishes for freedom and sometimes death, I was still a damsel at heart, a part of me was hoping for a Prince Charming or a knight in shining armor to rescue me from my pain.

Kaden would never love me, he would never accept me without seeing the faults of my father in my eyes, and it deeply saddened me that I have lost my identity and have been branded by my father's mistakes.

I look out the window, rubbing my hands together trying to calm my nerves, but it was off no use when there was a raging Alpha breathing down my neck and with a death threat in his eyes.

"Stop that!" Kaden growls and I immediately flinched

"W–what d–did I do wrong?" I asked frightened, I don't think rubbing my fingers together was annoying and I have managed to be incredibly silent so far

"That thing you are doing with your feet" he snarled

As if as impulse my feet stops tapping, I had not even realized I was doing it in first place "I am sorry" I hung my head low in shame, he already hated and my unknown habit had given him a reason to hate me more.

He mumbled some words I could not hear but had gone back to ignoring me once again, well I on the other hand made sure to keep my legs in check.

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I am sure several minutes have passed since the leg incident that I had made sure would not repeat again. We were still on the road but this time I was in much discomfort and I was struggling to hold it with each passing trees the car zoomed across.

My bladder was threatening to burst and I was too frightened to ask Kaden to stop the car, but if I resulted in urinating on his leather seats it might cause a fit and I would be embarrassed, either way I would be on the end of the Alpha's wrath.

After much debate in my head, I decided to just ask for permission to depose of my bodily waste, there was no need for the seats to suffer since I would still be scolded at anyway , my choice will save me the embarrassment of peeing on my body in front of my unaccepting mate but still my mate.

While I gathered my courage and my bladder threatened more, I passed a few glances at him but still his handsome face seemed to still be tattooed with a scowl, I took a deep breath before asking "I have to go to the restroom, can I?"

His head snapped in my direction immediately and he stared at me like I had grown an extra set of head, he held my eyes in his scrutinizing gaze as if trying to decipher what was really going on in my head. Did he really think I would try to escape?, here?, in the middle of nowhere, with no money, no way of transforming into my wolf without passing out, he may not know that part but I was not going to escape when the odds of escaping without being caught were against me.

After much studying, he stopped the car finally"get out!" He almost yelled and I jumped out of the car in an inhuman speed "If you think of running, I will hunt you down and when I find you, the pains you may have had to endure in your worthless pack would be nothing compared to the one I will inflict upon you, mate or not" he sternly warned.

His words shook me more than I had expected it to, I could feel the tears streaming down my face and my wolf howls in pain at the level of hatred our mate had for us, I did not expect my wolf to be active by now but I too felt the pain of disdain from my mate in my chest .

I rushed into the bushes but made sure I did not go far, just enough for Kaden to see me in sight and when I was done I felt the relief on my bladder but the pain in my chest still lingered on.

I fixed myself up quickly and got back into the truck , Kaden stared at me for few seconds before bringing the car back to life and we continued on the journey.

I tried not to focus on the words of hate that had just been vomited out by my mate but it was very difficult, he wished me pain no doubt and I am almost certain that he would be glad if he was the one inflicting those pain on me at least Diana don't have to go through what I am going through, I wouldn't even wish this kind of life on my worst enemy and even Williams.

Diana would right now be in the bliss of bond with her mate and they would right now be on some kind of honeymoon or if they decided to take things slow they would still be accepting of your bond, Diana was truly blessed by the moon goddess while reverse was the case in my life, my pack hated me, my mate hated me, even the moon goddess hated me and very soon blood-sun pack would hate me.

Despite my own broken heart, I feel for Kaden, I understood his anger and his hatred towards me, anyone in his shoes would do the same thing even worse, I would not expect him to accept me, mate with me and bed me just as soon as he discovered that I was his mate.

I blamed the moon goddess for her tricks and her inconsideration towards her creation and I blame her for creating me to lead a life of sorrow and I blame her for opening apparent closed wounds of Kaden, the moon goddess need some real dealing with by the Supreme Deity.

*****

It seems the journey is over as we drove through several houses belonging to pack members, quite a number of them turned when the truck drove by, they were aware of my presence and if by now they had not been informed of my identity they were completely curious and surprised to see a female with their alpha.

I held my head low but still managed to take in the surroundings, the pack was indeed massive, it was somewhat three times bigger than my former pack. The pack beauty was really commendable and it looked flourishing, a sense of pride grew in my chest at my mate's accomplishment despite dealing with the loss of his mate.

Kaden pulls up into a big building and I am guessing  it to be the pack house. Kaden stepped out of the car and I immediately jumped out and trailed behind in other to prevent scolding.

I never knew I would be this submissive, the torture in RedSand has really humbled me and almost killed all my feistiness.

"James!, James!" Kaden voice booms along the lobby of the pack house, while I stood rigidly in place but at the same time taking in the beauty of the pack house designs, there was no denying that Blood-Sun pack was incredibly rich, was that why they were well respected. This pack house was nothing compared to the pack house at RedSand pack, this was way bigger. This could probably house up to fifty wolves if they stayed in single rooms, this was completely stunning.

A quite attracted young man appearing to be in his twenties comes dashing into the halls
"Alpha!, you are back" the man bowed

"I am, you took too long to respond James" Kaden sounded like a father scolding his child but I knew he was angry and James was about to be at the receiving end all thanks to me because my presence infuriates him.

"I apologize, Serena was struggling with the boys diapers" James explained, it was surprising how unbothered he was at Kaden tone, maybe he knew that Kaden was annoyed, he was his Alpha after all.

Kaden snorts "I see" he voice appeared more calm now, like the ice was finally melting, Kaden was surely close to this Serena woman to calm down at the mention of her name or was it the boys James spoke about, where they his sons?, the late Luna died three years ago surely she was not their mother, that would mean that Kaden had sought out pleasure in the hands of other she-wolves, that thought sent a pang of pain in my heart, I was jealous, this was the bond affecting me.

Kaden owed me nothing, he had not expected another mate, I was just shoved into his face and he has being left no choice but to accept it or rather bear it since he had decided to not reject me . Kaden was an Alpha, he would want heirs that would continue after he had passed on.

"This is her?" James asks, I snap out of my thoughts and realize that both men gaze were now fixed on me and it made me nervous

Kaden nods in response

"How is this even possible, I have never heard of a thing like this happening before" James says

"I know. There have been a few occurrence over the centuries but the possibility were very slim" Kaden responded, their gaze where still on me and it was like I was an object of topic and not a person.

"This should be good right?, should I take her to your house?, settle her in your room?" James asks and a frown forms on Kaden

"No!, this is not a good thing. Place her in one of the rooms here. I do not want a whore in my house not to talk of my bed" he gritted and my heart sank and tears formed around my eyes, James eyes open widely at his statement and it looked like he wanted to say something but he stopped himself "Give her work to do tomorrow, I hate free loaders" he added as he walked away leaving me to lick my wounds, a rejection would have been better than one's mate calling the other a whore, there will never be a place for me here.


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