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The truth was Lily didn't like the idea of 'Tyler' actually being Josh Davis. She was just a little confused and always thought he was just the school's most privileged rich kid, who threw parties every weekend. But now, he was the guy that Lily thought she got excited about talking to every morning and night.

She decided to keep to herself until Josh made his move on her. Meanwhile, she was getting ready for the local carnival tonight. She wondered if Josh was going to make his move tonight and if he wanted to talk to her about it. The thought of it made her cringe and she couldn't believe that she had the urges to possibly jerk off to his words. It made her want to crawl into a hole.

...

The night had come and the air outside was crisp. Lily could smell the carnival foods from a mile away and the joyful screams of people on the rides above her. She came in with her sisters and Mckay. She could tell that Cassie wanted to ditch her immediately when she saw Maddy and Kat standing near the gates. Lily wanted to hang out with her friends, but sometimes it was hard to co exist with her sisters.

She always made it very clear to Cassie that she felt uncomfortable around Mckay and didn't want to hang out with him. Ever since, Mckay indirectly called her the 'weird sister' or the 'shy one' she hated being around him. She personally didn't know why he always had to put her down or not even put in the effort to get to know her. Heck, he would make more effort with Lexi compared to her. She always believed that it could be her 'resting bitch face' or how she would physically recoil at the sight of him. But she never truly understood why he didn't even say hello to her.

'Hey guys' Kat said with a giant smile

Lexi waved at her and asked, 'Where's Jules and Rue?'

Maddy shrugged her shoulders, 'No idea I did see Jules around the Jacobs chili stand but I haven't seen her since'

'Chili stand?' Lily repeated with a confused tone, 'I didn't know they had a stand'

'They do it every year' Cassie added, 'You just don't come every year'

'Okay fucking bitch' Lily thought as she watched her sister whisper something to Mckay

'I'm going to look for Rue' Lexi said, 'Coming?'

Lily nodded furiously as she followed her sister out of that awkward circle. But Lily did know that she wanted to go back and find Maddy or Kat eventually.Β 

'What the hell is up Cassie's ass?" Lexi commented

'Right!' Lily screamed over the loud carnival noises, 'She always acts different around him'

'Boys in general' Lexi added, 'She's just annoying'

Both of the girls didn't know where to go first but Lexi dragged her over to find Jules and Rue. They eventually found them in Fez's 'burger stand' and immediately Lexi was already in there with them. Lily stood outside looking around for Kat or Maddy. It wasn't like she didn't want to hang out with the girls, but she did want to try and avoid Josh. Josh tended to always hang around Fez for drug related reasons.

'Come in Lily' Fez yelled over to her

She smiled over to Fez for his invitation but she wanted to find the others. She waved at Rue, Jules and Lexi as she made her way around trying to find Maddy or Kat. She felt like she was walking around forever, even if this carnival was the size of an average football field. The two girls were nowhere to be found, but she did see Cassie hanging around the Jacob's famous chili stand. Lily knew that Mckay would be there but she also knew that Josh Davis wasn't. He was known to be a raging vegan.

'Hey Cas' Lily said as she walked straight behind her sister

'Oh hey' Cassie said with a soft tone, 'Do you want some chili?'

'I'm not that hungry' Lily said, 'I can't find Maddy or Kat! Have you seen them?'

Cassie looked over to her sister confused like she hadn't heard a word. Lily tried to whisper it in her ear, but before she can, Mckay answers for her.

'Maddy is off with that guy' he responded, 'Cory?'

'It's Cole' Cassie corrected, 'I mean you can just hang out with us'

In that same breath, Cassie looked over to Mckay for approval but he didn't even look at her.

'Fucking asshole' Lily whispered lowly under her breath that only Nate Jacobs could hear.

In that same moment, Nate had walked past her and handed Mckay a bowl of chili. He lightly chuckled at the comment.

'So I heard that Josh is looking for you' Cassie spoke, 'He's been looking for you all day'

'Josh Davis?' Mckay asked confused, 'Why would he be looking for Lily?'

Nate was involved in the conversation now. He watched Lily as she tried to come up with a response.

'I didn't know he was looking for me' she lied

She had a feeling he was.

'He's the guy she's been talking to on Cupid' Cassie said over to Mckay, 'The one I told you about'

'Told him about?' Lily thought, 'Does she always tell him things about me?'

Now Lily never wanted to tell her sister anything ever again.

'Oh that Tyler guy' Mckay laughed, 'I don't get why he can't use his real name'

'Excuse me' Nate whispered under his breath but it was loud enough for everyone to hear it

'Where are you going?' Mckay asked

Nate truly thought about this for a second, because he truly wasn't going anywhere far. He would be 2 feet away from them with his family. Nate looked over at Lily and then back at Cassie. They were both staring at him and he wondered how Lexi was Lily's twin? She reminded him more of Cassie than Lexi.Β 

'Just don't really care to talk about Josh' Nate commented, 'He's a dickhead'

'What makes you say that?' Lily asked

'He just is' Nate responded, 'I wouldn't date him if I were you. It's pretty low'

'Pretty low?' Lily asked with a more serious tone

'Yeah even for you' Nate responded matching her sharp seriousness

'What is that supposed to mean?' Lily asked crossing her arms over her chest

'Nothing really' Nate said crudely

Lily looked over at him with a confused and somewhat offended expression. Did Nate Jacobs compliment her for being higher than Josh Davis? Or was it the biggest insult she has ever gotten in her life?

Before she could respond, Mckay decides to change the subject to their latest football game. Lily looked over to Cassie, who was not looking at her. She knew that her sister was avoiding her gaze, because she was embarrassed. Embarrassed that she did not try to stick up for her and how Cassie would never have her back. Not in High School. Not online. Not at home. Especially, not to Nate fucking Jacobs.

'I'm going to head home' Lily said to Cassie, 'I think I need an early night'

Cassie nodded and offered to take her home. She shook her head and decided to find Kat to take her. Although, a part of her waited to see what Nate would offer but there was silence. And she knew he heard her very clearly. She choked on this reality and thought Nate and her were beginning to become friends. But she was wrong.

...

She had got home after finding Kat with this random guy. At first she was confused and kind of weirded out by this guy. Kat told her that this guy was Cole's friend and that she had slept with him in his trailer. She laughed with Kat and now she knew Kat was not a virgin. A lot of her friends were not virgins as they would always talk about it like it was the local weather. It was always a casual everyday conversation mostly brought up by BB. There were times were she didn't mind hearing the sex talks, however there were moments when she felt like a bit of a loser or left out of the sex world. She was still very much a virgin. She hadn't even kissed a boy.

She made her way to the bathroom when she had received a message from Tyler. Her heart jumped when she opened it to see that he asked her if she had enjoyed the carnival? She quickly wondered why Josh wouldn't just message her on Facebook or even ask for her number.

MsHoward26: Josh why don't you just message me on Facebook?

Tyler: Who's Josh? Lol

Lily felt her heart sink into her ass and read the message over 5 times. She didn't know if he was joking or not.

MsHoward26: Josh I'm serious lol

Tyler: Yes me too! I don't know who Josh is

She looked down at her phone and felt her heartbeat come up into her throat. She had no idea if Josh Davis had really weird sense of humor or if he wasn't truly Tyler. She wondered if Josh was lying about it? But why would he lie about something like that?

She closed her phone without responding to him and decided to take a shower. This night was just too much for Lily to take in. All she wanted to do was cuddle into her soft blankets. Meanwhile, Nate Jacobs awaits for MsHoward26 to respond to him.Β 


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