The next morning I was up early feeding Lauren before I head down to start helping Sofia.

I laid Lauren back down and took the monitor downstairs with me to find Dane and Kayden in the kitchen eating and Sofia was out back checking on things.

"Hey! How are things going?"

"I'm nervous as shit Pria. I'm so scared things aren't going to be perfect."

"Sof listen it's all going to be great and in the end, you will be married." I smiled rubbing her arm.

"Your right I'm just stressing. I need to curl my hair if you will help with my makeup."

"Of course I will help you. Let's get on it before Lauren wakes up. I'm going to give Dane the baby monitor and he can be on baby duty." I laughed.

We walked inside and I walked over and kissed Kayden on the head and Dane's lips and handed him the monitor.

"Baby duty daddy because I have to do her makeup," I said.

"I can do that just let me know when to get Kayden bathed and dressed for his duties." He smiled.

"Will do! I love you!"

"I love you too Pria."

"Am I getting married or is it you?" She laughed.

"If I've never told you anything important I'm telling you this. The love of a good man makes you feel different and when you see him holding your child melts you and you must say I love you at least once a day." I smiled.

"I'm so happy that Dane found you after losing Angie. I can see how happy you make him and I hope that I can make Holden just as happy." She smiled.

We sit down and while she curled on her hair I put my makeup on and once I was done I worked on hers.

"You look beautiful already Sof. I got you something borrowed and blue but you know I want it back." I laughed getting it out of the box.

"Oh, Pria I cant!" She said.

"You can wear it for the wedding. You know this was my mom's and she would want you to wear it." I smiled.

Kay walked in. "Sorry, I'm late but I'm here and I have something new!" She said pulling out a pair of earrings.

"Oh, mom those are gorgeous! Look what Pria let me borrow." She smiled.

"Oh goodness! I remember when Simon bought that for Lauren and she loved it." Kay smiled.

"She always wore it but Sof can borrow it for today." I smiled.

We finished getting our dresses on before helping Sof slip into hers.

There was a knock at the door. "Love are you guys about ready?"

"We are Dane! Everyone set outside?"

"We are ready! Holden is already down at the arch so we will start the music and you guys come on out." He said.

"Alright start the music we are coming!" I said just as Rob walked in the door.

"Boy don't you look like a living doll. Ready to go meet your husband?" He asked.

"I'm ready dad!"

The music begin to play and I walked out first and took my place and then Kayden walked down with Aaron.

It was funny because Aaron was the flower girl and Kayden was giggling watching him throw the pedals on the grass.

When Sof walked down the aisle with her dad she was all smiles and she looked beautiful.

I winked over at Dane since he was the best man and smiled at him. It all brought me back to our wedding day and I couldn't help but feel the warmth and fuzzies.

I looked over and Kay was holding Lauren and she was dressed up in a frilly dress that was bigger than she was.

When the preacher announced them husband and wife Holden kissed her hard on the lips and they held their hands up in the air and we all clapped.

We all settled on the patio where we had finger foods and a nice cake and laughed and I actually enjoyed a glass of champagne.

Lauren and Kayden had fallen asleep and Dane took them upstairs and brought the monitors down so we can listen for them.

We celebrated up until evening time and once everyone left Aaron and Dane cleaned up and I put all the food away.

Kayden was full of himself and Kay and Rob took him home with them.

After Lauren had woke up dad wanted to actually hold her which made my heart happy.

He cries every time he looks at her and I think he finally can admit how much he misses mom.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss her and wish she was here. I look down at the bracelet that I let Sof borrow on my wrist.

I walk upstairs to change Lauren's diaper and get her ready for bed. I sit down in the rocker and quietly sing to her as she nurses.

Once done I burp her and rock her a little more before kissing her head and putting her in her crib.

I sure miss Kayden tonight. I look over the stairs and don't hear Dane or Aaron so I figure they are still cleaning up.

I went to take a shower and laid down when Dane walked in.

"Are you sleeping on me?" He asked leaning over to kiss the side of my face.

"Not yet but I'm tired after today and I figured since I got her to sleep I should probably sleep as well."

"Well, I'm going to go back downstairs and clean up. I just told Aaron I wanted to come to check on you. We still have some trash to gather." He said.

"Well if you guys get hungry we have plenty of food left but it's all in containers in the fridge."

"I'm sure we will be when we get done. I love you Pria."

"I love you too Dane." I smiled up at him and pulled him in for another kiss.