I got Jungkook's manager 😱😆👆

"Jisung, are you alright?" Jungkook called out softly.
A lot had happened in such a short time that anyone could get dizzy recalling. It was clear now that all this had been a set up. Namjoon hadn't been captured, Hoseok had been tricked into believing it, they claimed they wanted Taehyung back... it was all false. And here Jungkook was in the floor wound deep in the midst of it all, hoping he wasn't making any wrong moves. He waited for the Kim Alpha to leave before he had spoken.

"Y-you, you were awake?" His voice had an unsettled undertone, but he still tried to sound the strong he was always taught to be. Jungkook was an enemy, he couldn't get too friendly.

Jungkook winced slightly as he positioned himself up against the wall, still slightly disturbed by the dead body so close to him. It seemed as though Jisung got the hint as he was carefully dragging his mother's body to the other end of the room. His face looked pained, but he kept stern. Jungkook could sense the other's puzzled emotions slightly, and whatever Jisung may be in the end he deserved comforting in the moment, it was all down to whether he'd accept it or not.

"Jisung, you can talk if you want."

"Why would I do that?" He glared back.

"Just to feel better I guess. I can cover my ears if you want."

"Fuck all this. I'm not as weak as you're assuming me to be!"

The sudden outburst was a bit surprising, but Jungkook did nothing more than gaze down at the floor.
A nostalgic shiver washed over him.

This was all too familiar.

Too real.

Too painful.

Years ago Jungkook had lost his mother too. He'd never been able to remember every precise detail, in fact over the years it became fainter and fainter like his mind was trying to shut it all out to keep sane.
But it was still there.

He remembered the pouring rain, his heavy tears, the deep crimson liquid that was seeping through his mother's silk.

He remembered how she told him, "Just because you're an alpha, doesn't mean you have to be strong all the time. You have a right just as anyone else to feel emotions, to cry. Don't let them label you and make you an inhumane creature. You control who you be, and I hope you'll love and laugh and dream just like we all deserve to."

And he remembered his fathers harsh words, words that still resound in head yet even today, that had nothing other than hatred and disappointment.

"You're weaker than I'd ever imagined Jungkook. You couldn't even protect your mother."

But he didn't want to be weak.

So he'd spent most of his time trying to match the description of a powerful alpha, and sure he probably surpassed the strength of one long ago, he just couldn't control his emotions.

That was his weakness.

As Jungkook looked at Jisung struggling to cope, feeling helpless and pathetic, it was too much for him to bear.

"It's all your fucking fault Jungkook! My fathers sacrificing everything to gain you. E-even his own wife, his son... JUST WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL HUH?!!" Jisung screamed at Jungkook with all his force, wanting to make the other regret it all. None of this would've happened if Jungkook wasn't here.

"Jisung calm down."

"DONT YOU FUCKING TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"
That's when he pounced on to Jungkook streamlining all his frustrated desperation and anger to make him regret it.

Capitals hurt my eyes haha but it's the best way to express extreme emotion. Have a nice day 💜💜💜
Btw 62k reads and 3k votes what the hell is happening thank you 🥺💜