J.Rose
April 3,2016
Chapter 51

I was starting to feel a little better since Rainie was letting me dress her. I was waiting for her to come out the dressing room. I had picked out another outfit for her to try on.

"Milllaa," she whined as she came out.

"Whatttt?" I said back and laughed as I eyed her up and down.

"I feel like a rapper," she said and pouted.

All she had on was a pair of  black jeans that hung loosely off her ass. Actually it looks like they were saggin perfectly. She had on a black t shirt with a girl rolling blunts on it. I licked my lips she looked good as she turned around to look in the mirror. I watched as the black jeans allowed me to catch the top part of her black Calvin klein boxers.

"You would be a sexy one," I said.

"We'll take it all in because I ain't getting it," she said and turned back around.

"I'll get it for you and keep it at my house,"I said as I looked up at her and smiled.

"What else you got?" She asked me.

I smiled and handed her another stack of outfits.

"Please get that one Papi," I said hoping she would cave in.

"No," she said and pouted.

"I'll get it then," I told her.

She rolled her eyes.

"But if I get it then you can't wear a belt," I said and giggled.

"Well I guess I won't wear a belt. Or this," she said and smirked.

I smiled and pecked her lips. I knew she was gonna wear it because she wouldn't waste my money like that. I watched as she took the clothes from me and made her way into the dressing room. We went through the last couple of outfits. I licked my lips as she came out. She had on a pair of light colored jeans a white dress shirt with her suspenders over them.

"I can get with this one," she said and smirked at me.

I could definitely get with that outfit. She looked at me and smiled.

"You like it?" She asked me.

"I really like it," I said.

I walked over to her and ran my hand down her back and around her waist to her stomach. I felt her eyes on me the entire time.

"We need to get you some clothes for my crib," she said as she pulled back.

"Okay baby," I said.

"You are making it hard for me not to get nasty in here," she said as she licked her lips.

"I'm sorry," I said and smirked.

"So tempting," she mumbled and made her way back into the dressing room to change out of her clothes and into her normal ones.

I shook my head and waited for her to come back out. I watched as she came out with like 4 outfits I had picked out. I shook my head.

"You know you gonna end up wearing that black outfit right," I said as I went into the dressing room and got it.

"I will not," she said as we made our way to checkout.

"Mhmm," I said as we went to different register  to pay.

I was looking at some dresses in forever 21 and watching Rainie text somebody on her phone. I looked up when I heard her groan and answer her phone.

"Nora don't have strippers in my crib!" She said.

I laughed and shook my head.

"I will beat your little yellow ass," she hissed.

"You lucky I'm letting you even throw a party there," she said and groaned.

I looked at her and raised my eyebrow. She looked back at me and shook her head.

"What the fuck Miguel mean here we go again?" She semi yelled.

I held up a black maxi dress and showed if to her. She looked at it and nodded her head yes.

"I'm changing locks tomorrow," she said.

I laughed she always talking about change locks.

"Do I know a DJ?" She asked as she gave me a mean as side eye.

"I'm sorry," I mouthed as I kept laughing.

"Call Ronnie," she hissed and hung up her phone.

"It's too damn early for Nora," she said and placed her phone in her pocket.

"So now I have to get a outfit for a party?" I asked her.

"No. I like what you got on now," she said and licked her lips.

"Thank you," I said and smiled.

"Besides I just gonna stop by later to make sure my crib is still there," she said and sighed.

"It will make me feel even better," I said smiling.

"Fine anything for you Ms.Rose," she said as we made our way over to pay for my stuff.

"One more store!" I said as I grabbed her hand and pulled her toward Victoria Secrets.

I laughed when I heard her whimper. I looked up at her and smirked. She had a small frown on her face. I looked down at our hand and back up to her face. I think I was falling more in love with her each passing day.

"I hate this place," she mumbled as soon as we walked in.

"Shut up and sit down," I said and grabbed a few things.

"I would love to sit down but you are dragging me around like a little doll," she said before I started pulling her into dressing room.

I pushed her down into the little built in seat and giggled.. I smirked as I unbutton my pants and took them off. Leaving me in the very comfortable and well fitting boxer briefs she had given me.

"Damn," she mumbled as I looked at her in the mirror as her eyes were glued to my ass.

I felt all the dirty thoughts run across her mind. She had no restraint as her eyes travels over my ass. I might have to get a couple pair of boxers. She seems to really enjoy looking at me in them. I shook my head smirking  and pulled the sweats up. I turned around and unzipped my windbreaker and took it off.

"How many siblings you got?" She asked me as her eyes landed on my breast.

I smirked and grabbed the hoodie placing it on my body. I watched as her light brown eyes traveled up to my lips. We had this conversation before.

"8," I said as I walked over to her.

"You're the second oldest right?" She asked me.

"Yes,"'I said as I placed my hands on her shoulders.

"Do you like it?" I asked her as her eyes met mines and she nodded her head.

"I like you better in my boxers tho'," she said and licked her lips.

I straddle her lap and placed my head on her chest as she wrapped her arms around my waist. This was all I wanted for now. To be in her arms and feel safe. She ran her hand through my hair and started to massage my scalp just like she did at my aunt's house. I closed my eyes and enjoyed her magically touch that seemed to lull me into a sense of security.

"Where's your older.." She said.

"Brother. He is in Cali someplace. My youngest brother is someplace in New York along with our Twin sister,and those other three were my little sisters," I told her.

"And the little two are your half?" She asked me.

"Yeah. My dad died when I was 14," I told her.

"I'm sorry to hear that," she said and pulled me closer.

"It's okay," I told her.

"So y'all got the same daddy?" She asked me.

"No. My older brother and me have a different one," I said.

"How many years apart are you guys?"she asked me.

"Me and Isaiah are 3 years apart. My brother Jamal and  his twin Mika are 2 years under me. Then Katrina is 8 and then you have the babies," I told her and smiled. 

"Damn. Them a lot of kids to push out,"'she said and chuckled.

I laughed too.  I was enjoying this moment. I loved this bond we had growing and I really loved how comfortable we have gotten with each other.

"Can I take you some place?" She asked me.

I looked down at her and smiled. I forgot we were still out in public. Now matter where we were time stopped and it was just us.

"Okay let me just go pay," I told her and got off her lap.

I changed out of my clothes and into my other ones. I paid for my stuff after grabbing a few more things before we left. We got back in her truck as she drove us to her little spot. I watched as we were getting close to downtown and she got off the expressway and onto the westside of chicago. She drove a little further until we turned down a block that had cars backed up. I wasn't nervous about being in the hood at all. I watched as the young men tried to sell us weed and Rain ignored them like they didn't exist.

"This is where I mostly grew up. My pops moved us out when I turned 15 because I was getting into a little trouble,"'she said and chuckled as pulled into a parking spot.

I looked at her a smirked a bit as she seemed to get lost in thoughts. I watched as her brown eyes danced back and forth as she looked down the sidewalk filled with kids running and yelling. I kissed her cheek and she looked at me and smiled. She got out the car and walked over to my side. She helped me out and closed the door.

"Nora and Miguel doesn't know about this house," she said as she looked at me nervously.

"You're the only person that knows," she said and looked down a bit.

"Why is that?" I asked her and smiled.

"Your different Ms. Rose," was all she said before we walked into the two flat building.

I watched as she opened the door and the lights came on. I looked around and smiled. It was a super nice house. The floors were all hard wood.

"Come on," she said as she pulled me up the stairs.

I didn't get a chance to marvel at all of the pictures on the wall. But I did get a glance at a 3 year old Rain and a handsome older man in t shirts covered in dirt and she had on blue jean overalls and her hair was just there. I laughed a little because neither one was smiling. It was a cute picture.

"Are you laughing at me Ms.Rose?" Rain said as she pulled me further up the stairs.

"Why are you two so dirty in that picture?" I asked her once we made it to the top of the stairs.

"I think we were working on the yard," she said as she turned on the lights.

I looked around at all the artwork that was on the wall. I felt her let my hand go as I walked around the living room.

"Want something to drink?" She asked me.

"Sure," I said as I watched her walk to the back of the house.

I ran my hand along the black leather couch. The walls were covered in graffiti drawings. It was the coolest thing ever. She had a big screen TV sitting against the window.

"Who drew this?" I asked her as I saw her walk back in with two bottles of water.

"I did," she said as handed me my water.

"So you play, sing, dance, and draw?" I asked her as I looked at the picture of the a Skeleton holding a spray can and dressed in baggy clothes.

I smiled as I looked at the the color scheme of various purples and blues. The little guy even had on a hat.

"Mmm sort of. We didn't have cable or internet until I got into my second year of highschool," she said and laughed.

"Why not?" I turned and asked her.

"Pops was a cheap old man. He told me I could just go to the library and do it for free," she said and chuckled.

I smiled as she took a sip of her water.

"What made him change his mind?" I asked her.

"Mmm I think it was my computer teacher. They dated for a little while then broke up," she said.

I laughed pops definitely did get around.

"How did you learn to draw?" I asked her.

"That was something I always could do it came easy. But I also was by myself a lot and needed things to do. So I learned from my art teacher and TV," she said and stuck her hands in her pockets.

"That's pretty dope," I said and smiled at her.

She looked at me and smiled.

"Come on," she said and grabbed my hand.

"Where we going?" I asked her as she pulled me to the back of the house.

I wanted to look around more but all the doors to rooms where closed.

"Do you like heights?" She asked me.

"Not really," I said.

"You will be safe," she said as she opened the back door.

I smiled and grew uneasy as she led me up some old wooden stairs. We stopped at the the top at a door. She grabbed two lawn chairs and placed them under her arm and opened the door. She tossed them out the door and grabbed my hand again and very carefully helped me out onto the roof.

I felt my heart speed up as I looked out at the view of the neighborhood and the other rooftops that littered the city's skyline. All my anxiety went away and a sense of peace fell over me.

"Have a seat Ms. Rose," she said.

I looked at her and smiled as she gave me one back. I sat down in one of the chairs. I watched her walk across the roof like we were on the ground and back out the door.

I leaned back in the chair and everything that has happened in the last few days rushed quickly across my mind and then suddenly vanished as the wind rustled through the treetops.  The sounds of cars blasting there music as they drove by filled the air and the sounds of kids playing and adults talking filled the air. It reminded me of my childhood summers. When everything was simple. I felt the warm spring breeze hug my body as I smiled. I felt safe. No worries.

"Here you go," Rainies voice cut through the spring air.

I opened my eyes to see her standing there with two cups and two blunts.

"We still smoking?" I asked her and took the cup and blunt out of her hand.

I watched as she sat down and stretched out her legs and crossed them at the ankle.

"Trust me it's gonna make all of this 10x better," she said and smiled at me.

I watched as she took a sip out of her batman cup and placed it in the cup holder attached to the chair. I did the same with my iron man cup. She was such a child.

"Still afraid of heights?" She asked me as she looked over at me.

"Not so much anymore," I said and looked down at my shoes.

"You never have to be afraid when you are with me Ms. Rose," she said and grabbed my hand.

I bit down on my bottom lip as I felt myself become relaxed. I smiled and looked over at her as she looked up at the sky. I trusted her more than any person in the world right now, and that made me want to open up more than I already have.

"Rain," I said lowly.

"Mhmm,"

"Can I tell you?" I asked her.