He came into the hospital... holding a lifeless Sana in his arms....

He screamed for the doctor....and they took her in to examine....

" Mr Shukla...we have to perform the surgery now" those words....took the few bits of strength he had left...

" Abhi" he fumbled with his words...

They told him to do the formalities.....forms and stuff....

As her tumor is growing rapidly....and her anxiety and depression add more fuel to it ...

Money was never an issue for him...his family is first...even if he has to sell himself....

He stood at the reception... holding the form....

With trumbling hands....he signed it.... sobbing..... crying like a child....

He sat on the floor with a thud when he saw them taking a lifeless sana hooked up with so many wires...... towards the operation theater....

He held her hand and kissed it... telling her in her ear that she has to come back to them...as their life is nothing without her....

He sat on the bench outside of the operation theater.... pammi ji next to him....
They have sent their kids to his big brothers house.....

Her dad was on his way here Along with her brother.....

Ritaa maa and Ashok ji were already in the plane.  On their way back home.....

Siddharth was trumbling.... shaking...his heart was beating outside of his chest.....
His breaths uneven.....he was rubbing his face from time to time....

Biting his nails.... spanking his knees.... signing... taking out long breaths.... looking here and there.....

Remembering their time....the time he has spend with her....the amazing years of just pleasure....

Every time when the door of the operation theater opened...his eyes ran towards it...but he only found nurse going in or out for some work.....

He was getting restless...as it's been 3 hours....

Pammiii ji was crying herself.... praying God for her daughter....

She held his hand and told him relax....and pray....

He was praying offcourse....he wants her back for that he can do anything...

His  phone pinged....and it was his sister Preeti......

" Bhai....bhabi kesi Hain?"

He controlled his emotions...as his sister was already sick...he didn't wanted her to get more worried....

" Han...vo... Preeti.....chal rha....abhi chal rha....ohhh...vo how's ...champ....he is cute like you" he said controlling...so hard that his heart ached....he held it rubbed it.....

" Bhai...he is fine...I will come soon too meet you all...and bhabi as well....Bhai.....sb thek hojaye ga... don't worry" she said

" Han...Han thek hojaye ga....bacha TM apna khayal rakhna..." He said and ended the call...he excused himself...as pammi ji was looking at his painful face...

He ran outside to the parking lot.... towards his car and sat in....cried.....and cried.... begging God to make her fine...to bring her back....
He banged on the staring wheel.... sobbing.....
" Oh...god.... please....I can not live without her.....ohh my..... please" he cried.....

He wiped his face....made himself presentable....and came inside.....

Again sat next to pammi ji..... leaning against the wall....

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" Eshaa ishaan ajao khana khaa lo" suhana said to them...kids were watching a movie....esha was quite....but ishaan was worst....he saw his mother dieing in his arms....he was scared to loose Sana....

He was in the garden....on the swing.... looking at the sky...and the birds flying there.....

" Ishaan bacha khana khaalo" suhana came. .

" Bhuk nai"
" Nai bacha mumma ko bura lgay ga agr tmne....khaya nai...kahe gi mere baby ka khayal.nai rakha..."

He started to cry... holding his face in his small hands he cried ...
" Aray come here bacha...Kia ho gya thek hojaye gi mumma...." She held him close Hugging....

" Taai jaan.....I am not ready to loose my mother again"

" She is not going anywhere..."

Esha was also there looking at her brother.....

She herself was holding up her emotions....she knew about Vikram now...as they told her sometime ago....

She already lost a father....and now her mother is struggling....

Her tears were also out....she was trying her best to hold them.up....

" Di....mummaaa pass Jana" navyaa came and said as she wanted her mother... it's been weeks....Sana didn't cuddled her...or played with her....navyaa was missing her as well....

" Mujhe b" she said and started to sobb suhaan saw them standing there crying as well...she gathered them all and kissed them telling them everything will be fine....

Sana was a lovely women.... everyone loved her....suhana also had  very good bound with her.....she herself was holding up for the sake of these kids.....they need strong hands to handle them......