Silas Mateo
@/MateoNicholas

Silas:
We need to talk

Lora:
Mabuti naman

Ang tahimik mo lately naiinis
na ako sayo

Silas:
Really? I was thinking

Lora:
Edi sa utak mo nalang yan

Ilang beses kita tinanong kung
bakit sabi mo wala lang

EDI WALA

Silas:
...

I'm sorry

Lora:
Akala ko nga igghost mo na ako

Bigla ka nalang tatahimik tapos wala kang sasabihin sakin. Naka-three days ka na

Ano paabutin mo pang one week

Silas:
No..

Was I really like that?

Hindi ko napansin

Lora:
Kasi ang lutang mo nga lagi😒

Silas:
I'm sorry, baby

Lora:
Sino ba kasi iniisip mo

Nakakapag-overthink ka ah

Silas:
Sino?

I was thinking about me dying, Lora

Lora:
WAG MO KO TAWAGING LORA

Silas:
Nichola.

Lora:
Anong nangyari sa baby?

Gara mo naman

Edi wag

Kulit mo

Wala pa nga iniisip mo na agad na mawawala ka na

Silas:
It's the truth

Lora:
So kelan?

Paki-update naman ako para aware ako kung kelan ako magmomove on

Paki schedule na din ng lamay mo para wala na kaming iintindihin

Ano gusto mong bulaklak?

Ano? Ganyan gusto mo?

Pati mararamdaman namin
kailangan ba planado din?

Silas:
Lora please

Lora:
Why can't you just live, Silas?

Siguro hindi ka masaya na kasama kami kaya hindi ka na nagbabalak pa lumaban, na madagdagan manlang kahit ilang araw yang buhay mo para makasama pa kami

Just live!

Alam ko namang mahina din ang loob

mo sa ganyan eh pero nandito na ako

May kasama ka na kaya. Hindi ka na mag-isa kaya please lang,
 magtiwala ka naman sa sarili mo

Silas:
I was 10 when I had my first heart surgery. I was the same age when I discovered I have the same disease as Dad.

Even though I'm just worrying about my allergies now, it's still scary. What if lumala uli? You really can't tell. In fact, it's still here. The sickness never left, I just can't feel it now. 

Mom used to tell me I'm like the carbon copy of my Dad and even
 how our brain works is the same

So maybe we have the same fate too

That's just something embedded in my brain ever since

Lora:
Alam ba ni Tito na maaga siya mawawala?

Just think about this, maybe he fought till the end kasi nandyan si Tita Lindsay

Tapos here you are, sumusuko na agad dahil nalaman na
nawala si Tito dahil sa kaparehas na sakit nya

Kung siya ikaw ngayon, tingin mo ganyan magiging reaksyon niya?

Aba hindi ko siya nakita o nakilala
pero sa tingin ko hindi

Baka nga mas positive pa sya kesa sayo

Silas:
You're really enumerating everything..

Lora:
Dapat sayo may nilook forward eh

Kapag wala ka sigurong inaasahan, baka malaman ko nagbobook ka nasa punerarya

Silas:
I'm not that hopeless

Lora:
Excited ka ba gumraduate?

Silas:
Nah

Lora:
Gusto mo ba magbakasyon?

Silas:
Not really

Lora:
Or gusto mo na magtrabaho?

May goal ka ba?

Silas:
Nah

Nothing

Lora:
Ganyan ba talaga kapag matalino

Hmp

ANONG GUSTO MO

Silas:
I wanna see you

Lora:
Dyan ka magaling, sa kalandian

Silas:
Idk

Lora:
Silas magisip ka naman

Silas:
I want..

Lora:
Ano?

Silas:

I wanna see you in a white gown

Lora:
Third year college palang ako

Silas:
I can look forward to it

Lora:
Porket wala kang goals sa buhay eh

Silas:
I really wanna be with you

If only we can do that now

Lora:
ASA KA PA

Next year ggraduate palang ako tapos
magrereview para sa med school!

Silas:
Yes of course

I'm just imagining things

Lora:
Sure ka ba sakin?

Sabagay, wala ka ng choice

Silas:
There's a lot of choices, Baby.

I just chose you.

Lora:
Hmp

Panindigan mo ko

Silas:
I'm already doing that

Lora:
FINE

Look forward sa wedding

That's what you want right?

Silas:
Damn right

Lora:
Then we'll do that

In favor din naman sakin kasi duh
sino ba namang tatanggi pa sayo

Baka nga may taga-abang na dyan
sa tabi tabi eh

Silas:
Re-evaluate, Nichola

Baka magbago pa rin isip mo sakin

Lora:
GAGO KA BA

HINDI NA

Jockpot na nga eh

A lot in one, ganon

Silas:
Tell me if anything changes

Lora:
Gagalitin mo na naman ako eh
good mood na nga yung tao

Silas:
You're not mad anymore?

Lora:

Basta hindi ka na mag-iisip ng
kung ano ano

Silas:
I'll try

Lora:
I-promise mo!

Silas:
You know I can't do that

Lora:
Basta sabihin mo sakin

Dapat alam ko kapag
nagooverthink ka na

Silas:
Alright. Promise.

Lora:
Thank you.

Silas:
What's with the period? Are you still mad?

Lora:
Hindi na

Silas:
?

Why does it feels like you're still mad..?

Lora:
Hindi na nga

Silas:
Really? I think you're still mad

Lora:
Silas hindi na nga

Silas:
Then why is your reply so short?

You used to add a lot of extra letters

Like thiiisss

Lora:
Jusko

Sakit sa breyn

Wala lang sa mood pero di na ako galit

Promise cross my heart

Silas:
Really

I'm sorry

Lora:
Sige ipilit mo pa

Silas:
I'll shut up now

Lora:
Hinga lang ako saglit baka
umayos mood ko

Silas:
Were you not breathing

Lora:
SILAS JUST SHUT UP FOR NOW

Silas:
Oh damn I'm sorry 😩🙏

Lora:
MY GOD