Hello Lovely People,

I know it's been forever that I don't update and by forever I mean months! Where did the time go, seriously?

I'm not even sure how to explain why it took me so long to post, I guess life happened and I got caught in the middle of a lot of things, work, family issues and my anxiety kicking in again.

The good news is that I have finished the Book!! OMG, I mean, whaaaaaaaat? The past couple of months I was focused on reviewing all the chapters from the two books, so I've made some changes (not big ones, however if you feel like reading all over again, I'm all about it!!).

The only chapter that has suffered a bigger change is the one where Abby meets Noah, which I admit, was kind of weird, so I highly recommend you to go from there (Chapter 76 in case you're wondering). It will be also be good to remember where we left things off.

Also, I took the time to finish the book. I didn't post because I didn't want to have something happening in the middle of it that would leave you hanging again.

So, I did it! Yeeees, there won't be months or weeks, not even days apart from posting one chapter to the other. I'll post at least one chapter everyday until the end of the book, which is close to its end!!!!

Read at least the last chapter as a reminder! Emma & Noah are back together and I missed my babies so much!

About this chapter, it has some mature content, just warning you!

Ok, enough of me! Thank you for baring with me, I'm truly sorry and I hope you enjoy the chapter and continue to ready the story!

Love always,
Me

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Emma's POV

When we get inside my dorm, stumbling and bumping into everything, I don't waste time taking his suit jacket off, followed by his tie, but then I take a step back putting some distance between us, before I proceed with undressing him.

I feel like before we do this, I need to know. It's stupid of me and I probably shouldn't be worried about this now, but I cant help it. I'm not sure why I need to ask this, but I do anyway.

''So, during this time, you haven't... you know?'' He looks at me and raises his eyebrow.

''No, of course not. Have you?''

The amusement in his face turns into fear and then panic and I know he's thinking that I was the one who wanted to go away after all, so there's a chance I might have done something.

''No, I also didn—" I shake my head, letting him know that I didn't do it and I can barely finish my sentence, because his mouth is back to mine, while I sense his smile and I finally get rid of his shirt.

In the meantime, he's unzipping my dress and lowering it to my ankle, his eyes on mine all the time, until he starts placing kisses all over my body.

I just love his intense stare, it makes me feel so wanted and I'll admit, it's a huge turn on.

I'm left only in my underwear while he's in his boxers and once we're both practically naked, he takes a step back to look at me from head to toe.

I like the way he looks at me, but I feel too exposed, so I instinctively cover my body.

''Don't.'' He grabs my hand and takes it away from my stomach, bringing it to his lips and placing a kiss on my palm. ''You're so fucking gorgeous.''

I also take a moment to look at him and if he had six pack before, now it's even more apparent and I wonder if he has been working out more than usual.

It should be illegal to have abs like that.

He's too hot for me to just stare, so I act like a hormonal teenager, being bold enough to pull him towards me and kiss him with an intensity like never before.

His hands go to my breasts and he goes from kissing my lips, going down my jaw, then my neck, my collarbone, finally reaching the top of my breast. He then lowers my bra and kisses my nipple, making me moan.

''I missed you so much.'' He says, his mouth now on the other breast. His hand goes to the clasp of my bra and in an experienced move, I'm bare in front of him, only with my panties on.

He pulls me towards my bed and lays me down, so he hovers over me, supporting his weight with his elbows.

''I love you, you know that, right?'' I nod incapable of saying anything, but I'm not sure he saw me nod, because he's already going down my body, once again leaving kisses everywhere.

He kisses my stomach, going south a bit more, kissing my tights, until he kisses my panties.

He plants a kiss right in the center of it, my intimate part and his mouth only being apart by the thin fabric.

Damn, this is too sexy.

He grabs both sides of my panties and gestures to lower it, but before he does, he looks at me searching for approval. I nod and with a smirk on his face, my panties are off and his tongue is doing magic.

Sweet lord.

I don't think I can handle the wet kisses he's giving me and the way his tongue is moving in circles, knowing exactly where to go and driving me insane. I raise my hips so he can have better access to me and when I hear him moan is when I almost come on the spot.

I grab his hair with force, but I think he notices I'm too close, so he stops and goes back up, kissing my body up until he reaches my neck once again.

''Not yet, baby.'' He whispers, while I'm already breathless.

I help him pull down his boxers, but he suddenly stops and looks at me, serious.

''What happened?'' I ask, a bit worried of why he stopped.

''I'm so sorry to bring this up now, but... where is Madeleine?'' I take a relieved breath.

''She's staying at Mark's. She won't be coming here tonight.''

He smirks and his body is back to hovering mine.

''Oh, so we have the room to ourselves?'' I nod. ''So it's ok if I fuck you on the studying table?'' I nod again, my breath shallow.

He opens my first drawer to get the foil package and quickly opens it, rolling the condom down, before placing himself between my legs.

''Are you ok?'' He asks to make sure he can continue.

I nod again at the same time that he positions at my entrance and in a split second, I feel the pressure as he enters me.

I let out a loud moan escape, that is muffled with his mouth kissing mine. We're not exactly known for keeping it quiet and especially now that we're at the dorm, I need to control myself, otherwise I'm sure people will be knocking on the door.

He speeds up a little bit, filling me entirely. He takes it out, jut to rock it back in, fast and deeply, making me whole. His thrusts are intense and hard and the fact that we haven't done this in so long makes it even more intense.

''God, I missed this.'' I say as I raise my hips once more.

I circle my hips to tease him and he throws his head back, letting me know that it's working.

''Fuck, Emma!"

We continue like this for a while and I close my eyes to savor this moment.

''I'm so close, baby. I want you to come with me.'' I nod and he speeds up even more, until I let out a moan that is more like a scream, as he does the same, letting his body fall flat over mine.

We stay there breathless, sweaty, our bodies molded as one, until we're recovered enough to do something - anything. He rolls to the side and takes the condom off, giving it a knot on its opening and throwing it in the trash can.

''Noah?'' I support myself on my elbow to look at him. His eyes are closed and a lazy smile is on his lips.

''Yeah?'' He says and opens just one eye to look at me.

''I love you.'' His smile grows bigger and he leans up to kiss me.

''I love you more.'' He says, his lips on mine.

He then pulls me to rest on his chest, as he traces circles on my back.

We stay like this for quite some time, but after a long conformable silence, I finally speak.

''So, I remember you saying something about the study table.'' I look up at him and smirk, because I think my intentions are pretty clear.

''Oh, I surely did.''

He hovers over me again and starts kissing me, but this time, I'm taking full control of it. I turn us around so I'm on top of him and after I kiss him deeply, I can already few the growing volume between my legs.

I don't give him a chance to do anything, as I'm already going down, kissing his body just like he did to me about half an hour ago.

''Emma, what are you... Fuck.'' He says the moment I get to where I wanted and put him in my mouth.

I start slow, than I speed up and he doesn't say anything, he just moans my name, giving me the satisfaction of knowing that I'm the one giving him this pleasure.

''You should stop if you don't want me to come in your mouth.''

I get out of the bed, going to the study table and sitting on its edge. I look at him and wait for him to get to where I am.

He looks like he just got the best gift ever and as he rolls down the condom one more time, I feel excitement growing inside of me.

He holds my waist as he places himself between my legs again and for the second time tonight, I feel him fill me completely.

I'm decided to take control though and before he finishes, I push him back, making him sit on the chair, as I sit on top of him and lower myself on his length.

I speed up, grabbing his hair, while he holds me by the waist and helps me move on top of him.

''I need to ask you something.'' He says completely breathless as I'm making my moves.

''Yeah? Go ahead, ask me.''

I don't stop moving and I have a feeling I already know what he's about to ask.

''Do you... fuck. Do you want to... be my girlfriend?''

He's having a hard time getting the question out as I'm moving, but I smile and kiss him.

''What do you think?''

I make a circular movement with my hips and he throws his head back with a loud moan.

''I need you to say it.''

''Yes.''

With my answer, he kisses me deeply and speeds up the pace, making it so intense and sexy, that it doesn't take long for both of us to come again.

He hugs me tight against his body, before standing up, still holding me in his arms and laying us both down on the bed.

He takes the condom off again, throwing it in the trash can with the other one.

''Uhn, those need to go somewhere else. Mads will probably see them.''

''Well, two times in a roll? Let her see. I think she'll be envying us.'' I chuckle and roll my eyes, snugging closer to his body.

''Such a show off.''

He smiles and he kisses the top of my head as we fall into a silence again. It's already late in the night, but I don't want to sleep. I feel tired after all our... activity, but I just want to be with him.

''So, I'm your girlfriend, hun?''

''You so are.'' Another kiss on my temple.

''You know, for a moment, I thought this would never happen again.''

''I know, I thought that too. I don't know what I would do if you moved on. I'd probably be a bitter, lonely and depressed old man. It would be your fault. You wouldn't want that, would you?''

I like this playful Noah.

''Don't be so dramatic.'' He tightens his hold on me and we stay silent after that.

I can feel he's almost sleeping under me, as his chest goes up and down heavily.

"Can I ask you a question?" I wait for his answer, because I'm not sure he's still awake.

"Always."

"When you saw me at the library and said I look different, what did you mean?"

He turns to his side and rests his head on his hand to be able to look at me, as if he's contemplating what he should say.

"I wanted to say you looked gorgeous, but I thought that after two months that would be too much for a first approach. Like I said, it was about you, so I didn't know what to expect, I didn't know if you were still mad at me or not, so different seemed the right word to say."

"You really think I looked beautiful? My hair is different and I lost weight."

"You're always gorgeous to me, Ems. It was not about your hair or something like that. Don't get me wrong, I love the way you look, but that's the superficial stuff. It was about your attitude. You seemed more secure and more sure of yourself. This is what made you even more beautiful to me."

"I thought you wanted a girl that does whatever you want without arguing, Mr. Control Freak."

He shakes his head.

"I never wanted that. Trust me, I'm different too. I've learned that I can't have things my way when it comes to you. Believe me, if it was like that, you wouldn't have kicked me out of your dad's apartment in New York and spent the entire summer in another continent.''

I nod. He was actually much more understanding that I was expecting when I had that conversation with him back in New York.

I was hoping that he would argue with me until he convinced me to stay and spend the summer with him, but I think he knew how serious I was about all that.

''By the way, I thought I was Mr. Grumpy to you, not Mr. Control Freak.'' He grins.

''Well, you can be both, but let's say you're improving in that department.''

He doesn't say anything else and yet again, we're in silence. I thought I asked him everything I wanted over dinner, but questions start popping up in my mind.

"Why didn't you answer me when I texted you?"

"Come on Ems, I was heartbroken. I thought that if I didn't answer I'd be able to heal faster from you dumping me. I guess I thought that if I did text you, we'd be in that cycle again and you'd never be able to forgive me entirely. It was hard, but I managed not to do it.''

"I thought you were with Cindy and that's why you ignored me."

Maybe I shouldn't be talking about her after the amazing night we had, but I'm stupid and can't help it.

"I was with her when you texted me, just not in the way that you thought. She was torn between punching me on the face because I couldn't stop reading your text over and over again and grabbing my phone to call you and tell you to never talk to me again."

"She said that?" I think the look on my face said it all. I wasn't happy that she was trying to make him move on, but I have no right to be mad at that.

"She was just trying to help."

"Sure she was." I roll my eyes.

Although it's not my place to be mad, it doesn't mean that I'm not annoyed.

''Does she know we're back together?''

''Yes and no. I told her I'd be taking you out on a date.''

I don't say anything, because I'm still not sure how I feel about her.

We remain in a comfortable silence for a while. He traces circle on my back and I smile to myself, thinking about how good it is to be in Noah's arms again.

I hear his voice breaking the silence one last time, before we drift off to sleep.

"I want you to meet her."

Sorry, what?

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Thank you for reading and not giving up on me! 💛