Y/N
After visiting the hospital, the kids kept whining about how much they wanted to sleep over at Jungkook's house. I sighed and agreed but only if we stopped by our apartment to gather things like clothes and school supplies for the next day.
"Mommy are you coming too?" Ji Ae tugs on my shirt.
"No." I crouched down. "So be nice to Mr. Jeon and Mrs. Choi, don't make their life harder than it already is."
"Aw mommy please?" She stares at me with Bambi eyes and even Jihyun joined. "I want to have a sleepover with mommy and daddy."
"It's not like it's the first time this happened." Jungkook shrugs nonchalantly.
"It's still inappropriate and I'm not going to your house this time for something work related."
"Then I'll invite you to dinner at my house, you would have to come then and might as well stay."
"Why are you doing this?" I looked up at him.
"Because I want to spend time with the kids." He says. "And you."
I hated the way my heart fluttered. This man was the man who ruined your life. Took advantage of you! But... "Fine. Give me a minute to grab some clothes."
I hated the way I yielded so easily. Luckily my mother wasn't here to see me and tell me I'm making a mistake for it. I gave her a quick text telling her that we won't be home for the rest of the night.
It didn't take long for us to get to Jungkook's house. I still marveled at his huge mansion and it's cost.
"Mrs. Choi!" Jungkook shouts and the lady walks out of the kitchen. "Can you make dinner for four today?"
Mrs. Choi looked delighted to see the kids and I. "Oh you're back, the young master told me everything! I'll make sure that the dinner will be the best that you've ever had."
"Thank you for your hard work." I smile and put our bags on the couch. Mrs. Choi heads into the kitchen and the kids start to explore the enormous house. "Mr. Jeon, can you show me to where we're going to sleep?"
Jungkook frowns when I called him Mr. Jeon again. "I thought I told you not to call me that. It's Jungkook." I opened my mouth to debate but he cuts me off. "And don't say that it's unprofessional since we're not at work."
"Jungkook." I corrected myself and he seemed satisfied. "I told you that this is new, I need time to get used to you being the kids... father." I whispered the last word in case the kids were nearby. "In my eyes you're a completely different person."
"I'm still the same Jungkook." He countered and I shifted my foot. "Look I understand your point, it's weird for me since you're my... kids mom but you're still Y/N to me."
I gulped and nodded. "Fine. I'll try."
Jungkook offers me a small smile and gestures me to follow him. I take the bags that we've packed and me to the guest rooms.
"You already know where the bathrooms are." He says as we walked back to the living room. The kids were already watching tv, probably opened by Mrs. Choi. "What are you guys watching?"
"Spongebob!" They both shout and Jungkook sits with them on the couch.
"Really? I have't watched that in so long."
The three of them got along with each other well while I went into the kitchen. Mrs. Choi smiles when she saw me and I helped her chop the vegetables.
"Everything must be hard for you." She says as she works on the soup. "If I were you I would be too!"
"It is very shocking." I say absent minded. "But Jungkook did have a point in that he's still Jungkook. Nothing has changed... well not much. It's just something I have to get used to."
"Do you have feelings for him?" Mrs. Choi inquires which caught me off guard. "Don't worry, I can keep a secret."
I put my knife down and thought of the question but could only draw up to one conclusion. "Even if I did love him, he's engaged."
"Even if you don't love him, the kids have brung the young master lots of joy since they came into his life." Mrs. Choi keeps going on. "It would be nice if you bring them for more sleepovers, not only for the young masters sake but for them to experience what it would be like to have a father and for me to make delicious meals for them."
"I know." I nodded. "I know."
During dinner, I watched as Jungkook put piece of food onto the kids plate. Fussed when they wouldn't eat their vegetables and made jokes with them. The whole time I found myself smiling at them.
It was everything I wanted. They wanted. A complete family.
Am I selfish for taking that away? To not tell Ji Ae the truth and keeping them away from their real father? Just because I have some feelings left for Jimin?
No. Not just for Jimin but Jungkook too. But those feelings can't exist. He's engaged as well. We can't marry, I doubt Sana would accept the kids either. They won't have a father either way.
"Mom?" Jihyun asks and I snapped my head up. "You were frowning, is something wrong?"
I shook my head and gave him a peck on the cheek. "Nothing's wrong baby. I'm just tired."
"After this how about I wash the kids and look after them while you can shower and go to bed?"
"That would be great." I gave him a small smile and finished my dinner to go wash up.
I stood under the shower trying to sort out my thoughts. Why do engagements have to ruin everything? Why am I into engaged men? I let out a empty laugh and let the water pelt my skin.
Why is my life so complicated?
Jungkook
I managed to get the kids into the bath and they started splashing water all over the place. I frowned when I got a face full of water, my shirt soaked.
The twins only grin at me. "Daddy join us!"
"The bath is big enough for all of us!" Jihyun adds. I sighed and removed my clothes then got into the bath with them, water overflowing out of the tub.
"You two still need to get washed." I reached for the soap and Ji Ae but she lunged away from my hold. "Ae..."
"Not again." Jihyun sighs and Ji Ae hops out of the tub and starts running around the bathroom sticking her tongue out at me.
"Catch me!"
I got out of the bath and reached for her but she slipped out from under me. I gaped at her as she dumps the soap onto the floor, I walked towards her cautiously and she starts running past me again and I tried to grab her but slipped on the soap.
"No wonder your mother looked like she went through hell the last time you were here." I groaned as I stood and Ji Ae ran straight into my arms this time. "No running."
"Ok daddy." She giggles and I bring her back to the tub, Jihyun was already washing the soap off of his body.
I wash the two of them then myself. As I rinsed the shampoo from my hair, I realized that my daughter was staring at me, more specifically what was under the water.
"Why does daddy and Jihyun have that?" She questions and I choked on my saliva and blushed. "Why don't me or mommy have one?"
"Because Jihyun and I are males, you and Y/N are females." I sputtered, feeling uncomfortable to talk with this with my 6 year old daughter.
"Does it hurt when I kick it? Hyunie cried when I kicked it by accident." Her eyes started to shine and my blood ran cold.
I brought my hand between my legs and I sympathized for my son. "Yes it does so don't unless a boy's bullying you."
All she does is giggle and there was nothing on my son's face but terror. She'll steal hearts in the future but break balls.
After getting them dressed, it seemed like we were in the bathroom for an hour. I brought them to my room and they started jumping on my bed. "Be careful or you'll fall."
Jihyun obeys and sits patiently while Ji Ae continues to jump. I started to wonder who she got her personality from.
"Daddy where's mommy?" Jihyun looked around my room.
"She's sleeping in another room." I searched my bookshelf for the book that I read to them last time to finish it off. "Do you want to see her?"
"No I want mommy to sleep here!" Jihyun crossed his arms. "What's the point of a sleepover if you don't sleep in the same room together and play?"
"Is that what you want?" I sighed and he nods. "Then I'll see what your mom wants to do."
I knocked on Y/N's door but when she didn't respond I peeked inside and she was sprawled on the bed, her limbs spread out like a starfish.
I chuckled and neared her. I knelt beside the bed and stared at her sleeping figure. Beautiful. Was all I could do to describe her, even if she was sleeping like the dead.
I debated if I wanted to wake her or not and gently shook her shoulders. She stirred and turned onto her side.
"Y/N." I couldn't help the smile that crept to my face. "Y/N wake up."
"5 more minutes." She groaned and burrowed into the blankets.
"Secretary Kim, are you going to ignore your boss?"
Y/N seemed to remember where she was and she sat up. She stared at me flushed and I raised an eyebrow at her. "Jungkook! What do you need?"
"The kids want you to sleep with us." I shrugged but Y/N froze. She stared at me with wide eyes and I sighed. "Last time you slept with us, that wasn't a big issue was it?"
"N-no but-"
"Two kids will be between us, we won't touch."
Y/N stares behind me and I looked behind me, the twins were staring from the door. She gets up from the bed and head to my room. Y/N takes one side while I took the other, the twins between us.
She slowly brushes Ji Ae's hair with her fingers as the twins drifted off to sleep. There was a small smile on her face but her eyes were empty, almost longing. She returned to the way she was during dinner.
"What's wrong?" I whispered but she shook her head.
"It's stupid." She closes her eyes but I don't yield.
"In your language it means that there's something wrong." I propped myself up with my elbows and repeat. "What's wrong?"
"The same old thing I always worry about." She shakes her head and stares at her- our kids. "Why does an engagement always ruin everything? Why can't my kids have a complete family?" Then she hesitates and meets my gaze. "... Why do I always fall in love with someone I can't have?"
I tensed and she turned to her side, her back facing me.
My heart raced in my chest and I felt a little disappointment that she would turn her back to me. I reached out for her but my hand froze just above her arm.
"Y/N." She doesn't respond but I knew that she was awake. "Y/N, look at me."
I hear her inhale deeply then she turns around and looks at me once more.
"I told you, I love you right?" I say slowly and she nods. "And you know that I don't love Sana." She nods again. "We can be together. I can break the engagement if you ask me too but it'll take some time."
She stares at me with doubt and hesitation. God, I would do anything to get rid of that look on her face.
"I want you, and the kids." I glanced at the two joys of my life between us. "Don't you want a complete family? Because that's what I want too. Us. The four of us."
Tears fell from her face and I brushed them away.
"Do you want to be with me?" I asked softly and she gives me a small nod. "We'll solve it together and once it's over... I'll marry you."
A small sob escapes her lips and she continues to nod even as I bring her head to my chest.
"We'll find a way."
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