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Kongpob's POV

"Kong? " I was awaken by a familiar voice.

I scrunched my nose and scratched my eyes to see the person clearly.

"Arthit? "

What am I doing here?

Then it all hit me.

"Chon, I'm sorry. We can no longer be together again. " I told her when she tried to kiss me.

I dropped her off at her hotel and quickly made my way out when she tried to kiss me.

"Why? Is there someone else? " she whispered, she was hurting I can tell.

I don't want want be the cause of her pain but I am not the type to lie just to make someone feel better.

"Yes, " I admitted.

"Who?" she asked at once.

"I have someone I love that's all you have to know. " I said candidly.

She sighed deeply. "Promise me, " she sniffled. Tears are forming in the corner of her eyes. "if it doesn't work out you will come back to me. "

I wiped the tears away from her eyes through my thumb. "I can't, "

I don't want to give her false hopes.

"Why? You won't even give me an empty promise. " she sulked, the sadness in her eyes was so apparent.

But she deserves my honesty.

"Because I'll do anything to make it work. " I replied.

"You like that person that much? " she asked.

"I LOVE that person that much. " I corrected her.

She smiled disappointedly. "Lucky bitch." she whispered.

"You'll find yours someday. "

"Kong, don't. Don't say something to try to make me feel better, just go. " she shooed me away reluctantly.

"Take care. " I left hurriedly afterwards.

I half ran and walked out of the hotel. I need to see Arthit. I don't want him to have the wrong idea about Chon and me.

I tried to call him but my phone suddenly went off.

Fuck.

I went to the university where I left them but only to find they weren't there anymore.

I decided to just go to his place in the end, thinking he might have gone home.

I hope.

When I knocked on his door, nobody was answering.

Shit.

Where is he?

I decided to wait for him and sat by the door.

I need to see him and explain things.

I was very uneasy but it may be due to exhaustion I fell asleep waiting for him.

"This is a doorway, not your bedroom. " I snapped out of my thoughts upon hearing Arthit's voice. His tone was cold, it got me agitated.

I was at a loss for words. I was trying to fathom the mood he was in.

When I looked at him, I was surprised.

Was it joy that flickered through his eyes?

Was I hallucinating?

But I feel the need to make him understand, I don't want him mad at me.

I could feel that I am slowly getting through his heart and I don't want whatever happened earlier ruin it.

"Chon is just a friend. I just need to drop her at her hotel but I drove my way here quickly after. " Please believe me, I chanted in my mind over and over again.

He didn't answer. He opened his door and entered.

His quietness scared the shit out of me.

I hesitated if I should come in so we could both talk after we have taken a rest but before I could come up with anything - I felt his hand seized mine and pulled me in.

I let him guide me inside.

At that moment, I felt something incomprehensible.

I felt like with that touch, we were able to send a message across each other.

It made me so happy that my heart felt like exploding.

His hand was warm so I laced my fingers on his and stared at it.

The feeling was indescribable. Yes, we kissed but I never thought a simple touch like holding hands could make someone feel so euphoric.

I felt his hand on my cheek. I gazed at him and our eyes met. "I'm glad you're here. " he shyly said.

So do I. I thought.

I was overjoyed.

When he tried to break free, I held him even tighter.

I needed him close to me.

I needed to touch him.

To feel him.

I was afraid that I lost my chances.

Arthit is so very difficult to read.

I gave my best effort not to smile but failed miserably.

"I'll always be here whenever you want me to. I'll always follow you. "

When he smiled back at me, I felt like our heart were so connected.

My heart calmed down.

We understood each other without the need for words.

Our hearts spoke when our lips failed to.

I am so in love with Arthit.

I am going to make him mine.

It sent a strong feelings in me.

When he leaned on me when I was left standing in front of him after he pulled me along with him to his bed, I couldn't help but ask to myself what he was doing.

With his actions, I felt liked.

Liked?

I felt loved.

Loved?

Was he finally opening up to me now?

I might have sounded so confident at making him fall for me but I wasn't really.

It was just a facade but I was certain I would stop at nothing to make him mine.

Did I finally get through his heart completely?

I can't help but be extremely elated by the thought.

It seemed like my heart was filled with so much feelings I couldn't contain them anymore.

I love him so much I can't breathe.

He pulled me down to his bed without a warning so I was really taken aback.

I was about to ask him when he interrupted me. "Don't talk. I'm tired. " then he embraced me.

Yes, I think you are mine now.

Finally,  mine.

When he had his arms around my waist and embraced me tightly. I felt like I was where I should be. - beside him.

There's no better place but beside him.

"Hold me and don't go. " he asked.

I'm glad it was dark, he couldn't see the water that's forming in my eyes.

My heart felt like it's going to explode with so much feelings for this person.

I turned around to face him.

I looked at Arthit. I stretched his arms to touch his face.

My man. I thought.

He buried his face at the crook of my neck and scooted in closer. I wrapped him in my arms.

He seemed felt relaxed and started to drift off.

At that moment I felt like, I could live like this forever with him.

Arthit is the person I want to protect with my life.

I want to love.

I gazed down at him as he was drifting away.

I love you.

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There you go.

My heart. My poor heart.

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