Chapter 13- Talking to Dad.

Makiela.

I hold my legs together as I rock back and forth feeling myself get very horny for some reason, I have never felt so anxious to have sex before. I looked over at Zayn as he was asleep, his hard rod was bulging out of his boxers, making me go insane in my head.

I've been so stressed out lately and Zayn and I only had sex three times....our relationship is truly build off of love and heart but we gotta attach sex to it too. Because his dick is too bomb not too.

I quietly get out of the bed and take off my pajama shorts along with my bra and panties. I am so naughty and ridiculous. This is so disrespectful. Why am I about to do this. I think to myself. I get back on the bed and slide his boxers off slowly enough for me to pull his hard member out, I take it out from its hiding place.

Then I climb on top of him and slide myself on to his rod.

"Ooooo...." I moan as I take every inch inside of me. I begin to bounce my ass up and down on his dick, I tilt my head back and open my mouth, it felt so good...I wanted to ride harder but I didnt want to wake him, even though I'm sure what I'm doing would wake him up. I grind on him and another moan escapes from my lips while I'm staring at the ceiling.

Surprisingly he grips my ass hard, causing me to stop and look at him in embarrasment, I knew he would wake up but not catching me off guard like this.

"What you doin?" He asked.

"Hm?" I ask softly

"Are you raping me?" He squints. "You just gon take the dick...."

"I'm sorry." I start to climb off, but he holds on to my ass and roughly pound my pussy on to his big hard dick, and I begin to scream out of pleasure.

"Oh shit! Mmm...yes! Ooooo daddy!"

"You just gonna take my dick?" He laughs and continue the process, I yell from the sex that I am receiving and he stops and remove me from off of him and pin me down on my stomach as he hovers over me.

"Pu--" Before he can give me instructions I arch my back and position my ass in the air.

"Oooo....you know what daddy like." He runs his finger from the top of my ass crack all the way dow to my clit, and I get chills from the touch.

"Zay please fuck me, i need it." I beg.

He grabs my hips and slowly starts to grind in side of me, I hiss and play with my nipple as he bends over and kisses my neck.

"You want it harder baby?" He questions.

"Yeeess."

"Tell daddy how you want it." He voices in his deep husky tone, my core begins to flow.

"I-I want it rough.....and I want you to go fast".

He then thrust his self into me hard, while squeezing my ass. "You mean hard like this?"

"Yes!" I cry out.

He hasten his pace and I squeal loud, causing my voice to echo through out the whole room.

"Shiiit! Oh fuck, Zayn!" I grip on to the sheets and arch my back even more.

He slaps my ass hard causing to me yell out of agony and pleasure.

"You like this don't you?"

"Yes daddy! Harder!"

He slaps my ass a few more times causing it to sting. "Throw it back." He demands as he slaps it again.

I throw my ass back as I look behind me and watch as his whole shaft quicky strokes inside of my pussy, I can feel him growing inside of me, I pound myself on to him hard. And he licks his lips as he watches ass my ass jiggle all over his dick.

"Damn girl....this pussy is somethin else." He chuckles and wipe the sweat forming on his forehead, he stops and lays me on my back, them spread my legs wide apart, leaving them in the air.

He enters his manhood in my entrance, and harshly ram his self into me, he's tearing this pussy up. It's so wet that it starts to make a loud slouching noise, he goes deeper and I wrap my legs around his waist and dig my nails into his back.

"You love me?" He whispers in my ear.

"Yes daddy I-I love you so much!" My voice cracks.

"Who own this pussy?" He pounds harder and quicker, and I feel myself about to cum.

"I don't wanna cum yet Zayn, slow down!" I beg with tears running down my cheeks.

He ignores my plea, and wraps his hand around my neck. "Who own this pussy? Tell me." He says sternly.

"It's yours daddy! You own it! Oh shit I'ma-- ima cum!"

He goes faster, we release together, I can feel his warm nut filling up inside of me.

"Why you do that I wasnt ready and you didn't even pull out!" I whined.

"I want you to have my baby, that's why." He kisses my lips and get off of me. I lay down trying to restore my self.

"Zayn.....you get on my nerves." I say with a smile.

He goes into the bathroom and closes the door behind. And I start having flashbacks of what we did already, he knows how to wear me out. His phone begins to vibrate. I pick it up and look at the message that pops up on the screen.

Diamond- Hey, are you up? I need you for something.

I lick on my lips and squint my eyes. I then tried to get access into his phone and I needed a code which was odd, because we made a thumb print for each others phones when we first got together.

"Baby?" I call out as he exits the bathroom and grabs a towel.

"Yeah."

"Who is Diamond?" I questioned.

"Oh this girl that I met outside the club a few days ago, she's a sixteen year old runaway, I've been helping her get her life together." He tells me.

"Well why haven't you introduce us, I would like to meet her."

"Okay baby, maybe sometime tomorrow. I'm suppose to drop her off at school."

"Oh okay." I smile, and get up and grab my robe from the off the hook we have near the closet and I wrap it around my self.

"Why did you put a lock on your phone?" I ask as I tie the robe.

He pokes out his lip and glances at me. "I just felt like it."

"Oh okay, ima put one on my mi--"

"The code is your name." He cuts me off and hold a goofy smile on his face. "I just wanted to test out my settings and I'm not creeping on you. Diamond is a little girl that I'm helping out, I'm tryna keep her out of the streets....cause she wanted to work at the club."

"Okay I believe you Zayn, don't worry." I giggle and go into the bathroom.

****

"Go Bri Bri!" I cheer my baby on as her and her friends have an skating contest during practice. I aim my phone at them, recording them on Facebook live.

"My baby is cold on the skates....Hey Ty and Tammi!" I switch the camera to me and smile as I read my facebook friends comments.

Keitra David: That baby is talented.

"Thank you cousin!" I say to the camera.

I switch the camera back on Bri and smile as she flys away on her skates, she was amazing. Not once have I ever seen her fall it'd magical.

"Damn she moves fast." I turn around to see Jay, I turn off live and put my phone in my pocket.

"I see you came." I raise my eyebrow.

"I told you I wanted to see her."

He leans on the rail and watches as she skates, he seem concentrated on her. He called me yesterday and said that he wanted to see her, I told him I would never keep him away from his child he just has to do right by her and can't break her heart.

"Are you feeling better?" He ask.

"Yeah...I've been okay. Thanks for asking so where did you want to take her again."

"I gotta handle some stuff for your man at three, so I'll take y'all out to lunch and just talk to her." He says as he scratches the left side of his head.

"Oh okay." I nod. My phone then begins to ring I look at the caller ID and it says

My King👑💏

"Hello?" I answer my phone.

"Hey baby...where you at?" He questions.

"I am still at practice with Bri, I'm gonna let her spend time with Jay. Did you want something?" I stroke my hair.

"Yeah....im at the club right now doing auditions cause you know i fired some of the girls can you bring me something to eat in the next few hours."

"Yeah baby I can do that, and I paid our phone bills today with my check, so you don't have to worry about it."

"I told you don't lay a finger on my bills girl, why don't you listen." He chuckles. "I gotta go though I'll see you in a minute. I love you."

"I love you more." I hang up the phone and corner my eyes once I see Jayson starring at me, I ignore his stare and look ahead at Aabria as she skates away.

"Why do you have him in y'all lives if you know the type of shit he do. That nigga sell dope, and he a pimp. You want that around your daugter."

"Jay I told you before he knows how to keep his streer life seperate from his family life....if you want to have this little date with your daughter, please don't be petty"

"Alright girls that's it for today." Aabria's coach screams out to the young girls. Young girls begin skating to thier parents, Aabria grabs her bag from her cubby and starts to glide her a self over, she looks at Jayson giving him a salty look, and she glances back at me.

"You did so good baby girl." I tell her as we walk over to the bench and she sits down, I start insist her with taking off her skates.

"Thanks mommy."She says with a soft tone.

"Are you gonna say hi to your daddy." I ask her.

"Zayn is my daddy not him." She frowns and I get her regular gym shoes from out of her bag along with her jacket.

"No I'm your daddy Bri." He tells her as he sit besides. But she just doesn't by it, she stands up and I hand her her sweater so she can put it on.

"No....my daddy is Zayn. Mommies boyfriend...."

"Come on y'all let's go." Aabria has been calling Zayn her father for the last week, At some point I wanted to stop her and tell her not to, but I'm not gonna steal that title away from both her and Zayn. Because they have a fatherly and daughter bond.

Zayn spoils her, and they have small little dates on the weekend. He reads her bedtime stories, help her with her homework and he watches her most of the time when I'm at work.

When we first got together, I didn't want him around Aabria and be with her alone until I knew that I could fully trust him, now that I trust him and she does as well, I allowed him to step in and be her father figure.

"So you want to ride with us?" I ask as I walk to Mercedes-Benz and use the remote to unlock the doors, Aabria gets in the back seat ans starts to strap her self in.

"Yeah...i took the bus here." He shoves his hands into his pocket, and walk to the passenger side to hop in, I go in as well and place my purse in the back seat, he watches me as I throw my curly hair in to a messy bun.

"Where do you wanna eat at?" He turns to ask Bria but she doesn't respond.

"Bri Bri where you wanna eat at?" I ask her.

"Jack In The Box." She responds, referring to a fast food chain in South Central.

"Alright."

I pull off and turn on the radio, I enjoy the Los Angeles weather. I was happy that Zayn moved us up here in the upscale part of the city, because truly I was tired of living in the hood, Aabria couldn't even make friends because I wouldn't allow her to hang out with these bad ass kids.

I watch as Jayson tense up, I could tell that he was nervous about something.

Jayson

I hold the door open for Makiela and Aabria letting them go in first. My little girl haven't talked or even looked at me the whole ride here, we were first in line already so a waiter quickly seated us into a booth.

"You wanna sit by your daddy?" Makiela ask her.

"No." She says with a smile and sit next to her mother. My daughter is beautiful, she got her dark complexion from her mother, but she inherited my hazel brown eyes, that change colors between the seasons, right now they were a a darker hazel brown like mine, her nose and lips match mine as well. She has medium lengh hair that Kiela keeps up in natural curls.

"Can I offer you guys anything to drink?" Our waiter ask. I allow Makiela to order what she wanted first.

"I'll have a strawberry lemonade and my daughter will have the same and we'll like to order a meal now if that's okay." She says.

"Okay and for you sir?" He turns to me.

"Um just bring me an orange juice, what would have to eat."

"You want the same thing mommy want?" She asks Aabria and Bri nods her head with a smile.

"Her and I will both have pancakes along with turkey sausage and eggs with metled cheese and green peppers."

"That sounds good mommy." Aabria smiles.

"And for you sir?" He ask.

"Just bring me the same thing they have."

"Alright." He writes down our order in his pad. "I'll be back with your drinks in a minute ."

Makiela pulls out her phone and furrow her eyebrows, I guess she seen something disturbing, she looks st me. "Ima go outside I have to call Tysis. I'll be back." She gestures for Aabria to get up so she can go outside, once she leaves the table Aabria stares down at the table.

After five minutes I decided to do something to change her mood. "Boop." I tap her nose with my finger and she slighty smiles.

"Your pretty." I tell her.

"Thank you." She says softly.

"So I seen you skating, you know your Auntie Jasmin use to skate, but she slipped on a banana and broke her leg so she doesn't do it anymore."

She starts to laugh and she covers up her mouth. "You can't slip on a banana, my mom says thats a myth."

"Oooo look at you, your pretty intelligent for your age to a big word like that."

"My daddy Zayn taught me what intelligent meant."

Anger then boils inside of me, but I hid. I didn't like that Makiela had her calling some other man Daddy.

"You wanna know something about your daddy?" I ask.

"What? You know my daddy Zayn too?" She tilts her head.

"Yeah I work with him. You know he does bad things, like sell drugs and do them."

"No he doesn't....he tells me that drugs are bad all the time."

"But he does do it....you know what else do? He hits women,one day a girl didn't give him his money so he choked her and gave her a black eye, he's gonna hit your mommy like that one day."

"No...he loves mommy. He pulled mommy out a our house that was on fire....he almost got burnt up too."

"He set that fire up.....to hurt mommy. I know..."

"Uh uh...Zayn loves me and mommy." She knits her eyebrows together.

"ok...ok...just remember that he's a bad man...he hits women and he even killed his old girl friend and best friend....I don't want him to kill your mommy."

She looks at me with fear in her eyes and that's when Makiela comes back and sits back down.

"What was yall talking about?" She questions as she strokes Bria's hair, Bria keep her eyes on me and then she looks at her mother.

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