chapter 44

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Arjun's pov

I saw the entire wedding ceremony from a distance . with every phera (rounds around the holy fire) I felt a part of me going further and further away. that part was my shivani but I feel I can't even call her "my". from now on she is his. yes he is a good man for her and loves her. but I am a human after all and this was a big sacrifice rather a huge sacrifice for me.  I am used to things being my way. as I saw siddharth make shivani his for every I slowly took a step back and went to the  bar. from the time I got to know about wedding alcohol has become my new best friend . I am not a drinker but now I know why people get addicted because it pushes away your deepest fear and pain away. but the reality hits you hard the next morning specially during the wedding ceremonies like the mehandi, sangeet . god shivani looked like a beautiful princess. the only word was " stunning" no wonder I fell in love with her. but today when I saw her before the wedding she looked out of the world I don't think any woman can look that beautiful.

As I took a seat I ordered vodka something hard to push away a terrible pain in my heart.

"sir how many shots?"

"4 shots please"

"make that 5" said a voice in my right

I turned to look at the person and it was that girl............. priyanka

"wow! that's a hard drink for such a happy occasion " said priyanka

" haha yes....... need something hard to push away something which is even harder to give away"

" ummm.....same here" she said

"why do you need it? lost something?"

"yes something very valuable"

"not as valuable as mine I guess"

" not more but I guess same "

I looked at her I understood what she meant......

" but don't worry I will never come in between..... it took me longer to get over him.....I guess I still am"

"hmmmm...... " I had nothing that could say..... we both were two people sailing the same boat.

we both took our shots together  ..... after that she said

" there is a saying....' don't marry a person with whom you can live marry a person without whom you cannot live. ' and shivani and siddharth are the perfect example. but Arjun if you keep looking back you will fall in front..... this applies to both of us ..... its difficult but not impossible.... but one should not delay soo much that it becomes too late to find love again....."

" we marry ones and fall in love ones priyanka...... and shivani was and will always be first love"

" I agree.... its easy to become a man's first love but difficult to become his last love"

I know what she was saying was right but I guess I was not in the right mind to understand as the drink was hard.....

" priyanka..... my and shiavni's relationship is a kind of relationship that one cannot see, but one can feel , understand , and respect. some people will find it difficult to understand as its a relationship that has no name till now its more than a best friend but less than boyfriend and girlfriend relationship..... but I call it 'a priceless relationship'"

we both looked at each other and saw each other's eyes and smiled we both raised our last shot together and said together " to a priceless relationship!!" 

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