Chapter 16: Some Explanation

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As I walk into the office, Jackson gets up to greet me. He gives me a hug. I hug him back quickly. This is going to be a long lunch.

"What are you doing here, Princess?" Jackson asked confused. "I thought you were going to turn in your essays and then work on your projects."

"Well, some of my projects got pushed back another day so I thought I would spend your lunch hour with you," I explain shifting my weight from side to side. I held up the bag of Chipotle again. "I got us Chipotle."

"That's great. Um... Why don't we sit at my desk and eat?"

We walk over to his desk and began to eat. We made very little small talk. Jackson avoided my gaze as if he was guilty of something. He shouldn't be so guilty since I saw him push the girl away. She must have been someone he didn't like for him to yell at her like that. Was she a past Little of his? I don't want to let Jackson know that I was spying on him, but I also don't want him to keep anything from me. We haven't really talked about our previous relationships and I kind of like it that way. I decide to throw caution to the wind and ask.

"So... As I was walking up to your office I noticed a woman rushing away from the floor. Was she a business associate?" I ask innocently. "I didn't know other people had access to this floor."

"Oh. Um..." Jackson trails off. He sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. He then grabs my hands off the desk. "Rin, I need to tell you something and I hope this doesn't change anything."

I brace myself for any news that could hurt me. I hope he isn't cheating on me. I wouldn't be able to deal with the stress and the hurt that would come with it. At least he isn't beating around the bush with what happened.

Jackson takes a deep breath, "That lady was my ex-Little. She snuck up to the floor and was trying to get me to take her back. And she kissed me."

"Did you like it?" I ask back feeling myself regressing. Some times I regress while under stress. "Do you not want me anymore, Daddy?"

Shock covers Jackson's face. He quickly leaves his side of the desk. He moves me so that what he can pull me on to his lap and smother his face into my neck. I feel myself tearing up at the thought of Jackson breaking up with me. He's my first Daddy and I want him to be my last. Jackson leaves my neck and smothers my face in kisses.

"Rin," he murmurs to grab my attention. Then he wipe the single tear that left my eye. "I love you so much. I couldn't ever leave you for anyone. That ex was a bitch and she only used me for my money. I hated that she kissed me and it wasn't you that was kissing me. I regret letting her stay too long in my office. I don't know how she got in, but I told her I would put a restraining order on her so that she wouldn't be able to get near me anymore. I don't want her ruining the single best thing that has happened to me in years. I hope you're not mad at me and I pray that you don't leave me. I love you, Rin. I love you so much. Please don't leave me."

Jackson starts to tear up. I hold his face in my hands as I wipe away any tear that threatens to leave his gorgeous eyes. I place a soft kiss in his lips before hugging him. Him being emotional like this shows how vulnerable he is. I do mean a lot to him and he doesn't want to lose me. That's very rare to see in a guy. And that makes me love Jackson even more.

"I love you too, Jackson," I reply back softly. "And I could never leave you. Nothing could take me away from you no matter how hard anyone tries. I'm glad that you're being honest with me and that you didn't try to lie. Because I saw what happened between you and that lady. I hope you won't be mad at me for spying. I knew I couldn't just barge right in. It would've cause a bigger scene. But I'm glad you told me everything. You are the most amazing thing that has happened to me and I don't want to let that go either."

Jackson and I stared into each other's eyes before sharing a passionate kiss. I put all of my love and compassion into this kiss and I know Jackson was going the same. It wasn't a sexual kiss and it didn't lead that way either. It was just a kiss of pure love. Nothing is better than that. We break apart after a minute. We smile at each other. Nothing could ever break us apart.

"Now, do I need to cut a bitch?"

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