Paris sat across from Shane in silence for over a half a hour, everytime she convinced herself to get up and walk out she made herself sit back down ..
Her tears never stopped as she thought about her bestfriend, but she couldn't lie like she didn't understand where Shane was coming from ..

He tried to help Deja, but she was too far gone .. And she was the one who brought her around in the first place, Paris had endless reasons stay just as she had many to leave so she simply sat there until she figured it out ..

Glancing up at Shane he wore a blank expression on his face but he never took his eyes off of her, but saying a word he was going to let her decide what it was she needed to do ..

"Why did you do it ?" Paris asked out of the blue "Since you're being so honest, tell me the truth .. why did you cheat on me with Ana ?!" She asked as she sat back in her seat .. Folding her arms across her chest she was ready to hear what he had to say

Sighing, Shane rubbed his beard in thought "Honestly ?" Looking up into Paris' eyes he started to speak "She was a attractive chick, I wanted her, but but in the same way I wanted you .." He said but Paris intervened

"You're saying you wanted to fuck her ?!" She asked

Pausing, Shane was caught off guard by what she said but he nodded "Yeah, I did .. " He replied with a sigh

"And after that, you kept her around .. why ?" She asked

"Because I wanted her around, but like I said it was nothin like what you thinking .. it was strictly sex Paris !! When you was at home, or couldn't go out of town with me she came instead .. she wasn't shit to me !! She was just the perfect temporary replacement !!" He replied slightly raising his voice

"Did you love her ?" Paris asked

"No !!" Shane quickly replied

"You had feelings for her ?" She asked

"I cared about her, but no I didn't !!" He said

"Well why when I tried to hook her up with Solo you shut it down ?!" She asked

Shaking his head, Shane realized she had been wanting to ask these questions for a while now ..

"Honestly ?!" He asked

"Honestly" She said back

"Because, she was mine .. the pussy was mine if you wanna know what I really mean !!" He said never breaking eye contact with her as he brought his glass of Hennessy up to his mouth

Paris knew exactly what he meant..

"How do I know you won't go replacing me again ?! How do I know it won't be the other way around next time ?! How do I know you won't actually leave me and our kids for the next bitch the next time you want a bitch around ?! Shane let's be honest you've got bitches .. that I don't even know about !! I'm not dumb, I know who you are and them hoes thats in the club every night hoping I'm not there so they can get under you do too !! Waiting for their moment, how do I know you won't give it to them when I'm not around ?! After all you said so yourself when you first met me you just wanted to fuck .. I could've easily been Ana !! I still could be .." She yelled

"Paris I can't lose you ma, that's not a option for me.." He said

"I still don't fuckin get why you cheated anyway Shane !! I should've been it for you.. I should've been all the pussy you wanted !! I'm your wife !!" She said as the tears started to flow again

"I cheated because I'm used to gettin what the fuck I want Paris, it had nothing to do with you !! You was enough, you'll always be enough for me .. I just took you for granted, thinkin you wouldn't find out !! Honestly.. And I can sit in here all day and try to convince you that the shit ain't gonna happen again and you'll still have your doubts, but I'm telling you to just trust me Paris .. You don't want no divorce and neither do I .." He said

"You signed the papers !!" She said

"No, I didn't .. I never even looked at them .. they in the same envelope they was served in.." He replied

Staring at him, Paris was really relieved ..

"So what you wanna do ? Like I said it's people outside, you got a dress upstairs .. all you gotta do is say yes" He asked

Sighing, Paris nodded "Under one condition.." She said

Nodding, Shane was ready to hear it ..

"If I forgive you, you have to forgive me too .." She said

Confused, Shane squinted his eyes wondering what the hell she was talking about ..

"Paris, If you talkin about Saint & that lil nigga I been over that ma .. leave that in the past--" Cut off Paris intervened

"No, not them .." She said nervously

"Well what ?!" He asked defensively

Paris could feel his body tense up from across the room but if they were gonna start fresh she wanted to do just that ..

Sighing, she closed her eyes and opened them staring at Shane as he waited ..

"After I found out about Ana, I thought we were gonna get a divorce .." She started

"And ?!" Shane asked rushing her

"And .... I was a couple months pregnant at the time !!" She said waiting for his reaction

"Was ?! What you mean was ?" He asked

"I got a abortion Shane !!".

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