"You comfortable?" He asked her and she nodded, laying back on the pillows. He unclipped her bra, tossing it to the side, and immediately took one of her breasts into his mouth. She squirmed under him when he swirled her nipple in his mouth, slightly biting it and she moaned. Lourdes's moans were definitely one of his favorite sounds in the world. He showed the other one the same attention, sucking and biting while she was a mess under him. While he sucked one, he would use his hands to satisfy the other, pinching and rubbing her nipple with his fingers.

He reached up to capture a firm kiss, tangling his tongue in her mouth and she moaned into the kiss, making him smirk. He began kissing down her stomach, finally reaching her panties–quite literally ripping them off.

"Rashir!" She whined.

"I'll buy you new one's baby," He smiled while kissing in between her thighs, groaning at how wet she is. He sent a lick to her center and she was already breathing hard, gripping the sheets. He began sucking her clit, pulling her into his mouth and she moaned, gripping his hair and driving his mouth further into her. He went back to slowly licking her, which was driving her crazy, and inserted a finger into her, making her arch her back.

"Ooh–shit," She cursed when he curled his fingers into her while simultaneously licking around her clit.

"Look at me," He commanded and she tried to look down but was failing miserably. Her eyes fluttered closed but she forced them open and looked down at him, making eye contact and she moaned again. He groaned into her and she jerked at the feeling of the vibration coming from his mouth. He brought his hand up to push down her stomach to keep her flat on the bed and she whined, grabbing a fistful of his hair.

"R-Rashir," She stuttered out and he hummed in response, "I–I,"

"You what baby?" He murmured, finding it amusing that she could barely speak.

"I'm about to–" She spoke, "Fuck, I'm about to–" She cut herself off with another moan, her toes curling when he continued pumping his finger in and out of her.

"I know baby, go ahead, cum fa' me beautiful," He encouraged her, slowing down a bit while she reached her high, becoming a moaning mess while yelling his name.

While she was catching her breath he picked her up making her squeal, walking them to the bathroom, and placed her on the counter while he went to turn the water on for the shower. She sat on the counter, still a bit dazed and he chuckled, proud of himself.

"Bae," He called out and she looked up, "Come on, the water ready," He beckoned her over and she groaned.

"Can you carry me?" She whined, innocently smiling and he rolled his eyes, walking back over and picking her up bridal style. He placed her in the huge shower, reaching over her to get the soap, and squirted some in his hands.

"Turn around," He told her and she obliged, turning around so her back was facing him. He decided that he wanted to tease her a bit so he reached under her arms and pulled her back into his front, beginning to wash her with the soap. He caressed her boobs, rubbing them slowly and playing with her nipples, making her throw her head back into his chest. When he stopped and continued to wash the rest of her body, making her groan and turn back around to face him with her eyes narrowed and he laughed.

"What?" He asked, feigning confusion.

"You know what Rashir," She said with a fake attitude and he continued acting like he was clueless.

"Nah, tell me,"

"You know what I want,"

"No I don't," He shrugged and she glared at him while he laughed. "I'm jus' messing with you baby," He picked her up, making her wrap her legs around his waist, and placed her against the wall for support. He kissed her slowly at first, but it quickly became more intense when she moaned into his mouth and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He pulled back to place hot kisses down her neck, making her throw her head back and say his name while he smiled into the kisses.

"Rashir," She spoke breathlessly, "Please just fuck me already," She begged and he cockily smirked at how ready she was. Lourdes had already been on birth control before she even met Rashir, but they still consistently used condoms up until about 2 weeks ago. They both came to the conclusion that they wanted to try going without them as long as they were careful and Rashir was happier than ever. He loved being inside of her regardless, but without condoms, he felt like he could feel every inch of her.

He slowly slid into her, teasing her a bit and she groaned, hitting his shoulder to make him go faster. When he was fully inside of her he paused for a moment before pulling out until just his tip was in and slammed back into her.

"Oh my god," She whimpered out and he began to slam in and out of her relentlessly, barely catching a breath.

"Shit," He grunted out, "You love me baby?" He asked while staring at her and she nodded frantically. "Tell me that you love me," He mumbled and her eyes fluttered open while she smirked.

"I love you daddy," She mumbled with a wicked smile on her face and he groaned, squeezing his eyes shut.

"Fuck Lo," He moaned, "You gon' make me nut," He said as she tightened her walls against him. He knew he wasn't going to last like this so he pulled out and gently let her down while she pouted.

"Rashir," She whined.

"Bend over, use the wall to help you," He instructed and she did as told, bending over and putting her hands against the wall for support. He groaned at the sight of her plump ass and quickly slid into her, not wanting to waste any time. He gripped her hips and thrust into her, pushing her back down when she shot up. He grabbed her hair and pulled it, making her moan as he created a rhythm of slamming into her.

The only things that were heard were the sounds of their skins slapping against each other and the shower that was cascading water down on them. Lourdes began pushing herself into him so she was meeting him halfway and Rashir bit his lip, slapping her ass as she backed into him and making the pleasure more intense. He reached out and grabbed one of her breasts, cupping it in his hands and playing with her nipples–pinching and squeezing it.

"I–" She stuttered out, bringing one of her hands back to hit his stomach like she always did but he slapped it away.

"Nah, you wanted me to fuck you right?" He said cockily and she nodded. "I can't hear you,"

"Yes! I wanted you to," She moaned loudly and he smirked.

"Aight good. Where you feel me at baby?" He asked.

"I–In my s–stomach," She replied breathlessly, "I'm gonna–" She tried to speak but failed as the feeling became too intense for her. He pulled out again, taking a breather but he decided that he wanted to try something new so he took a seat on the bench that was in the shower and beckoned her over.

"Sit on my lap," He told her and she waltzed over to him slowly, taking a seat on his lap and straddling him. She lowered herself onto him and he threw his head back, slapping her ass again and telling her to keep going while she began going up and down. He brought his hands back to her ass again, guiding her to go up and down. He reached up to kiss her sloppily, smothering the moans that were coming out of her as she continued, bringing her hands down to his chest and digging her nails into him.

"Good girl," He smiled and watched her eyes light up. She always responded well to praises to he liked to do it as often as he could.

"I'm gonna cum," She whimpered.

"Oh yeah?" He asked and she nodded, "Me too,"

He thrust into her to match her pace a couple of times before he felt the familiar knot build in his stomach. He could tell when her orgasm hit because she slowed down and basically yelled his name and a couple of curses before collapsing on his chest. He pulled out before releasing onto the shower floor and caught his breath while he was 99% sure that Lourdes had fallen asleep on his lap.

"Lo?" He tried to shake her awake but she wasn't responding. He chuckled cockily at the fact that he had fucked her to sleep before picking her up and carrying her back to the bedroom. He sat her down on the bed and quickly grabbed a towel to dry her off before slipping on one of his t-shirts that he had packed and tucked her into the bed, kissing her goodnight.

"Lo! The hell taking you so long man," Rashir called out from the pool. It was the next morning and Lourdes had woken up wanting to go swimming, so they'd changed into their swimsuits and he was waiting for her while standing in the pool.

"Coming! You're so impatient," Lourdes replied, coming down the stairs while wearing a plain black bikini and Rashir could feel himself getting hard again. He adjusted himself in his swim shorts when she turned around to set her things down on one of the chairs that was off to the side.

"Cause you always taking forever," He grumbled while she carefully stepped into the water. He was standing in the 5 feet section of the pool, but since Lourdes was only 5'4 she was struggling to make her way over to him without drowning. He chuckled and reached out, pulling her into him and she jumped, wrapping her legs around his waist while putting her arms around his neck.

"Gimme a kiss," He mumbled and she pecked his lips making him huff. "A real one Lourdes," He said and she laughed, kissing him again. She opened her mouth slightly, and he took the invitation to put his tongue in her mouth but she pulled away before it could advance, detangling herself from his arms and swimming away.

"Aht Aht! We are swimming sir, nothing else," She scolded. He frowned and swam after her, grabbing her by the legs and dragging her back to her former position. She squealed in surprise and balanced herself, wrapping her legs around his waist again and pulling herself into him so she wouldn't fall. Once she was comfortable, he walked them over to the steps of the pool and sat down on one so they were still in the water, but he didn't have to stand. He pulled her closer onto his lap and ran his hands up and down her back while she sighed, resting her head on his shoulder.

He stared at the tattoo that was behind her ear, he suddenly remembered that he still didn't know what it meant. He decided to ask because even though it was months later, he was curious.

"Baby?" He spoke.

"Hm?" She mumbled into his neck and he smiled.

"You never told me what that tattoo means," He pointed out and sat up, looking at him with confusion.

"What tattoo?"

"The one on your neck," He lightly brushed the tattoo with his thumb, "Inevitable Death or some shit right?" He guessed and she laughed.

"Yeah, it was kinda a tribute to one of my favorite artists. He died a couple of years ago," She explained, "His name is Mac Miller, in one of his lasts music videos he carved it into a coffin and I dunno, it just stuck with me," She shrugged.

"Isn't that kinda depressing?"

"No, I like to think of it as encouragement. Whenever I'm scared about doing something impulsive, it kinda just reminds me that we're all gonna die one day, y'know? You might as well just do whatever," She finished, tracing one of his own tattoos that was on his arm. "Why'd you get that one?" She asked pointing to the big rose on his forearm.

"Roses are my mom's favorite flower," He answered, smiling at the thought of her. He hadn't seen his dad–or his sister since Thanksgiving, but he frequently visited his mom to check up on her or make sure she was okay. Sometimes they went out, but he mostly just went to the apartment when he knew no one else was home.

"You really love your mom huh?" Lourdes asked, seeing how happy he was whenever he talked about her.

"Yeah," He nodded, "I'm gon' take you to meet her soon," He casually spoke, resting his hands on her butt.

"Really?"

"Mhm, she would love yo' shy ass," He smirked and she sucked her teeth.

"I'm not even shy," She rolled her eyes.

"You hide behind me every time I introduce you to someone bruh," Rashir countered, raising his eyebrows.

"No I don't! Stop lying,"

"I'm not lying bruh," He laughed, "You was so scared to meet the rest of the team, you was 'bout to run away! Running away must be your go-to," He teased and she covered her face with her hands, groaning. Rashir liked to tease her about how many times she had physically run away from him before they started dating and she was embarrassed every time.

"Shut up Rashir," She grumbled.

"What? It's funny," He continued laughing and Lourdes got off of his lap, beginning to swim away as he sobered up. "Aight, I'm done now," He chuckled.

"You're so mean to me," She playfully grumbled, crossing her arms over her chest.

"I was jus' kidding baby," He reached out to touch her again but she splashed him–hard. Lourdes bust out laughing at the expression on his face while he wiped the water out of his face, glaring at her.

"Sorry," She shrugged innocently but she was anything but. She began to swim away but he quickly grabbed one of her legs and dragged her back while she screamed, kicking at him to try and get away. He pulled her back into his chest and caged her in while she thrashed around in the water. Before she could say anything he dunked them both into the water and held them under for a couple of seconds. When he let them up, Lourdes had a deadly glare on his face while it was his turn to laugh.

"I don't love you anymore," She grunted, swimming away to the stairs while he was dying laughing.

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hey y'all 😭 i am SO sorry for making y'all wait for so long for this chapter omg. i've had the WORST case of writers block that i had to force myself to overcome. this chapter is also v short but i just had to get this up before i drove myself insane 😭 but i hope y'all liked it! and thank y'all SOSOSSO much for 100k reads what the heck?!?!! i love y'all sm <333 AND if y'all haven't had the chance to check out my new book 'loving you' you definitely should! new chapters coming soon!!