CHAPTER 45

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NANDINI POV

''Manik where the hell are you taking me?'' I'm shouting and asking the same question umpteenth times but he sat their silently in anger without even glancing or replying it me and driving pass through some really isolated and strange ways which are worrying me to death. I don't know what think anymore and what he is going to do with me because he isn't looking the Manik I knew since past months he is someone else.

And you are the reason he is behaving like someone else! My consciousness again snapped at me and this time I know its right.

After seeing this scary Manik from so close I will prefer the flirty and playful one any time. He is scaring me to the extent that I think I'll get a heart attack before reaching the destination where he is taking me. Few minutes ago I tried to call someone for help but he snatched my phone before I can dial anyone to ask for help and throw it out of the window which frightened me more and my skin felt the Goosebumps and my eyes widen in fear. My already crying and swollen eyes burst into a thicker water broke and right now I'm sobbing and crying like a child which I never did since my nightmares may be because it also isn't less than a nightmare and I want to wake up as soon as possible.

He stopped the car abruptly and tyres made an ugly screeching sound jerking me and taking me of guard. I instantly take a look around and observed that we are in some hilly and isolated area; means he took me out of the city. It is so dark there is no light coming from anywhere just moonlight casting on the grassland and on hills was the only source of light. Before in the car I thought I cant be more frighten than that but I think I was so wrong.

I was shivering-sobbing looking around my surrounding sitting inside the car when I heard the click of the door opening and a hand dragging me out of the car. I yelped in realization and the monster was dragging me somewhere in a straight direction while I was crying and struggling to free myself from his death grip but no use. Yet I never given up I keep struggling that my hands been started to bruise from his grip and got some bloody scratches even from my own nails.

''Manik!!!!!!!'' I cried-yelled ''please leave me, let me go please.'' I begged while sobbing. I never even for a second stopped crying and sobbing but this monster has no effect.

''JUST.SHUT .THE.HELL.UP!'' all of a sudden he pulled me by my arms to his chest and yelled looking threatening and dangerous and I shuddered looking his red demon like eyes. ''Nandini Murthy you destroyed me now its your turn.'' threatening me he again started to drag me in the same direction and his sentence shook me to the care. After a few more steps I saw a big beautiful farmhouse in front of my eyes and he pushed open the gate and then I realised he is taking me inside the house.

Is he going to kill me and bury me here somewhere?

Or may be held me hostage here?

Oh god No!

''Manik I am sorry, Please let me go, I am sorry I will go far away from your life and wont bother you anymore just please let me go.'' I pleaded when he was dragging me inside the house taking me upstairs.

''Not that easily Nandini. I'm not going to go this easy on you.''he smirked devilishly and my hear dropped at his menacing tone.

'' Nandini, I cant even look any women without even thinking about you. I try to search you in every woman to feel the same feelings which I always feel with you. BUT NO!!!!! YOU RUINED ME, YOU RUINED ME FOR ANY OTHER WOMEN. YOUR BETRAYAL LEFT ME LIKE A CORPSE. '' His voice held so much pain and helplessness in them and when he shouted and smashed those words on my face, I drown thousands feet under guilt and thought my self as the most cruel woman in the world.

''You really love the game of revenge right so lets play another game of revenge.Right?'' I never realised when he took me to the room until he left my hand and banged close the door threatening me menacingly. I shivered in fear and my heart beat started to race. ''You cant just ruin me and enjoy other men's company.'' he spoke in a low dangerous voice.

''Ma..Man..Manik..lis..lis..listen..'' I stuttered in fear taking a step back. I know if I gonna shout no one gonna hear me here in this deserted area.

''I gonna ruin you the way you ruined me. IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU THEN NEVER IN HELL ANOTHER MAN CAN.'' he stepped nearer and with a single push of his palm I fallen on the bed on my backside. My body is shivering and my tongue got tied in fear. I don't know anymore what to do, one of my nightmare is finally going to get a face. Face of Manik.

''You too cant even look another man without thinking about me after this night. I am finally going to make you MINE.JUST MINE. '' he gritted his teeth. ''I MANIK MALHOTRA GOING TO RUIN YOU FOR EVERY OTHER MAN.'' He shouted gritting his teeth spitting venom. His eyes are now completely red looking like a real demon and my tongue are tied to utter even a single letter so I just shook my head in protest when he started to lean over me caging me in between his arms.

''NO..PLEASE..NO..NO..'' I finally got my voice back and struggled to free myself begging him when he snatched the dupatta from me and threw it somewhere.

I tried to push him of me but it was of no use, he is way to strong but I cant let this happen with me. I am stronger than this. . I was wriggling and kicking to free myself when he took my both wrist in his single hand above my head and completely hovered over me tangling his legs with mine in a tight grip so that I cant move. After getting satisfied with my caged position he took his time to take off his jacket and unbuttoned his shirt and threw it somewhere in the room making my eyes go wide and he smirked seeing my reaction.

''Man..Manik..y...you..kn..know..thi..this...____WRRONGGG!!!!!!!'' I pleaded looking into his eyes in a weak voice but he ignored it and started to give sloppy kisses on my neck in between my sentence  when I shouted over the top of my lungs. But again it was no use I was struggling but this monster was assaulting me with his kisses and hickeys over the skin which is on display. I don't know how to stop him and I was now helplessly crying and praying in his arms when I heard cloth ripping sound and my eyes widen in realisation that he ripped my blouse and I squeezed my eyes sobbing silently and fresh tears started to flow from my eyes. 

I haven't wore any bra inside my dress accept the adhesive one and I don't think it will take him time to rip it off too. I almost stopped struggling and my body is now numb to feel any thing, my eyes closed and my body is just shaking with silently sob.  

I felt moisture and something's soft movement on my lips and I realised he is kissing me now, hungrily and possessively with anger biting and nibbling it. My first kiss. A painful first kiss.

''why Nandini!'' he murmured between the kiss ''why you rejected and insulted my love for you. Why?'' he asked between kisses and again I squeezed my eyes on his question. His hands are roaming on my naked back and other is in my hairs cradling my head in his palms.

''It..It..Doesn't matter anymore.''  I replied in emotionless and low tone when he hissed and again started to assault my collarbone to my cleavage and I realised he still hadn't get rid of my adhesive bra. But why?

''Of course it does dimwit!'' he growled now kissing my shoulders ''Tell me why you did that to me.'' he sounded painful and now gazing into my eyes cupping my cheeks harshly that it must will left finger prints till morning and again attacked my lips more roughly and now he even ridden up my lehenga above my thighs caressing it roughly.

"No it..it..doesnt the moment you planned to rape me!" I spitted bitterly sobbing in between his rough kisses doing struggling to free myself again. After listening  his body stiffen and his lips halted and soon he pulled away as if realisation hit him abou the crime he was about to do. His once hard and red eyes turn into a disgusted and disbelieved one. He quickly got up from me and sat at the edge of the bed combing his hairs in frustration.

I quickly sat up and shifted in to the furthest corner the moment he left my body. And finally I again burst into loud sobs when the reality of  horrible moment a while back hit me. I hugged my knees to my chest and fixed my lehenga pulling it down to cover myself.

Something hit the side of my head and slipped into my lap. A shirt. I peek a look at him, he sat there starring down on the floor his jaw clenched.
I disbelievingly inspected the shirt when I heard him mumbling something.

"I..I..ca..cant..do...do...this...I..cant..do..this..to..you..I..cant..even..hurt..you..damn it .!"he mumbled in his pain laced voice while I was wearing the shirt and he suddenly smashed the table lamp angrily on the wall and stood up. I cowardly shifted more shivering badly looking his again changed demanour.

"I cant hurt you even if I badly want. " I quickly turn around to face me and I hide my face quickly in my lap. I was so scared to even look up. There was a silence for a moment then I felt the bed dipping to my front. I snapped a look and found Manik starring at me which again scared me and I shifted away sobbing contracting my body even more. I felt him hesitantly extended his hands towards me and I started to contract myself even more but he eventually reached my face cupping it and I again wirggled with tears flowing out but his hold tightened but not painful one. He keep on starring at me and I struggled to free my self from his grip.

"I cant see you this vulnerable and weak. Not when I know you as the strongest woman I met." His words again made me look at him in wonder I stare into his painfilled eyes starring at me tenderly as if I am the softest thing in the world for him.

I was starring at him with my mouth a little open when he shifted more closer and now cupping my cheeks with both hands.

"Just tell me Nandini why you did that to me why you broke me when I was trying my best to fix you." He mumbled so softly and vulnerable that I bet if we would have been in city it couldnt be heard. His words stir something inside me.

"Nandini I dont think I can hurt you even in my wildest dream if I want because I LOVE YOY WAY TOO MUCH to see you hurt." He confessed and a tear slipped from his eyes to while I sat there starring at him like a clueless person. "Just answer me Nandini why you did this to me and free both of us from all the miseries.PLEASE" He pleaded touching his forhead with mine.

He looks so much in pain, unbearable pain. And it is breaking something inside me.

''Because your MOM IS THE ONE YOU SNATCHED MY FATHER AWAY FROM MY MOTHER AND MY MOM IS FIGHTING BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH IN THE HOSPITAL SINCE THAT DAY.'' I didn't want to answer him but still I find my self answering him.And next moment his connected forhead disconnected and he was staring at me shocked.

"WHAT???"

"Yes!" I mumbled.

"No.!No.!No.!No.!" He got up from bed ranting "NOT AGAIN!!!" He shouted on top of his voice like a hulk. And soon the scene of whole room changed into disastrous one. He started to throw each and everything in his sight mumbling curses which isnt audible due to the noise of shattering things. He is looking scary again the way he was looking a while back. I get down from the bed in fear and sat in a corner to save myself from the disaster he is causing.

I NEVER WANTED TO SEE THIS MANIK EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE!

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