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I walked back to my room burying my face into the cover. I felt like nothing.

If looks could kill I'd be dead.
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"Lo he came back. He was just upset." Kwon said walking into my room which I had been in for 3 hours staring up at the dark ceiling

I didn't speak I just continued to stare into the darkness of the ceiling.

He left out but returned shortly after.

I heard someone clear their throat.

"Joey. I'm sorry." I said already knowing who stood their in the doorway

"Mm." He said stepping closer

He sat on the bed but I turned away from him. I didn't want him to look at me with the same look earlier it would only spark a crying spell again.

"London." He started

"Joey. I'm sorry."

"Why you have to leave? We could of got through that shit!" He yelled

"Joey I'm sorry." Was all that managed to come out although I had so much more to say

"Stop saying that shit." He said standing up

I sat up and rested my head in my hands.

"Joey. I'm sorry." I cried out silently

He walked out and I crawled from bed following him out.

"What is their to say? I can't take it back. I didn't mean for it to happen." I said lowly but loud enough for him to hear

He stopped and turned toward me.

"I didn't expect you to go hoe and get pregnant!" He yelled making me flinch

"So that's what you think of me." I said looking up in his face for the first time tonight

"How can I not?" He asked still with a loud voice

I rolled my lips in and nodded.

"A hoe. Yea the one who got bullied for not giving it up. The one who got rejected by the one she loved for not giving it up. A hoe."

"The one you love?" He asked yelling

"You love that nigga?!" He yelled

"You Joey. It was you." I said lowly walking away from him

I looked over his shocked face before disappearing into the darkness of my room